He always knew that it was a girl who looked very easy-going and indifferent on the surface, but was very gentle on the inside.The first time I saw her, she was standing at the door of the classroom because she was late, looking cramped and uneasy.At the time, he was surprised because he had not seen her at the opening ceremony.She is very beautiful, her eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and at first glance, she gives people a sense of tranquility like a spring breeze, as well as the subtle graceful temperament of some tutors.But what really caught his attention was the two ponytails that were beating from time to time, so soft and bright that people wanted to grab them.At that time, he thought, this girl is very different.And when she hurriedly sat next to him with her head down, she was inexplicably a little happy in her heart.Noticing the moment she looked at herself, for the first time in her life, she had the urge to say hello.However, when they looked at each other at close range, there was a sudden moment of panic, so that when the girl turned around quickly, he didn't have time to react to anything.Only the smile that bloomed on him, clear and bright, still remains in my mind in the hope of the years.Later, he learned that her name was Ling Xiquan.Elegant, poetic.And she, as her name suggests.Before the second year of junior high school, they hadn't even talked once.Every day at school, after school, and after school, Yin Junyu chatted about his favorite football, and it seemed that his junior high school career would pass like this.He's always been of such a character, cold and cold, who doesn't care much about anything, or, rather, nothing gets into his eyes.He was not born with a clean heart, but the generosity and power of his family gave him the strictest family education and the most pampered material needs from a very young age.Slowly, from crying and asking for toys like other children, to later, it seems that I don't want anything anymore.Nothing is lacking, everything can be easily obtained.Even the most rare gifts and surprises are difficult to make waves.It's not that he hasn't had an expiration date for the so-called campus career, but it's just that it's far from touching him.He never looked down on anyone.Nor will it deliberately alienate anyone.For him, no one is special, and in his eyes, everyone is the same.And the pride and superiority engraved in his bones, the sense of superiority that was inadvertently revealed, he painted it with the most appropriate politeness that he had been taught.Many people like to be close to him because of this, and he is patient with everyone who takes the initiative to approach him.He has always been good at getting along with people.The intimacy is clear, but it is difficult to make others feel a little uncomfortable.Only she is different.Even if he didn't talk to him, even if he didn't even come and go, even if the distance between the seats was always kept between the two columns, it seemed that he had been paying attention to her presence in a small corner of the light next to him.She is very close to Lu Xining, Di Qin and Lin Xiaoqi, and the relationship is also very good, so that everyone is in the clouds, and when the class is boiling about the scandal between him and Di Qin, his first reaction is that he is afraid that she will misunderstand.However, she seemed to have forgotten him for a long time, and her gaze at him was always misty.I never thought I'd sit in front of her one day.But when she passed by, she ignored her math homework.Suddenly, I was a little unhappy.She could smile at Neshe, a classmate from another class who had nothing to do with, but she was not a little curious or touched by his arrival.So he deliberately swept the pencil case she had placed on the edge of the table to the ground, then picked it up again, and politely said "sorry".The girl looked up at him.Her eyes were serene and translucent, with a hint of incomprehensible softness.In an instant, he heard the sound of his own heartbeat.It's a very strange feeling, so long that it seems that I haven't even felt like this when I got the toy I wanted the most when I was very young.The farce that happened during the summer vacation was nothing more than the comparison and greed between the two girls, he watched coldly, and he didn't intend to intervene, but when he saw her deliberately falling on the hard ice in order to warm up, he opened his mouth to relieve the siege.God knows, he has never liked to meddle in things, and he doesn't like to take the initiative to take care of things.Some people say that it is difficult to hide the heart, cover your mouth, and it will run out of your eyes.He hadn't seen him for a summer vacation, and he occasionally remembered the girl sitting in the back.When she couldn't find the exit, she hurried to his appearance.She spoke softly.She pretended to be calm, but even the roots of her ears were dyed crimson.Like a layered mystery, the more you try to find the answer, the more you can find a new look every time.He slowly grew happy.However, the feeling is both fresh and dangerous.He clearly knew that from birth, he was different, and the path he was going to take in the future was already predestined, and at this moment, he couldn't tell whether his motivation was an impulsive novelty or a loneliness that he had no desire for too long.He can't see through his own heart, but there is one thing that is difficult to change.Such a temptation is vain and flashy, suitable for all people at this age, but it is not suitable for him alone.And, ask yourself, he likes her, but he thinks that this kind of liking is far from the point where she has to be.So before the new semester began, he decided to cut off the quietly budding favor in time.But he didn't expect that in a typhoon, he rejected everyone who wanted to help him, but met her expectant bright eyes, and couldn't bear to say the simple sentence "No need, thank you, my family will come soon." ”He started saying to himself every day, wait, wait, he wasn't going to leave that soon anyway.So, it was out of control.He loved the feeling of talking to her.And the way she stood in front of her, blushing.How many times he wanted to reach out and touch her head to see if it felt as soft and smooth as he imagined.So when he saw her standing there alone, her hair covered with milk, he suddenly felt an indescribable and inexplicable uncomfortable feeling in his heart.He didn't like to see her so pitiful, like an elegant cat cruelly abandoned, waiting for anyone's kind mercy.He wet the napkin with a cold face, and without thinking about it, he wanted to wipe off the dry stains on her face.However, the panic in her eyes was so obvious that he suddenly realized his abruptness.Is she afraid of her own touch He thought so, the temperature in his heart was a little colder, and his tone cooled down, "Wipe it and wash your face again, it will be uncomfortable." ”But he didn't expect that on the day of the school sports meeting, she would hand him mineral water.The good brother's sudden stomach pain forced him to run a thousand meters for him, and the already unhappy mood disappeared in that instant.He even felt that he understood what she was looking at the mist in his eyes.She likes him
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