When I came to the small apartment, Yan Jiaxin took out her shoes and put them in front of me, and after changing them, she said to me, "I'll go take a bath first." ”Yan Jiaxin walked into her room, took out a change of clothes, and then walked into the bathroom, while I looked in the house, on her table, there were actually two bottles of red wine that had been put away, I walked over and opened it, poured a glass and drank it.I don't know how long I drank, I heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, Yan Jiaxin walked up to me in her pajamas, she took the red wine I poured for her, and took a sip like me.My eyes were filled with a kind of heat, I approached her step by step, when I could feel her breathing more clearly, I finally no longer had any hesitation, I took the initiative to kiss her, she cooperated with me, her gasping was very strong, and whispered to me: "Don't be here, let's go in." ”I nodded, picked her up, and then walked into the room, put her on the bed, I slowly took off her clothes, she was still very nervous, she said nervously, "You wait a minute, I'm the first time." ”"Hmm."
Actually, I understand, I know, but, in this case, I am not much more skilled than her, but I have to guide her like a mentor, guide her and my next moves, but when I fade everything from her, what is displayed in front of me is the most innocent picture, I am a little hesitant, and a little reluctant to stain this most beautiful flower.She seemed to see that I was a little embarrassed, and took the initiative to kiss me again, my mind finally did not sober up because of excessive hesitation, not to think about how good and bad it will be in the future, now, we just need to remember the happiness at this moment, only the time and space that belongs to the two of us.The moment I mingled everything with her, she let out a moan of pain, and at this moment, I finally felt that my world and hers completely coincided, I had her, she had me, and we could both hear each other's cries and desires more clearly.This night's intersection, when I opened my eyes again, I saw the brightest sun, Yan Jiaxin had not gotten up, leaning on my side and breathing evenly asleep, I stretched out my hand to scratch her hair, under the glare of the sun, she finally opened her eyes unexpectedly."
Get up."
She said "um" to me, then leaned up on my hand, and I said to her, "You're so beautiful today." ”She asked rhetorically, "Then I wasn't beautiful before?"
and "Beautiful, but today is more beautiful than before." ”Yan Jiaxin chuckled on her face, she seemed to like my praise like this, yes, what woman doesn't like her lover to praise her beauty, and she is no exception.I put my head close to her, and she whispered in my ear, "You're a really bummer. ”"You're not much better, last night" I said this, Yan Jiaxin didn't seem to have any shyness, but looked at me straight, it seems that the breakthrough of this relationship allows us to be more connected to each other's lives.Yan Jiaxin said with emotion: "You know no, I really want to have a home, a real home." ”"Like you, I want to have a home, a complete home."
Like her, no one has a complete family in life, and she needs the warmth of such a home more than me to feel happy, she stretched out her hand, took out the pendant on her body, and compared it to the sun, "Do you think we will have a child?"
"I don't know." ”"I wish there were."
Her words reveal infinite longing, child, what a luxury and longing for the two of us, if there is really a child, perhaps, the lives of both of us will be more colorful because of the appearance of such a new life."
I want to dress her in the most beautiful clothes, teach her everything about the most culture, and then accompany her to the most beautiful places in the world, and watch her grow up, step by step."
Her eyes showed expectation, looking forward to the beauty of this world, and I will do everything I can to protect them and accompany them to see everything in this world.She stood up from her dressing, and dressed in front of me, without a trace of mustard, so that she, in the contrast of the sun, was without blemish.The two of us changed into our own clothes, and she lifted the quilt, and on the pure white sheets, the scarlet was the real performance of our last night, and it was this red blood mark that represented her body, which had left my mark.She took out the scissors from the drawer in the room, slowly cut off the bright red part, put it away, and put it in her own drawer, which is a habit of many girls, and the first time they will store it in good condition.She smiled at me and said, "What's wrong?"
"No, I just want to keep looking at the beauty in front of me, and the beauty makes me want to eat you like this, beauty, how did you grow up?"
"What do you think?"
"I should have deliberately grown into what I liked." ”I said happily, Yan Jiaxin glanced at me, "Stinky poverty." ”She didn't continue to stay with me in the room, but walked out alone, I walked to the window, opened the window, the room this strong ambiguity and desire at the moment I opened the window, slowly wafted out of the air, leaving only the purest fragrance of nature.I felt everything around the small apartment, watching the old people exercising as usual in the morning, and the students going to school in groups with bags on their backs.Perhaps, in the future, our children will be like this group of children, carrying bags and smiling every day, walking on the road of study, and when we reach old age, maybe this group of old people will breathe, feel the purest breath in such a beautiful morning, and then exercise.Perhaps this is the life we look forward to the most, and it is also the ordinary life that people crave the most.I turned around and saw Yan Jiaxin leaning against the door of the room, the smile on her face did not diminish in the slightest, and she smiled at her: "It's breakfast." ”I slowly walked away from the window and walked towards her, and the rays of sunlight shone on her and my photo, and everything was so intact.Don't think about the good or bad in the future, all we think and do is now, live a good life now, and cherish the happiness around us.I want to be happy.aa2705221: