'Today's update sends the two-in-one chapter to chapter two hundred and sixteen like you For a long time, Chen Xiao in Xiao Qing's impression, although this boy can laugh, even when he laughs, his eyes seem to keep a distance from others.
Although he got closer to Chen Xiao and his group a few days ago, he didn't deliberately inquire about Chen Xiao's life experience.
The first impression was the earlier encounter in the library, and I remember that time I treated him like other disciples who I accosted, and then I vaguely noticed a little difference in this boy after the tailgating.
Let's put it this way, Xiao Qing's heart was a little unhappy at that time.
Yes, it's just not cool.
Xiao Qing knew that she was born very beautiful, which was enough to illustrate this from the occasional admiring glances from those senior brothers in the family after she grew up.
Although Xiao Qing is not fake to boys, but after all, a young girl, a little bit of the instinctive vanity of the female surname is still there, although the surname is indifferent, but for that kind of admiring eyes, there is still half a point of enjoyment in my heart.
It's not that she's vain, it's just that any woman is not But the first time I met, I thought he was also a stinky man who came to talk to him, but I only found out later that the other party mistook himself for someone else At that time, Xiao Qing also noticed that Chen Xiao's eyes occasionally looked at him and showed a little admiration, but when he looked at him, it seemed to flow to the legendary woman who looked very similar to him elsewhere This is what made Xiao Qing feel a little unhappy in his heart, as a girl, especially a girl with a stunning appearance and a proud heart, she will inevitably have a trace of dissatisfaction: I am such a wonderful girl standing in front of you, you look at me, and you still think about others A subtle psychological change, how many changes will be brought later, can be imagined.
The biggest change is that in that martial arts field, against a few guys who came to kick the gym, he inexplicably committed illness and failed, Chen Xiao stepped forward, and also received a little bit of the cliché joke of "heroes save beauty", everyone despises it together, but the more it is a cliché joke, the more useful it is.
The reason why truth is truth is because it is indeed the truth, and second, because it is so cliché that everyone knows it, it becomes the truth.
Therefore, a girl like Xiao Qing doesn't like heroes to save beauty.
But all girls, out of a hundred, there are ninety-nine, more or less some female surnames are born with a dependence mentality, and in some special times, when they are the weakest, they will also hope that a strong arm will appear around them to let them rely on.
No matter how tough Xiao Qing's surname is, she is a girl after all, and she can't avoid this custom.
It's just that this allows Chen Xiao to take advantage of Xiao Qing's kung fu, to put it bluntly, only she bullies people, where can anyone bully her, and when she encounters things under normal circumstances, she will beat the enemy to the ground with her own shots, and it will be someone else's turn to save the beauty But this kind of opportunity to wait for a thousand years was met by Chen Xiao, an ignorant stupid boy.
Well, I have to say that this kind of opportunity was indirectly created by Phoenix, if it weren't for Phoenix and Xiao Qing getting too close, the two would not have been sick at the same time, I don't know if Phoenix knew that he accidentally created a love rival for himself, would he be so angry that he would put on a maid costume again As a result, Chen Xiao beat up the thugs who came to kick the gym, and by the way, the hero saved the beauty, and at the same time, Xiao Qing sealed his heart for many years, and gently pried open a gap.
As for the later encounter on the resort island, in addition to further showing Chen Xiao's kind of manhood that is not afraid of danger, the only effect of the rest is to make Xiao Qing blush and heartbeat further.
After being tough for many years, I finally met a "him" who could show the weak side of the girl's family, such a subtle thought, placed on Xiao Qing's body, was extraordinarily precious.
Originally, he was gearing up, ran out of the house, and came all the way to K City just to find the bold man who dared to marry him and wanted to marry his "fiancé", and then punched and kicked it, and dissolved this confused marriage contract, and she Xiao Da Master can return to the Xiao family to study martial arts and pursue martial arts without any worries However, today, the obscene private detective sent the information from the investigation in every possible way to his hands, turned to the last page, and saw Chen Xiao's photo, and suddenly it was like a stone, it should not be said to be a boulder, a stone as big as the Kitty Hawk aircraft carrier, and it was thrown into the girl's heart at once, and what rippled was no longer a little ripple, but a shocking wave Recalling the encounter on the resort island, when the fierce battle was fierce, at a certain moment, Chen Xiao hugged himself and felt as if, as if, it didn't seem so difficult to accept, but even more like, there was still a little bit of enjoyment in his heart If it is said that some time ago, Xiao Qing had some indescribable confusion about Chen Xiao's feelings, and occasionally made some emotional actions that were unreasonable, such as the one in the hospital.
So today, it's almost like forcing yourself to make a decision This fiancé, whether he recognizes it or not At least Xiao Qing knew one thing in her heart that her original plan to find this fiancé and then beat the other party into a pig's head with a fist and kick had been directly rejected.
Next, the ghost makes the god poor, it is really the ghost that makes the god poor, Xiao Qing was confused, so according to the address on the information, he found the place of Lehu, and found the place shown on the information, Chen Xiao's former home came all the way here, Xiao Qing has experienced a lot of contradictions, a lot of struggles, and a lot of shyness.
That's right, it's shyness.
However, she still deceived herself in her heart and made excuses for herself: it was just to see where he grew up, which should be nothing.
But I didn't think about it, but when I came to the front of the house, I saw "him" sitting on the steps.
Chen Xiao gently flicked the tears from the corners of her eyes, then laughed self-deprecatingly, quickly touched her pocket, and took out a pack of cigarettes, well, and a lighter.
Chen Xiao hadn't smoked for a long time, but today, he wanted to smoke A cigarette was put in his mouth, and the lighter had not been lit, Chen Xiao raised his head and saw a pair of gentle eyes staring at him under the street lamp next to the street, as if he was a little distracted.
"Ahh Chen Xiao immediately stood up and looked at the person under the street lamp in surprise.
Slightly farther away from the phoenix But then he saw the long hair tied into a ponytail and a sportswear, and Chen Xiao reacted.
"Xiao Qing" Chen Xiao subconsciously took the cigarette off her mouth, was slightly stunned, and then showed a sincere smile on her face, and beckoned to her: "Xiao Qing, why are you back here?"
Seeing Chen Xiao's smile, Xiao Qing's first reaction was panic, and the second reaction was to turn around and run away immediately But then when Chen Xiao beckoned, Xiao Qing helplessly found that his footsteps had walked towards that person without obeying the call.
I must have been sent by a ghost, well, it must be like this, the girl comforted herself in her heart.
Approaching, the two made eye contact, Chen Xiao smiled calmly: "Why are you here?"
Xiao Qing's eyes dodged slightly, and he didn't answer, but said casually: "What about you, you're back" "Well, I just came back this morning, and I haven't had time to call you yet."
Chen Xiao smiled: "I brought you a gift, a very beautiful sword, which is said to be a first-class swordsmith's work." ” Xiao Qing felt more and more that under Chen Xiao's gentle smile, his heart was a little out of balance, and he reluctantly turned his head and didn't dare to look directly into Chen Xiao's eyes, deliberately lowered the temperature of his voice a lot, and said lightly: "Oh, thank you" "Why did you come back here" The first thought in Chen Xiao's heart was: she came to me But then this idea was dispelled.
Xiao Qing didn't know that this was his old home.
"I" Xiao Qing was nervous for a moment, and subconsciously touched his pocket, which was a folded copy of Chen Xiao's information.
She was smooth and pretended to be relaxed: "I'm here to run, the air in Lehu is good." ” jogging Chen Xiao was a little suspicious, although the air in Lehu Lake is good, but here, it seems to be seven or eight kilometers away from the city But other people's, Chen Xiao will not ask.
"What about you, why are you here" Xiao Qing was a little nervous, although he pretended to be calm on his face, he subconsciously gently crushed the turf on the ground with his toes, a little absent-minded.
Chen Xiao's face became solemn, sighed slowly, and pointed to the house behind him: "This is actually my hometown, where I lived when I was a child. ” Xiao Qing let out an "oh".
Chen Xiao was slightly curious: "Yi, you seem to know it for a long time." ” "Ahhh Xiao Qing found that his expression seemed to be too calm, and quickly shook his head: "It's not strange, I heard that you used to have a good family." ” Chen Xiao nodded, turned around, and stared at the house in a daze, and after a while, he smiled: "I'm sorry, I'm distracted." ” Xiao Qing caught the melancholy taste that slipped through Chen Xiao's eyes, the melancholy eyes, and the big killer of the hero to save the surname of the beautiful woman, "You, it seems, are in a bad mood" Xiao Qing's heart suddenly softened, let go of those messy emotions, took two steps closer, looked at Chen Xiao up close, and his eyes became much gentler Just now, he seemed to see him crying Chen Xiao smiled reluctantly, he put on the cigarette and lit it again, then glanced at Xiao Qing and raised his eyebrows: "Why didn't I expect that I would also smoke?"
Xiao Qing said "um" softly, her eyes were still gentle, and she just said softly: "Smoking, it's not good for your health." ” "I've actually been smoking for a long time."
Chen Xiao took a deep breath: "It's just that I quit two years ago."
Today, I just want to suck it. ” Then he smiled at Xiao Qing and said gently, "Thank you for reminding me." ” Xiao Qing smiled reluctantly: "No thanks, are we friends?"
” Damn, why is the word "friend" so bitter today Sighing weakly in his heart, Xiao Qing remembered the information he had read, hesitated, and asked cautiously: "Chen Xiao, you said that you grew up in this house" "Hmm."
Chen Xiao nodded and pointed to the east window on the second floor: "That's my room, I lived there when I was six years old."
I lived here for ten years and moved from here at the age of sixteen. ” Xiao Qing opened her mouth, saw a trace of sadness on Chen Xiao's face, and said softly: "The environment of this place is very good, Lehu is very beautiful, and life must be good to live in such a good environment." ” "Hmph, it's good" Chen Xiao's tone suddenly became full of indifference, he took a deep breath of cigarette, and then spewed it out fiercely, as if he wanted to spit out all the depression in his chest, his smile had a hint of desolation: "Yes, the environment is very good, very quiet During the day, you will see some people by the lake, parents and children laugh together, fishing by the lake."
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There is also a square at the intersection in front of you, where some parents will play with their children.
In the evenings, you can occasionally see some families barbecuing on their lawns, a good area to live in. ” "Well, the picture you described is beautiful," Xiao Qing said softly.
"It's the scene I hated to see the most."
Chen Xiao added lightly. “” Xiao Qing looked at Chen Xiao in surprise, but found that a knot and resentment were condensed in Chen Xiao's eyebrows, Chen Xiao's fists had been clenched, and the joints were a little white.
He seemed to be very sad at this moment, Xiao Qing's heart suddenly went blank, all the chaotic thoughts before, shy, uneasy, and worried, as if they had all been thrown out of the clouds She just approached Chen Xiao quietly, stretched out her hand, gently took off the cigarette from his fingertips, and then threw it away, and said softly: "Don't smoke, it's not good for your health." ” Then with a gentle gesture, he took Chen Xiao's hand and pulled him to sit on the steps slowly.
The steps were full of dust, but at this moment, Xiao Qing didn't seem to care at all, pulled Chen Xiao to sit down, and he was close to him.
"I know, you must have a lot of bitterness in your heart, right" Xiao Qing didn't let go of Chen Xiao's hand, her fingertips were still pressed on the back of Chen Xiao's hand.
Chen Xiao hung his head, and his voice came muffled.
"Once upon a time, my greatest hope was to be able to leave this house one day, leaving this house, I felt like a cage, a cold, lifeless cage, I hated to see this place, I live here alone, what is the difference between living alone in a small house and living in a small house by myself, even if I sleep on the street, at least I can feel the noise of the street, it is better than guarding a big empty house alone at night."
His voice was filled with a sense of sadness and excitement: "What I am most afraid of is to see other families on the edge of the lake, a happy scene.
The most fearful thing is to see other families, when the father carries the child on his shoulder, because I know, I can't get that scene, I can't get it."
Xiao Qing didn't speak, still pressing the back of Chen Xiao's hand so gently, just the fingers gently stroked the back of his hand, and his eyes were as gentle as water.
Chen Xiao didn't seem to notice this intimate action, as if he just needed to talk at the moment.
"You know what, when I was a kid, my biggest fear was the holidays.
Every festival, whether it is the Dragon Boat Festival, the Mid-Autumn Festival, or the Spring Festival, at this time, other people's families are a family reunion, happy and happy.
At that time, I was alone in the house, and at night, I always felt very lonely when I watched the warm lights coming from other homes.
So every time I celebrate the holidays, I would rather leave the house and wander the streets alone, and I will not come back until dawn.
Either that, or you're alone at home, turn on all the lights and TVs, and sleep on the couch. ” Xiao Qing finally spoke, she stared at Chen Xiao, and said softly: "But even so, you still can't let go of this family in your heart, right?"
Chen Xiao finally raised her head, glanced at Xiao Qing, her eyes were a little complicated, and finally nodded: "Yes, I can't let it go."
He sighed: "I used to hate this place, thinking that it was better to leave here than to be alone here.
But really when I left here that day, I found that my heart was more empty, at least, it turned out that here, there was this house, there was still a thought in my heart, there was a concern, even if this house was empty, but at least, it was my home, even if my parents' room was empty and no one lived in it, but at least, there were clothes left by them in the room, and there were father's books in the study, and there was their breath in this house.
Out of the three hundred and sixty-five days a year, even if they only come back for a day or two, there is at least one hope left.
After everything was really over, I left here, but I suddenly realized that it was better to have a glimmer of hope than no hope at all I thought I could be very strong, and when others came to move things, and when they came to seal the house, I didn't shed a single tear.
But it wasn't until I left that I realized that although it was not pleasant to live here before, I still missed that period very much, and suddenly felt that it was so happy, at least, it was better to have a home to keep and look forward to than to feel empty-handed.
Even when Mom and Dad weren't around, I could occasionally run into their rooms and roll in their beds, and I could run into my father's study and flip through the books he left behind."
Chen Xiao's eyes suddenly turned red, he quickly turned his head, coughed twice, and smiled reluctantly: "Let you see you laugh." ” "No, it won't."
Xiao Qing's face was full of smiles, his palm pressed on Chen Xiao's shoulder, gently straightened his body, looked at his eyes, and said softly: "I can understand your feelings." ” "Thank you."
Chen Xiao smiled reluctantly: "My mood has fluctuated a little today, usually I am not like this." ” "I know that too."
Xiao Qing shook his head, and his voice became more and more gentle: "But, I like you like it now."
Do you know that although you usually smile at people, there is always some distance in your eyes, you seem to be very indifferent, and you don't like to be close to people.
You seem to be on the lookout for something all the time.
Now, at least, I don't feel like there's that kind of cold distance between me and you. ” After a pause, Xiao Qing's face suddenly turned red, and there was some shyness and nervousness in his eyes: "If you want to cry, just cry, I will definitely not say it to others, I can lend you a shoulder to lean on." ” Chen Xiao smiled: "No need, only girls will cry on a man's shoulder, but I am a man." ” Then he paused, and there was a hint of mockery in his eyes: "Actually, just before I met you just now, I did a very stupid thing. ” "Ugh" Chen Xiao pointed to the house: "I spent money to buy it back." ” "I bought it back" Xiao Qing was no longer surprised after just being stunned for a moment, she didn't even ask Chen Xiao how she suddenly had the money to buy such a big house, after all, I heard that Chen Xiao's financial situation didn't seem to be so rich, and the nickname of the bicycle prince was not called in vain.
However, Xiao Qing didn't ask about this, in her opinion, it seems that since Chen Xiao has bought a house, then his money must have an upright source, at least not to steal and rob and beg It seems that she trusts Chen Xiao in everything she does.
Xiao Qing didn't realize what it meant to be a girl with such a psychology towards a boy.
"Yes, I bought it back."
Chen Xiao smiled bitterly: "I was very excited when I bought it, but when I calmed down just now, I felt stupid." ” He stood up, his expression a little excited, and pointed to the lawn: "In the past, the lawn here was neatly manicured, and there was a rocking chair in the yard, which I rode as a wooden horse when I was a child.
There is also a shelf with a car tire on it that can be used as a swing to play with.
Well, the wooden walls on both sides of the hallway are painted green.
There will be a very large and soft sofa in the living room, you can roll on it, and there is a single sofa, when you sit on it, the whole person will nest in it, and it is very comfortable These furniture are ordered from abroad" After a pause, Chen Xiao suddenly sighed, and the enthusiasm on his face gradually faded: "I just deliberately gave the real estate agent an extra sum of money, I want to prepare a list, so that he can restore everything in this house to my original state, even if it is a table, a sofa, a chair, a desk, all of them are exactly the same I thought at the time was very simple, to make it the same as before, to make it the same as the previous home" Xiao Qing looked at Chen Xiao's eyes and didn't speak.
"But when I calmed down, I realized that I was wrong, and I was wrong."
Chen Xiao's eyes turned red again, and his voice became low: "I suddenly understood that even if I spent more money to renovate this house and make all the furniture the same as before, even if it was grass and trees, it would be exactly the same as the original, so what, this is no longer my home."
His voice began to tremble, "Once upon a time, I lived here, even if I was very lonely, but I was willing to stay here in my heart, because I knew that as long as I stayed here, my parents would always come back" Chen Xiao's nasal voice began to worsen, and his breathing became short: "But now, even if the house is exactly the same, even if I live in it again, no matter how much I wait, Mom and Dad, they will never come back, they are already dead."
Chen Xiao said so much in one breath, and his emotions were vented like a wave, and his body finally became less stiff and softened.
Xiao Qing was on the side, just looking at him quietly, looking at the sadness in Chen Xiao's eyes, unconsciously, he stretched out his hand and gently hugged Chen Xiao's shoulder, and at the same time used another slender little hand to gently stroke Chen Xiao's arm back and forth, as if he wanted to rely on this gentle movement to soothe the sadness in Chen Xiao's heart.
Chen Xiao came out of his mind for a while, and after calming down, he felt that he was being held by Xiao Qing, and suddenly raised his head, looking at the familiar face that was close at hand, and suddenly felt a sense of confusion, but then his heart suddenly sobered up: The girl holding herself is not a phoenix The momentary confusion in his eyes and then the change of sobriety were captured by Xiao Qing, Xiao Qing smiled reluctantly, let go of Chen Xiao, and said softly as if nothing happened: "Why didn't you look at my face and think of the girl who looked like me Well, I remember you said that her name is Phoenix, right?"
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Although she tried her best to act as if nothing had happened, the slight tremor of her voice still betrayed her mood.
Chen Xiao is not a fool, he naturally has long noticed that Xiao Qing has gradually changed his attitude towards himself during this period of time, and he also vaguely understands in his heart, it seems that when he faced Xiao Qing like this, he thought of another girl in his heart, and he seemed to be a little disrespectful to Xiao Qing.
"Xiao Qing is right, I'm sorry" This sentence of sorry doesn't seem to be a simple apology for thinking about others just to look at her, and there seems to be another layer of faint refusal Xiao Qing shook his head and pretended to smile easily: "What's so sorry about this."
Well, speaking of which, I haven't seen that phoenix before.
You always confuse me, am I really very similar to her?"
Chen Xiao sighed in his heart: You are twins, but it's a pity that Lao Tian told me not to say it.
He shook his head vigorously and smiled: "No, in fact, you are very different from her, she certainly has her strengths, but you also have your very advantages, you are a very good girl, and you are also a unique and good girl." ” Xiao Qing was a little bitter in her heart, but she smiled brightly on her face, patted her pants and stood up, and touched the information hidden in the pocket of her pants in her hand, looking at the sincere smile in Chen Xiao's eyes, she suddenly softened in her heart, and couldn't help but subconsciously say: "Chen Xiao, in fact, I came here just now" "What" Chen Xiao stood up.
Xiao Qing suddenly hesitated in her heart, she bit her lip, and finally didn't say it, the words came to her mouth, but she changed her mouth and smiled: "When I came here just now, I saw a cold drink shop at the intersection, the weather is so hot, let's go drink frozen soda" As she spoke, she seemed to be smiling very happily, gently grabbed Chen Xiao's arm, and then trotted away all the way, ran two steps before turning around and smiled: "Hurry up, here is the sun to death in our competition, whoever runs to the cold drink shop will pay if he loses." ” Chen Xiao was stunned for a moment, a smile appeared on his face, and he strode after him.
Xiao Qing only ran two steps, and deliberately slowed down a few points, allowing Chen Xiao to run in front of him, one position ahead of him.
Looking at Chen Xiao's back, Xiao Qing suddenly flashed a sentence weakly in his heart Chen Xiao, I like you, I really like you' The important surname of the emotional drama does not need me to say more, it seems that some readers are impatient to watch the emotional drama, but in fact, the emotional drama is the most important thing in portraying the character's surname.
As for your opinions, I won't argue much between you.
To be continued: