Chapter 309 There were already a lot of people around at this moment, Xiao Lei took Lei Doudou back to the pastry shop, and the steward in the pastry shop witnessed all this just now, only to know that Xiao Lei was actually a distinguished guest of the Yue family patriarch, so he was terrified, nodded his head, and invited Xiao Lei upstairs.
Xiao Lei told him not to let others go upstairs, and the man immediately agreed, and simply ordered people to close the door of the store and not accept outsiders.
When Xiao Lei went upstairs, he found that Lin Shanshan had woken up, sitting there and whispering something to Yuehua, but with a faint tear on his face.
Watching Xiao Lei walk up from a distance, Lin Shanshan's body trembled, and her eyes showed the kind of look that made Xiao Lei feel distressed.
Xiao Lei sighed, pulled Lei Doudou and walked over, and the two looked at each other for a few seconds.
Yuehua next to her saw it in her eyes, quietly pulled Lei Doudou, and said in a low voice: "Auntie will take you to eat pastries, okay?"
The kid was very clever, and without saying a word, he left with Yuehua.
"Are you doing now" Xiao Lei was silent for a long time before finally saying this.
As soon as you say it, you scold yourself for being stupid.
Lin Shanshan is alone with her children, and her life is obviously very embarrassing, where can she be called a "good" word Sure enough, when Lin Shanshan heard this question, she didn't speak immediately, but she glanced at Xiao Lei so lightly, and a distressing smile appeared at the corner of her mouth: "It's okay." ” Xiao Lei sighed, stretched out his hand and wanted to hug Lin Shanshan, but he didn't know how, but he was a little timid in his heart, and the hand stretched out, but he didn't dare to press on Lin Shanshan's shoulder, so he had to shrink back and whisper: "I know, I've hurt you." ” Lin Shanshan's eyes became more complicated, looked at Xiao Lei, and slowly shook his head: "I'm not bitter." ” "I'm looking for you, you know?"
"Yes."
"I'm sorry" "No, you don't." “” “” After a brief conversation, the two fell silent.
Xiao Lei was a little anxious in his heart.
He felt as if he had a stomach full of words, but when he really faced Lin Shanshan, he couldn't say a word.
The other party's eyes made him feel distressed, and he felt guilty in his heart even more, and it was difficult to speak.
Finally, after brewing for a long time, he ate and said: "The child is very cute and cute."
Lin Shanshan was silent for a while, then suddenly raised her head, looked into Xiao Lei's eyes, and showed a serious expression on her face: "Do you like him?"
"Like," Lei nodded immediately.
Lin Shanshan's eyes finally showed a hint of joy and happiness, and she said in a low voice: "He is my life." ” After a pause, she spoke again, and suddenly asked directly: "Then can you take good care of him in the future?"
"Of course," Xiao Lei replied very simply: "He is my child, I will naturally treat him like a baby," smiled, and said, "Bao'er also happens to have a younger brother." ” A smile appeared at the corner of Lin Shanshan's mouth, and she nodded: "Then I can rest assured." ” Lin Shanshan's tone made Xiao Lei feel a little twisted in his heart, and he subconsciously felt that this atmosphere was a little uncomfortable, so he immediately changed the topic and said, "Lei Roar and Ruhua are married." ” "I know."
Lin Shanshan nodded.
"Well, you should know, you have been in Nandu all along, and the news of their marriage has been reported on TV."
Xiao Lei sighed, looked at Lin Shanshan's weak eyes, and couldn't help but feel soft in his heart, grabbed Lin Shanshan's hands, and said in a low voice: "You, did you blame me in your heart, I only came to you until now, did you blame me?"
Lin Shanshan was extremely docile, let Xiao Lei hold his hands, his eyes were gentle, and he said in a low voice: "How can I blame you, I am leaving you myself, and I avoided it myself when you look for me this time." ” Xiao Lei shook his head: "But I know that you have suffered a lot.
You" Lin Shanshan said softly: "It's okay, I'm willing." ” Xiao Lei only felt as if something was blocked in his heart, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Lin Shanshan in front of her spoke in such a gentle and soft tone, seemingly docile, but as if she was deliberately separated from herself, as if she was deliberately avoiding her eyes, as if she had added a layer of protective clothing to herself.
He was a little at a loss, scratched his head hard, and said with a wry smile: "Shanshan you" Lin Shanshan glanced at him, this time there was finally a little more warmth in her eyes, she sighed faintly, and suddenly took the initiative to lean over and gently snuggle on Xiao Lei's shoulder.
"Little Thunder" This call, like a cry, sounded in Xiao Lei's ears, but Xiao Lei's heart seemed to melt when he heard it.
He simply pulled Lin Shanshan's body, hugged it hard in his arms, and hugged it tightly: "Shanshan, I found you."
Don't leave me, okay?"
Lin Shanshan's body stiffened, then raised her eyes and glanced at Xiao Lei, neither nodding nor shaking her head, but lowered her head and said softly: "When I left you, you were annoyed that I didn't" "I didn't.
It's just a little hard to figure it out. ” Lin Shanshan buried her head in Xiao Lei's arms, and her voice was a little slurred: "Xiao Lei, I'm scared, I'm afraid that I'm too infatuated with you, and I'll be reluctant to leave you."
That night was the happiest night of my life.
But I know that I am not worthy of being by your side, I am not worthy of being by your side, I am not worthy of standing by your side.
There should be someone around you who is more qualified to accompany you than I am."
"Nonsense, nonsense," Xiao Lei said softly.
"I didn't" Lin Shanshan struggled for a while, she still buried her head in Xiao Lei's arms, and her voice was even more vague: "I didn't say nonsense, Lei, I really want to be by your side, I really want to be by your side, I like you to look at you every day, I like you to hug me, I like you to smile at me, and I like you to make me happy, but I know that I don't deserve to be scared."
Look at my eyes, it's so clean, but I know I'm not clean anymore.
I'm willing to serve you with myself, but I'm not worthy, I really don't deserve it.
You hurt me for one night, it's enough for me to remember."
Xiao Lei suddenly became a little angry, he grabbed Lin Shanshan's shoulders hard and made her straighten up, but he unexpectedly saw Lin Shanshan's face full of tears, two tear stains on her cheeks, her nose shrugged slightly, biting her lip gently, and there was the kind of look in her eyes that made Xiao Lei feel distressed.
Looking at this face, Xiao Lei suddenly swallowed back everything he wanted to say, leaned his head, gently kissed the tears on her cheeks with his lips, and then felt the trembling of the skin on Lin Shanshan's face inch by inch, and finally, pressed down on those red lips for three years.
Lin Shanshan's body was obviously a little panicked, her body began to tremble, and a pair of arms strained the landlord Xiao Lei's neck, but her body fell down.
Xiao Lei put his arms around her, savoring the petal-like fragrance.
After this long kiss that almost suffocated Lin Shanshan, Xiao Lei raised his head, quietly looked at the flush on Lin Shanshan's face, and the intoxicated eye waves, and suddenly whispered softly in her ear: "Shanshan, are you okay to stay by my side?"
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"Hmm" Lin Shanshan seemed to be a little unconscious, and instinctively hugged Xiao Lei's neck with both hands, and was about to say okay.
But suddenly his body stiffened, his eyes quickly returned to clarity, he glanced at Xiao Lei complicatedly, gritted his teeth, and then slowly shook his head.
Xiao Lei wanted to say something, but Lin Shanshan preemptively said: "Xiao Lei, I really want to think about it, but I can't."
She smiled, tears on her face: "I know you don't mind my past, I know you feel sorry for me, but I can't get over my own level in my own heart, I can't convince myself, I can't convince myself, Xiao Lei, you know, the people I follow with you are my happiest words, but almost every night, I dream that those men point at me, call me a slut, call me a bitch, then I am a slut" She began to cry: "Thunder, I don't deserve to be by your side, I don't deserve to be your woman."
I know that there are a lot of wonderful women around you who are qualified to be with you."
Xiao Lei was a little annoyed, grabbed Lin Shanshan hard, and said loudly: "No, no, no, I don't care, you have to stay by my side this time, don't want to leave, don't want to leave me" "Lei" Lin Shanshan begged: "You leave me some self-esteem, okay, I beg you, you take the child away, let him follow you, I am also relieved, you take him away."
Xiao Lei said arrogantly: "No, it's not okay, I want the small, I want the big one, I want both of you, you have to go back with me, you don't want to go anywhere" Then he changed a gentle voice and said in a low voice: "Shanshan, even if I beg you, do you know, after getting your news, I don't think about a day if you let you walk away from me again, I will still have a happy future life, can I be worthy of myself?"
Lin Shanshan hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said in a low voice: "Xiao Lei, I don't want to be your woman, I'll be your lover, okay, I don't want to live in your house, I don't want to see your wife, don't want me to be your lover, you miss me, come and see me."
I'll follow you secretly, I don't want a name, I don't want anything, I'll be your lover if it's okay, okay?"
"Shanshan" Xiao Lei said angrily: "Why are you so despised yourself" "No, I'm not despying myself, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that after I go back with you, I will see other people, see your other women, I will have low self-esteem, I will really be inferior."
Lin Shanshan suddenly struggled to sit up, hugged Xiao Lei's face, kissed him on his cheeks, lips, and forehead, and begged in his mouth: "Please, Xiao Lei, I beg you, if you really need me, I don't want to go back with you if I am good to be your lover."
Little Ray groaned, he felt like he was really going crazy.
There is also this kind of woman, who does not want a name, but is willing to be her lover To be continued: