Rao thought of the scene where he wrote that message today, and he couldn't help but slap his cheek and regret it.She didn't know if other people had experienced such a feeling, and she knew in her heart that her feelings would never come out, but she still hoped that the other party would have a 1 in 10,000 chance to understand her mind and accept it, so she began to slowly take out a certain emotion that was buried in her memory, patted the dust on it, looked for the wonderful time when she had a tacit understanding together, and comforted herself that he was not without feelings for himself.She is unwilling, unwilling to let the feelings she treats so carefully be gone, if so, then the previous fear will become absurd and useless.And when such emotions can only be borne by oneself and no one to confide in, it will reach the top day after day, and then, a broken can and broken mentality will arise.So, the moment she decided to ask that sentence, she forgot that the text message she had sent didn't reply, and she forgot how embarrassing the self-embarrassment was at that time, and how she held back her emotions to persuade herself not to think about him anymore, at that moment, she just wanted to get an answer, even if the answer was negative, it didn't matter.But she seems to overestimate her own weight, and also underestimated the boy's coldness, from sending out that QQ to the next night, she can no longer comfort herself that the other party didn't see QQ because of jet lag, but because he didn't know how to reply.Or maybe he didn't want to go back at all.Just like at the beginning, when Qi Yaling and Xiao Shun teased him and Liu Si'an in the discussion group, he chose to avoid answering.For a moment, a heartbroken feeling eroded her.She had to admit her frustration, and she wasn't strong enough to withstand such a setback, but she couldn't really hate that boy except for regret to the point that her intestines were blue.Maybe she hasn't met many people yet, but those people she has met in her short life for more than ten years, they are like flickering fireworks, or like stars, and the slightest impression can't reach Ye Qingting, dazzling and shining like the brightest Beidou.Maybe it's because the boy never really responded to her, it's always been her self-righteous tacit understanding, she can't blame him, she can only blame herself, so slowly, she doesn't want to think of this memory that makes her regretful and frustrated, so that she doesn't even want to go on the medium of QQ.But now, Ye Qingting not only talked about the haunted house first, but also said it meaningfully in front of Xie You.Just like for a long time, the person who couldn't take the initiative came to greet on a whim, she could only guess secretly, but she could only answer with an unhurried and flat face.Ling Xiquan stared at the QQ login box that popped up on the window for a moment, her thoughts came and went unexpectedly, she couldn't bear the sudden impact in her mind, and she didn't know what's wrong, her finger instinctively entered a string of passwords and pressed the login.Just when the QQ interface was buffered, the four big words written "Logging in" came into her eyes, and she put her forehead on her back consciously.What do you do on QQ, Lu Xining doesn't look for her much, and besides Lu Xining, she doesn't have other close girls to chat with.Thinking so, she just wanted to click the close button, but QQ finished logging in at this time, and for a while, the ticking sound of the message prompt was endless.She blinked in surprise, moved the mouse to the constantly beating avatar, and clicked one by one16:30:09 Lu Xining: Zhang Xiaoping said that I saw you and Xie You walking out of the hospital together, is it true16:36:20 Lu Xining: Is it true, did you and Xie You say that you would go together16:45:40 Lu Xining: Ling Xiquan saw the quick reply message, what is the matter with you and Xie You, didn't you say that you had no contact with him privately, what is the matter?
Ling Xiquan furrowed his eyebrows.Let's not talk about how Zhang Xiaoping saw her and Xie You coming out of the hospital so coincidentally, the relationship between her and Lu Xining seems to have always been good or bad, and there is usually no intersection, since she doesn't know the relationship between Lu Xining and Xie You, how could she directly tell Lu Xining that she is not Lu Xining, so she thinks a lot, while feeling that this matter is too coincidental, and on the other hand, she feels that this matter is difficult to do.It's not that she didn't notice that Lu Xining cared about Xie You, especially after the boy hid everything for her, this feeling was even more imminent, and when she could see Xie You in the rare time, she always followed him with a complex and straightforward gaze.But it's not the worst.The worst thing is that as long as Xie You is involved, Lu Xining's whole person becomes wrong, just like the fact that she just helped Xie You say a good word before, and even suspected that she likes Xie You, Lu Xining seems to be extremely sensitive.Even if this sensitivity was wrong, Ling Xiquan had to have a headache about what she was going to say, and Lu Xining would believe that she was telling the truth.After all, no one would believe that it was a coincidence if anyone heard such a thing.Moreover, even if Lu Xining believed it, there must be a series of questions to ask her, how should she tell her that Xie You went to the hospital every day to accompany Qin Zuo, and sat on the side, patiently spending a lot of time watching her fall into a drowsy.Even if she was telling the truth, Lu Xining would not doubt that Xie You liked Qin Zuo Ling Xiquan didn't think that with Lu Xining's character, he would understand these things of responsibility and obligation, in fact, before Xie You said those words, for these two words, even she herself felt that they were just words on paper and high-sounding rhetoric.Therefore, most of the reasons why Lu Xining can believe Xie You doing this is for her.It was really hard for Ling Xiquan to imagine that once Lu Xining doubted Xie You and Qin Zuo, would she have a sense of crisis towards Qin Zuo just like she seemed to have hostility towards Yi Xi later.And will such a sense of crisis offset, or even surpass the only sense of guilt she has As far as Lu Xining's character is concerned, Ling Xiquan is not sure.She didn't mean to worry about other people's business.However, not being nosy doesn't mean her heart is cold.She clearly knows that after helping Lu Xining lie, there is always a sense of guilt and even guilt in her heart, like a vigilant moral shackle, she doesn't need to open her mouth to tell others, but it is rooted in her heart and can be felt from time to time.Therefore, she could have to think more about the innocent Qin Zuo
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