In the evening, after work, Chen Yao took me to the newly opened restaurant in Shenzhen, as soon as I entered, she chose a good position, the waiter watched us sit down, and immediately came over and gave us the menu, Chen Yao casually ordered two dishes and handed the menu to her.I looked out the window, the changes in the past 5 years, the surrounding cities have become more prosperous, I haven't been back there for 5 years, back to such a city with complex emotions.Chen Yao seemed to see the sadness in my eyes, and took the initiative to say to me: "Do you have some resistance to going back there" I glanced at her, and the corners of my mouth were a little helpless, "It's okay." ”She, like me, put her eyes on the window, in the past 5 years, with the help of Xu Mo, she finally joined Nansheng's cooperative company to work, because she has a lot of experience, as well as these 5 years of struggle, she is basically responsible for the company's big and small events, and she can also be said to be the real sister of Jimei.After eating, I drove the car to take her back, sat in the car, and as soon as I fastened the seat belt, she said to me, "Go to you." ”I glanced at her meaningfully, but didn't say anything, after the car was warmed up, I drove towards the apartment where I lived, which was a few unique apartments under the Nansheng Group, which were for the company's leaders to live in, because I didn't have a relationship with the relationship at the beginning, Nanmu specially reserved such a place for me.As soon as I went in and turned on the light, Chen Yao put things on the sofa, my room layout was originally quite simple, but Chen Yao would always get me something of a different color, so that the room looked more warm, but such a warmth is only suitable for the surface of the decoration.I pulled my tie, and as soon as I took off my coat, she suddenly kissed me, and when she kissed me like this, my head also heated, and I didn't worry too much about it at all, and we kissed each other until the room, and slowly, I reached out to remove everything from her, and she began to cooperate with my movements.I paused for a moment, then took a small sleeve out of her purse, and she ruffled her hair, then took the small sleeve from my hand and threw it on the ground and said, "No need for this." ”I looked at her with complicated eyes, "What if you don't use it, what if something happens?"
”"That's what I want."
I don't know Chen Yao very well, she didn't give me a chance to think about it again, she kissed it again, and the whole room could only smell the breath of body intercourse.Yes, that's how I've been in this for the past 5 years, and I don't quite remember how long I had such a relationship with her, but I only remember that on the day I had a relationship, she said to me, "I fell on you, not you fell on me." ”I was so drunk that day that I woke up the next morning to find that she and I were in the same bed.Originally, she could have a better home, when she was traveling, there was a good man chasing him, but because I chose to refuse, these 5 years, in addition to her hard work, for me, but also to take care of me, if it weren't for the fact that I have been trying to use work to numb my feelings, so that I no longer have to accept emotional pain, perhaps, the two of us would have been able to get married and have children.After a meal, she lay a little weak in my arms, turned on the small light next to her, and she finally said to me, "Lei Hao, did you say that you will be in this meeting" "I don't know, maybe." ”The corners of her mouth suddenly smiled, "You said, if you really win, will you marry me immediately" I looked at her a little complicated, maybe it was Xu Mo's pregnancy this afternoon that made her have some thoughts in her heart, after all, at such an age, it is a happy thing for them to have a child, but I am not so touched."
I don't know, maybe it will" Chen Yao looked at me a little angrily, as if she was very dissatisfied with my answer, "Didn't you say that you would give me the answer after you were busy with work, why is the answer still so uncertain, Lei Hao, when do you want to escape" "Can you stop talking about this question for the time being, I am still a little emotionally blocked, because the next thing really keeps me busy." ”"It's another three months of expatriation, isn't it, Lei Hao, it's an excuse."
Chen Yao looked at me with a firm gaze, and then broke free from my arms.Everything on her upper body was naked in front of me, and I still had desires in my lower body, but she kept herself sane at all times.She said to me again: "I believe that as long as you have an idea, it's just a matter of one sentence, Nanmu They can't not understand your thoughts, and they will definitely give you a long vacation, and they won't just think that you go over there, you have your own heart to the past, right, you just want to use work, work, and work again to escape from me." ”Chen Yao cried, choked up and cried when she finished saying this, I wanted to hug her, but she opened it with one hand.She choked up and asked me: "Lei Hao, it's been 5 years, it's been 5 years, can you tell me, what kind of status have I played in your heart in the past 5 years, if it's really their substitute, I will admit it, but, isn't it right, the two of us are just a daily necessities that each other needs, right?"
”Her voice suddenly increased, so big that the whole room was thinking about it, she was really tired, 32 years old, for her, it can really be said that she is at an age where she can rest and enjoy life, but because of my twisting and avoidance, I accept and smile as much as possible.Even though both of us now have a good income, we still maintain such a physical breakthrough and emotional warmth.She wiped her tears and looked at me, I sighed and finally replied: "3 months, give me the last 3 months, and after 3 months, I will marry you." ”"Really" her mood softened a little, "Lei Hao, do you really think so, or is it just to deal with the perfunctory I said, I'm not a child anymore." ”I nodded, "I know, I owe you too much, if it weren't for what you did just now, perhaps, I would still have been hesitating and evading, I am also a little tired, 3 months later, get married." ”That night, the two of us did not continue to talk about any topics, and she also fell asleep next to me tiredly, until when I woke up the next morning, I found that she was no longer with me, and I only saw a note beside the bedside with a very beautiful line of words."
Thank you Lei Hao, I'm really happy for your answer, it's the happiest in the past 5 years, breakfast has been made for you, remember to eat, Yao."
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