Coming to the Central Hospital, under the leadership of Xu Mo, I finally walked to the door of Yu Fei's ward, I knocked on the door hard, and then opened the door, Yu Fei's ward was already full of people, Mo Yun held her hand next to her bed and choked, Yu Fei's mental state was not so good, her face was much haggard than before, and my arrival attracted the attention of all of them.Ye Bing and Nanmu walked to my side and patted me on the shoulder, I looked at Yu Fei with a painful expression, Yu Fei stretched out his right hand and pointed at me, I slowly walked in front of her, Mo Yun suddenly got up and slapped me, and then choked up, Ye Bing shouted at her: "Xiaoyun." ”Her eyes were filled with infinite anger, and the slap on me was already light, and she asked me: "Lei Hao, how do you want me to tell you why you can't help me be nice to Fei Fei, just as a little prayer that I, as a sister, have made to you, why do you hurt her again and again, do you know, the 300,000 is Fei Fei's life-saving money, she gave it to you without hesitation in order to help you, why do you want to" Speaking of this, Mo Yun cried even louder, Xu Mo closed the door of the ward, not wanting Mo Yun to pass on the crying sound directly, Ye Bing stepped forward and hugged Mo Yun, Mo Yun cried vigorously in his arms.It seems that I am really a fool, stupid to the extreme, Yu Fei opened his mouth and said to me a little weakly: "Lei Hao, you are here, I'm really embarrassed to let you see me like this, it's ugly, isn't it." ”I stepped forward, held her hand, and my eyes unconsciously wept, "It's not ugly, it's really not ugly, it's the most beautiful one." ”"Is it more beautiful than Yan Jiaxin?"
I was stunned for a moment, and as soon as Yu Fei finished speaking, she coughed very uncomfortably, and I choked up, "You are the most beautiful." ”She laughed, and the laugh was so far-fetched, and the group of people around me slowly walked out of the room, and only the two of us were left, and I finally asked her after a pause: "Why are you so stupid, why didn't you tell me what happened like this, and if so, I won't accept your help for anything." ”"It's not help, it's love."
Yu Fei followed my words and said very seriously: "Because grandma once said that if you really love someone, you must use your instinct to help him, because I love you and have never given up, no matter what you become, I think you can live a good life In fact, when I gave you this money, I knew that I didn't have that much time at all, I just hope that in the last days when I still live in this time, I can give you the fastest happiness, as long as you are happy." ”I touched her head, she was wearing a hat, her hair was all shaved, but she was still the most beautiful girl in my mind, "You're so stupid, and I'm even more stupid than you." ”"Yes, we are all fools, and only fools will be indebted to others in love."
I nodded, "Can you tell me what I really want, the truth of leaving, I want to hear it completely from your mouth." ”Yu Fei looked at me very complicatedly, she hesitated, and I asked her again, "Tell me okay, I don't want to, I don't want you to have any secrets by my side, because in this way, my guilt will be even more bearable." ”She tilted her head and looked at the window, "Can you open the window, the sun is really beautiful." ”I walked to the window and helped her open the window, the afternoon sun seemed to have infinite power, making people's bodies full of infinite power at this moment, Yu Fei, who was illuminated by this sun, seemed to have the courage to speak, I leaned against the window, my eyes kept on her, she finally sighed to me, "Actually, I lied to you." ”"You lied to me" I didn't quite understand what Yu Fei meant, but I still listened quietly to everything she had to say next."
Actually, from the day you proposed to me, to the breakup, and finally to the present, I have been lying to you because everything was arranged by me.At the beginning, the moment you plucked up the courage to propose to me and put the ring in front of me, I was really moved, and I really wanted to live with you in peace for the rest of my life, but I knew that it was unfair to you, because, at that time, I had already investigated the cause of my body, but I didn't have the courage to refuse what you did to me, so I thought of staging such a drama as a breakup. ”She paused, then said, "Do you remember the woman you slept with?"
”My eyes were fixed on Yu Fei."
She is a bargaining chip that I found, in order to let me break up with you, and only in this way can I have such a sufficient reason to face you, so all this is very satisfying, and I went abroad to fight for myself to get the opportunity for treatment, because I am sure that foreign technology will be better than domestic technology, I know, if you know the cause of my illness, you will definitely do everything for me without hesitation, I don't want to see you hurt, I don't want to see you waste time for me, so I left."
I held back the anger in my heart and asked Yu Fei calmly, "Then why do you want to come back, why." ”"Because I want to see you, I want to see you happy, happy, when I was in the United States, if it wasn't for Jiang Ke always by my side, I would have lost the courage to live, every day of treatment, every day of medicine, so that I was almost out of breath, but, everything is just useless, can only delay the time of my illness, perhaps, in an inadvertent time, I left, so, I made a decision, I want to come back, say everything to see you, I don't want you to lose because you can't see me" "Am I not lost now, Isn't it sad Yu Fei, why are you doing this, you will only make me hate myself even more. ”I stretched out my fist and punched the wall next to me, but I didn't feel any pain.Yu Fei shed tears, she continued to say to me with tears in her eyes, "At the beginning, when I learned that you had a new girlfriend, I was really happy for you, happy that you had a better home, and a better person to take care of you, she was really beautiful and excellent, it can be said that I have seen the most beautiful girl but when I came back, I found that you were in such a painful ideological struggle with her love, I was really sad, I wanted to help you, I wanted to help you better face your life and love, so." , When that incident happened, I chose to dedicate myself, just to help you and her fall into a more difficult situation, but the moment you saved me from them, my heart touched again, I really don't want to leave you, I want to feel your warmth again, I want to be by your side, relying on you too much, even if it is the last bit of luxury. ”"But when I saw that you and her experienced such a life and death parting, and all kinds of happiness and sorrow in life, I understood, and gradually understood, all I have to do is to support you silently and support you in everything, so your happiness is my happiness and the best desire in my life" I asked rhetorically, "Why do you want to be good to me like this." ”"Because, you're the only one who took the initiative to run up to me in that icy winter and hold my scoundrel with that thick glove."
After Yu Fei finished speaking, after saying these words, she seemed to have a lot less burden on her body, and her body weight seemed to be much lighter, and these things, like a big burden, pressed on her, so that she had to choose to conceal it, so that I could have a better life.I was very broken and walked up to her and knelt down, she touched my face with her hand, I clenched her emaciated palm, she probed me, "Lei Hao, I want to know an answer, if I hadn't left at the beginning, I was really with you, would you accompany me to the end Even if I leave suddenly, won't I be angry with me" "No, I won't." ”"Thank you."
Yu Fei got my answer, slowly closed her eyes and smiled happily, in my mind, the bits and pieces of these years are circulating memories in my mind, there is her smile, her summer, her winter, and I ran to her in a down jacket, without hesitation to stretch out my hand, holding her that picture, that winter, all the snow seemed to be specially for us, I used the gloves my mother knitted for me, gave her the warmest grip in that cold winter.I reached into my pocket and pulled out the ring that I had been holding on my body, and I looked at her with a very serious gaze, "If I propose to you now, will you agree to me?"
”"Will you agree" Yu Fei fell into hesitation, her gaze, I saw so many ideological struggles, I didn't give her any more chance to refuse and reply, and directly put this ring on her hand.Her tears had spread all over her face, and she had even wet the pillow behind her, "Lei Hao." ”"Do you remember owing me a promise?"
”"I want you to marry me, marry me in your happiest self."
I took her into my arms, and perhaps, this was the last gift I could give her back in all these years, a gift that had to be returned.This is also my debt.aa2705221: