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Chu Yu was a little confused.
She stared at Wei Yun at the end of the corridor.
He didn't say anything, he just stood there quietly, his eyes were neither sad nor happy, but his body was trembling faintly.
Gu Chusheng held her hand.
A second before she started to take steps, he suddenly realized something.
He held her tightly and said hoarsely: "Ayu, don't go, don't leave me."
Chu Yu said nothing.
She lowered her head and looked at Gu Chusheng's face full of prayer.
After a long time, she finally came to her senses and said with difficulty: "How dare you?"
How dare you say it?
How dare you tell her?
Does he think that all the hurt can be solved by just saying sorry?
All the pain can disappear with just one kneel.
She was trembling, tears almost rolling down her face.
She wanted to take her hand away, but he was stubborn.
He knew what she was going to do, but he couldn't let him do it.
He had lost all his cards and tried every possibility.
If she left, there was really nothing he could do.
So he could only clumsily pull her, and she wanted to pull away in pain.
He repeatedly said: "I was wrong, I was really wrong, Ayu, I won't do it again.
I know what you want, and I know how to do it."
I love you, I can treat you better than anyone else, Ayu" "Let go."
Chu Yu's voice was trembling.
She had tried her best to restrain it, but those exploding emotions still echoed in her heart.
Tears fell from her eyes, but the young man who had always been calm and composed seemed to have given up all his self-esteem.
He persisted and cried out in pain: "I won't let go, I can't let go."
The sound of rain began to get louder, and under the light, the two people were in a state of panic.
Wei Yun stood not far away, and he looked at them quietly.
He felt that he was standing very close, but the two of them felt so far away no matter how they looked.
It was as if they had an invisible world that separated him.
He had already dismissed his servants and cleared out all the secret guards around him.
There were only three of them in the whole courtyard.
He was always praised by others for his courage and strategy.
He was calm and calm in the face of thousands of troops, but at this moment I feel as if I have lost my bearings.
He didn't know what to do, so he couldn't do anything but stand.
He looked at the two people and felt the surging emotions between them.
After a long time, he finally said: "Mr.
Gu, that's enough."
Gu Chusheng was stunned for a moment.
He saw Wei Yun put away her umbrella and walked to the two of them.
Wei Yun raised his hand and gently placed it on Gu Chusheng's hand.
"Master Gu," he said calmly: "Everything has a limit.
You have reached that point and if you can't get past it, you should let go and look back."
Gu Chusheng said nothing, he looked at Wei Yun quietly.
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"She is," Gu Chusheng said with difficulty: "She is my eldest wife of the Gu family."
Wei Yun lowered his eyes.
He held Gu Chusheng's hand.
He didn't use any force, but said, "Please let me go."
"She is Mrs.
Gu who I have shared a bed with for twelve years.
She entered the ancestral grave of my Gu family and was buried with me."
"Please let me go."
"Wei Yun," Gu Chusheng finally felt the force on his wrist.
The pain made him tremble, but he was stubborn and did not let go.
He stared at Wei Yun and said word by word: "She is my wife."
Wei Yun's hand loosened slightly, and his eyelashes trembled.
Then he controlled his strength and tried to drag Gu Chusheng's hand off Chu Yu's body bit by bit.
Gu Chusheng struggled wildly, but Wei Yun didn't move.
He punched and kicked him, but Wei Yun didn't fight back.
He just pulled his hand out bit by bit.
Just like his feelings, bit by bit, forcefully dragged out of that person's life.
Gu Chusheng was throbbing and crying, while Wei Yun was calm and composed.
Gu Chusheng finally couldn't restrain himself and roared out.
"Who do you think you are, Wei Yun?
She is your sister-in-law.
In the previous life, she was the wife of my Ming Media.
In this life, she is the wife of your eldest brother, Ming Media.
What is your identity?
You are here to care about my affairs with her."
Wei Yun didn't say anything.
He protected Chu Yu behind him, looked at Gu Chusheng who was pushed away by him, and said calmly: "Master Gu, go back.
Do whatever you have to do."
Gu Chusheng sat on the ground, panting and looking at them.
Wei Yun looked at Gu Chusheng with pity in her eyes, but she didn't know whether to pity him or herself.
"Go back," he said hoarsely: "You are a cabinet scholar.
There are many things waiting for you in this world, and many people rely on you.
Don't entangle a woman here, it is inappropriate."
Hearing this, Gu Chusheng laughed softly.
"Wei Yun, I never thought that I would hear the word "proper" from your mouth in this life."
Wei Yun put her hands in her sleeves, listening to the sound of wind and rain, and listened to him: "Wei Yun, in my last life, I only cared about decency and too many people.
On the day she died, I sat in the mourning hall and reviewed documents. " "But you know," Gu Chusheng's voice was mixed in the rain, and he slowly lowered his voice: "Then you will find that your youthful spirit has been polished away, and without that fresh and romantic spirit that everyone loves most, everyone will just Getting further and further away from you.
There are fewer and fewer people who love you, and the road becomes narrower and narrower.
In the end, you are placed on the altar and live like a tablet."
"Why do you think I lost to you?"
Gu Chusheng laughed.
He supported himself and stood up slowly.
He stared at him and laughed wildly: "I didn't lose to you Wei Yun, I lost to time.
I lost to you."
I have gone too far."
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He said hoarsely: "I don't have what she loves most: purity, courage, and purity."
"When she loves me the most," Gu Chusheng said hoarsely.
He looked at Chu Yu with confusion in his eyes: "When she loved me the most."
It was also when he was a teenager.
He is dressed in red and has a golden crown, and is full of high spirits.
He served as the magistrate of Kunyang County and took the people to refuge; as a civil servant, he shuttled through the battlefield.
What she loved most about him was when he came riding a horse, bright and magnanimous; when he came holding grain and grass, even though his body was scarred, he still raised his head and said to her: "Leave me alone, protect the grain and grass."
"Wei Yun," he lowered his voice: "If you take this path, you are destined to not be able to protect her.
You will only waste her, so why not let her go."
Hearing this, Wei Yun slowly smiled.
"Gu Chusheng," his smile was full of bitterness: "She was never mine.
If you want her, you should ask her if she is willing, rather than asking me to let her go."
"The biggest difference between you and me," he looked at Gu Chusheng and said with difficulty, "that is, when you love someone, you feel that you two are mutually exclusive, so you no longer have yourself.
I love someone, but I never feel that, She belongs to me, or I belong to her.”
"I am Wei Yun, the Marquis of Zhenguo, and the current King Ping.
I have my responsibilities and the path I want to take.
The same goes for her."
After listening to his words, Chu Yu slowly raised his head and looked up at the young man beside him.
The wind and rain blew in, and his face was calm and calm.
He controlled his emotions, which was completely different from her and Gu Chusheng's gloomy appearance.
He walked out of the wind and rain, and his clothes had already been soaked by the rain, but it did not affect him in the slightest.
He looked at Gu Chusheng and said in a steady and calm voice: "She is Chu Yu, the eldest lady of the Wei family, a first-grade imperial concubine, and General Beifeng in the army.
Her life is far more than just you and me.
She does not belong to anyone, and she does not love anyone.
I can't control who she loves; I can't control whether she stays in the Wei family, goes to Huajing with you, or travels around the world
.
"
"You asked me to let go," Wei Yun smiled with difficulty: "How can we start talking about it?"
"You never gave her what a relationship should be like," Wei Yun looked at Gu Chusheng quietly: "You didn't let her learn to be assertive and self-reliant in a relationship, and you didn't let her feel that relationships would be the best for her.
Barrier, to this day, you still don’t understand that to have a good relationship, you have to be a good person first, so don’t get entangled.”
He bent down, picked up the umbrella next to him, and said calmly: "Go back, be a good Gu Chusheng first, and then love someone."
After speaking, he raised his hand and held Chu Yu's hand.
His hand was very warm, and the moment the warmth came over her, she felt as if she was a person drowning in deep water and being suddenly fished out.
If Gu Chusheng's love was dragging her down into the suffocating swamp, this man was like a boat, dragging her to the other side.
She followed him quietly, passing by a place with heavy rain.
He held an umbrella and tilted it down to cover the heavy rain.
When they walked into the house, he asked someone to prepare ginger tea, and brought her clothes.
He lowered his eyes and said, "Change first, don't catch the cold."
Chu Yu responded in a low voice.
His expression was so peaceful that she also calmed down.
After she changed her clothes, Wanyue brought the ginger soup, Chu Yu held the bowl, and Wei Yun took the handkerchief and stood behind her, gently wiping her hair.
She slowly calmed down and regained her sense in the warmth.
The person behind her moved gently and carefully.
After drying her hair, he took the drinking bowl from her hand and whispered: "Go to bed first."
Well, I have a lot of things to do, so I’ll go back first.”
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"Xiao Qi," Chu Yu finally said: "Don't you have anything to ask me?"
Wei Yun turned his back to her.
After a long time, he finally said: "Let's do it another time."
Chu Yu responded in a low voice, and Wei Yun took a few steps outside, then paused.
"Ayu," his voice was hoarse.
Chu Yu raised his head, looked at his back, and heard him say, "I will be sad too."
No matter how good he is, how calm and calm he pretends to be.
But people are people after all.
Chu Yu stared at him blankly.
The young man in front of him turned around.
He smiled with difficulty and said in a hoarse voice: "Can you come over?"
He seemed to be the same as when he was a boy, but it was so difficult for him to say this.
So slowly, he said: "Can you come over and give me a hug?"
Let me know that I am not the only one working on this relationship.
Let me understand that this feeling will be responded to.
Chu Yu looked at him.
The other person waited for a moment, but didn't expect anything.
Wei Yun lowered his head and smiled softly, seeming to have returned to his usual calm and calm demeanor.
He turned around and said gently: "It's okay, I'll go back first." ” However, as soon as he finished speaking, he was suddenly rushed from behind and hugged tightly.
Chu Yu was behind him, pressing her forehead against him, and her warmth was transmitted from behind him.
Wei Yun stared blankly at the swaying lights outside the door, and for some reason, tears fell.
Chu Yu hugged him from behind.
Wei Yun did not dare to turn around or blink.
He spoke slowly with a hoarse voice.
"I don't know what's wrong, I don't know what to do."
"Ayu," he said hoarsely: "Actually, Gu Chusheng is right, everyone loves young people.
Sometimes I think about it.
When I was fifteen years old in Beidi, you carried me through thousands of rivers and mountains.
At that time, I felt that the world was special.
It's wonderful.
At that time, Wei Qiu and Wei Xia would still play tricks with me, and Shen Wushuang would talk more than she does now, and my mother would not feel uneasy when facing me.
At that time, you would still hug me and call me Xiaoqi."
"But now, I don't even know what happened."
"Wei Qiu and Wei Xia rarely joke with me, and Shen Wushuang has also become respectful.
If mother has something to say, she will keep it in her heart and never say it to me.
It's you."
Wei Yun looked at the swaying lantern and said hoarsely: "It has changed too."
"I asked myself that I didn't do anything wrong.
I tried to protect everyone.
I learned restraint, patience, tolerance, and decisiveness."
Wei Yun slowly closed her eyes, with a faint cry in her voice: "But everyone is still leaving.
I am getting farther and farther away, respecting but not loving, appreciating but not kissing, but what have I done wrong?"
Wei Yun's voice trembled.
He seemed to be unable to restrain himself.
He slowly stooped down in Chu Yu's arms.
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He raised his hands, covered his face, and burst into tears: "I just grew up. ” He just grew up.
As a man grows up, every word he speaks becomes full of meaning, and every motive is seen as containing ambition.
He has worked very hard, he has tried hard to make everyone around him live a good life, he has tried hard to hug the person behind him, and he has solved all her worries, fears, and insecurities for her, but the world still has not turned into him.
The way you want it.
But what did he do wrong?
She once gave her best to Gu Chusheng.
She was able to put down all Ye Yu and run away to find Gu Chusheng.
She was able to love the person who didn't know how to love with the courage to never look back.
Then Gu Chusheng made a mistake and knelt down to pray, You can also get her tender heart and heartache.
He was careful to give her all the good things.
He asked Zhao Yue for her first rank and the position of General Beifeng.
He worked hard to grow up to catch up with her and wanted to protect her from the wind and rain.
She didn't like him enough, so he waited for her, but she kept going further and further away.
He didn't know how to keep her, and he didn't even dare to ask to keep her like Gu Chusheng did.
Because he knew that if he kept her, she would stay.
So he didn't dare to say anything.
He could only hold her hand and cry loudly in her arms on this rainy night.
He hadn't cried like this in many years.
Chu Yu hugged him tightly, sharp pain surged up, and she gritted her teeth.
For the first time, she truly felt that Wei Yun's life was harder and more miserable than she imagined.
It's just that some people never show their wounds to others, so even if they are pus-filled and rotten, others think they are indifferent.
She remembered that five years ago in Shachen, Wei Yun was soaked in the potion given by Shen Wushuang.
He struggled and cried bitterly, holding her and calling her, "Sister-in-law, I hurt."
When he was young, he could still say such words, but when he grew up, he could no longer even say the words "I hurt".
Instead, he just asked her, what did I do wrong?
Nothing was done badly.
Chu Yu gritted her teeth.
She listened to his crying and remembered her youth.
She is unfair.
Even though he never spoke, she clearly realized that this relationship was so unfair to her.
She left all the wounds Gu Chusheng had given her to Wei Yun, and Gu Chusheng restrained her.
She lived in the Wei family as the eldest wife of the Gu family, but she forgot that among the three conditions Wei Yun gave Zhao Yue when she came back from Beidi, He asked for a military position for her; when Gu Chusheng failed her, she felt uneasy and waited for Wei Yun to fail her one day, but she didn't see that Wei Yun had kept this feeling in his heart for five years and it never faded.
She gave her best self to Gu Chusheng, who had done something wrong, but gave her worst self to Wei Yun, who had done nothing wrong.
A relationship will have hardships no matter what, pain and sweetness accompany each other, tolerance and freedom depend on each other.
Wei Yun worked hard to pave all the roads for her, but she didn't even have the courage to walk up.
She took a deep breath and tightened her arms.
She suddenly thought, if she went back to the time when she was fifteen, if she had not married Gu Chusheng, had not experienced years of hard work, and met this man in the best years, what would she have done?
When this thought flashed out, she lowered her head and bit the man's lips.
Cries and tears were intertwined in the kiss.
She pressed Wei Yun under her body, slipped her fingers into his hand, and clasped their fingers together.
She had never kissed him with such abandon, without any skill, recklessly and passionately.
Wei Yun was under her, slowly holding her hand.
"Wei Yun," Chu Yu straightened up and looked at him seriously: "I'll be honest with you, I've lived a lifetime."
"I just heard it."
Wei Yun looked at the person sitting on him.
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He tensed up.
He was a little afraid of what she was going to say.
Chu Yu quietly stared at the person under him and said calmly: "I have been married before and had children."
"I know."
Wei Yun lowered her eyes and unconsciously clenched the fingers intertwined with hers, but seemed to think of something and slowly let go.
Chu Yu leaned down and her hair fell beside him.
She looked at him quietly and said gently: "I was not good to you before."
"No," Wei Yun said hoarsely, "I asked for too much."
"You should beg," Chu Yu raised her hand and covered his face with a gentle expression: "I used to be very good.
I was very brave at that time.
What you want, as a lover, I should give you You.
But I gave it to others, not to you."
"Stop talking."
Wei Yun seemed a little embarrassed.
He wanted to get up, but Chu Yu raised her hand and pushed him down violently.
She looked at him with a solemn expression.
"So Wei Yun," her eyes fell on his, intertwined, she looked at him quietly, and said calmly: "Let's start over, okay?"
Wei Yun was stunned.
She didn't seem to understand.
Chu Yu raised his hand and took the hairpin out of his hair.
Her black hair fell like a waterfall, and her eyes were still filled with moisture, but there was a smile on the corner of her eyes and the tip of her eyebrows.
"If I were fifteen years old and I fell in love with you," she raised her hand and took off her belt.
Wei Yun stared blankly at her clothes spread out and leaned over: "If you like me, then you can If you have wine today, you will get drunk today.
Do you think it’s good or not?”
Wei Yun didn't say anything.
He turned his eyes to the side and opened his mouth as if to say something.
Chu Yu raised his hand and fell into his hair, saying softly: "Do you like me?"
"I like it."
This sound of liking came without hesitation, but with a cry and grievance, Chu Yu smiled softly.
She lowered her head, took his lips in hers, and said softly, "That's enough."
That's enough.
The rain hit the autumn leaves and the corridor was cold.
They hugged and kissed, from the ground to the bed, heartily.
When the climax suddenly came, he hugged her tightly and buried himself in her body.
He trembled and hugged her tightly.
He hugged her, he felt her, and at that moment he suddenly realized that even if she said she was leaving at this moment, he was not afraid.
Because he knew that Chu Yu really loved him at this time. gd1806102: