His eyes were gloomy, but also seemed to have a childlike stubbornness.
He just looked at himself without blinking.
Meng Lanting paused.
It should be "feeling distressed" or "not distressed".
It sounds like you are flirting with him.
She looked away, turned and walked towards the desk.
"Feng Kezhi, it's midnight, don't go crazy and leave quickly."
A hand reached out from behind and held her arm tentatively and gently, stopping her from leaving.
"Lanting, don't be so cruel to me."
Meng Lanting was struggling angrily when a low voice came from his ears.
She stiffened and felt goosebumps appear on that side of her ear and on her neck where the breath had hit her.
She hurriedly turned her head to avoid the face he was approaching.
But the roots of my ears were secretly burning.
"Feng Kezhi" She scolded him in a low voice, with a hint of anger in her voice.
"Lanting, I have something to tell you.
If I don't say it, I won't be able to sleep at night."
"Xi Songzhou is right.
I am indeed a bastard.
I have brought you a lot of trouble and sadness, not only when we first met, but also now."
He hesitated for a moment and looked at Meng Lanting cautiously.
"But some things are not what you think.
For example, the building I donated to Miss Zhong.
Believe it or not, in fact, at that time, I just wanted to see your reaction.
I probably hoped that you would be jealous.
I was really too Stupid."
Meng Lanting was startled.
"I'm not defending myself.
The things I've done in the past are all facts, and I have nothing to defend myself.
I am indeed a bastard.
I just hope that you can give me a chance to change my mind now.
Chance."
Meng Lanting looked at him.
He lowered his head and stared at himself.
"That morning, I waited outside Zhou's house until you came out.
You scolded me and said you didn't know what I saw in you.
To be honest, I didn't know either.
Maybe in the beginning, in addition to being attracted to you, I was also attracted to you.
A little unwilling to admit defeat.”
"Now, I don't know if this is love.
But I want you, I want to see you every day, be with you, and I want to treat you well for the rest of my life."
"I've never felt this way about a person."
"It's true, I didn't lie to you."
His voice stopped.
The two of them were so close.
The young man's body temperature was terrifyingly hot, like a blazing flame, penetrating through the thin material of her nightgown and secretly seeping into her skin hidden under her clothes inch by inch.
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It was quiet in his ears, and Meng Lanting heard the sound of his heartbeat coming from under his chest.
I don't know if it's his or mine.
The light was soft, and she stood with her neck down.
Her figure on the wall was like a quiet water lily.
The collar of her nightgown was loosened due to the struggle just now, revealing a beautiful collarbone under her neck.
Further down, the skirt of her clothes covered it.
There is a dark mark, looming.
"Lanting" Feng Kezhi's throat tightened for a while, and he couldn't help but raise his hand.
His fingertips gently brushed the ends of her soft and cool hair and touched her cheek.
"Lanting" He called again, repeating it like a whisper in her ear.
"Why is your name so nice?
I'll probably never get tired of calling it you."
"Please, give me a chance and let me prove it to you."
The cheek was burning, and being touched by his fingertips felt like it was suddenly touched by a snowflake falling from the sky.
Meng Lanting's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he suddenly woke up and took a few steps back.
Feng Kezhi moved his shoulders, as if he wanted to follow.
"Don't come over" Meng Lanting said immediately.
Feng Kezhi paused.
He is pursuing himself.
But Meng Lanting couldn't imagine spending his life with Feng Kezhi.
If she gave in to his pursuit because of a moment of weakness, she didn't know what kind of life would be waiting for her in the future.
She likes mathematical formulas, which can be derived, proven, and mastered.
She hopes that this will be the case in her future life.
Her brother was gone, so she could only start over at her own pace.
Studying abroad is a new life path that she can foresee and control.
It was obvious that the pursuer in front of her was far beyond her ability to understand and grasp.
She didn't dare, nor was she willing to risk it, to gamble on the heart of a handsome prodigal.
She composed herself.
"Master Feng, I am grateful for your honesty.
But I'm sorry, even without your past, you are not suitable for me."
"You are not the person I ideally want to spend the rest of my life with." she said.
The voice was very soft, but each word came clearly into Feng Kezhi's ears.
Feng Kezhi didn't move, but a moment ago, the soft gaze in his eyes gradually solidified.
"Is it because of Xi Songzhou?"
He paused, looked around, and his eyes fell on the glass bottle containing soil on the table, and he took a look.
"He is your ideal partner" he asked.
Master Feng's kindness to him, the tacit expectations of the Feng sisters, and all kinds of favors seemed to turn into an invisible net, slowly drawing him in deeper and deeper.
For Meng Lanting, this feeling reached its peak tonight, when she was surrounded by almost everyone looking at her with a certain meaning.
Since you don't think about it, then you might as well take this opportunity to speak clearly to him thoroughly, so as not to drag it out any longer, which will be a fetter and burden for yourself, the other person, and his family.
Meng Lanting slowly raised his eyes.
"Mr.
Feng, you probably don't know that after I learned that I had a fiancé who had been engaged since childhood, I also imagined what kind of person he would be.
And after I found out that it was you, really, you The gap is too far from what I imagined.”
"To be honest, if I am ready to consider emotional matters, then Mr.
Xi is indeed more suitable for me than you."
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She finally answered his question.
It was also clearly felt that Feng Kezhi's figure became stiff.
The room fell into silence.
Meng Lanting stood for a moment, walked past him, and opened the door.
"It's very late.
Please go.
I want to go to bed."
Feng Kezhi slowly turned around, finally took a step and walked out of the room.
The moment he stepped out of the door, his steps suddenly stopped.
Meng Lanting looked at his back.
"Meng Lanting, my attitude is not sincere enough or humble enough."
"You're going to do this to me"
He turned his face and asked word by word, his eyes dark and his voice difficult.
Meng Lanting was silent for a moment, lowered his eyes, gently closed the door behind him, and closed it.
She didn't know what Feng Kezhi did outside the door, whether he still stayed or left quickly.
She leaned against the back of the door, motionless.
She thought of the way he looked back at her a moment ago, and felt her heart congested.
She closed her eyes for a moment, waiting for the heat in her eyes to gradually dissipate, and left.
I went back to the beautiful bed that was most suitable for dreaming about a princess, and lay down.
The rest of the night passed very peacefully.
The next morning, Meng Lanting deliberately lingered in the room for a long time.
It was estimated that Mr.
Feng and his son had already finished breakfast.
Then he went down and learned a piece of news.
It turned out that Feng Kezhi had already left long ago.
"Say something happened back in Shanghai" When Mr.
Feng mentioned his son's sudden departure early in the morning, there was still a bit of complaint and disappointment in his tone.
"Why is it so urgent?
He didn't say a word last night, and he left right away early in the morning.
Even when I asked him to wait for you to come down, he refused to say goodbye to you first."
Meng Lanting was slightly surprised, but secretly relieved.
He stayed with Mr.
Feng for a moment as if nothing had happened, and then said goodbye, saying that he planned to go back to his hometown.
"Thank you, uncle, for finding out the news about my younger brother for me before."
When she mentioned her brother, she felt sad again.
There was a pause.
"When I came out at the end of last year, I was in a bit of a hurry and there were still some things at home that I had not dealt with.
It's time to go back now."
This time Meng Lanting came over, Master Feng originally wanted to keep her here long-term, so naturally he tried his best to persuade her to stay.
Meng Lanting declined, but his attitude was quite firm.
Mr.
Feng also understood her mood.
Although he was reluctant to leave, he no longer forced her to stay and said he would send someone to give her a ride.
Feng Lingmei and the sisters who stayed here last night also got up one after another.
The younger brother's attitude towards Miss Meng has changed so much that anyone with eyes can see it.
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Just last night, everyone was happy to see their younger brother and Ms.
Meng's couple make love, and they were so happy to see it happen.
Secretly, they started to bite their ears in anticipation.
Unexpectedly, one night passed, not only did his brother run away inexplicably early in the morning, but now even Meng Lanting said he was going back to his hometown.
Several people were confused and a little disappointed, but they couldn't express it in front of Meng Lanting.
At Master Feng's urging, Meng Lanting stayed in Nanjing for another night.
The next day, she embarked on the road back to her hometown.
After traveling for several days, she finally arrived at her home in the county town.
It had only been more than half a year since she left home for Shanghai at the end of last year.
But when I came back from this trip, I felt everything was different.
Before she went to Nanjing, she had told Professor Zhou and his wife that she would review her studies in her hometown recently and wait until next month to go back and take the exam.
Meng Lanting cheered up, and after meeting the clan members, he erected a monument for his brother beside his parents, dealt with the remaining land, and then settled down at home.
The time in a small place is as quiet as deep water.
Meng Lanting immersed himself in review every day and didn't think about anything else.
He just waited for the time to come and took the exam.
A month later, it was an ordinary summer afternoon, with cicadas chirping in the courtyard.
Meng Lanting, wearing an old sky-blue bamboo shirt, sat in front of the south window of his father's old study room, burying his head.
On the scratch paper, I was calculating a difficult problem that I had been thinking about for two days, and suddenly I had an idea.
"Ms.
Meng, the telegram was sent from Shanghai."
The delivery person at the county post office respected the Meng family very much.
As soon as he received the telegram, he immediately delivered it to her regardless of the bright sun.
This telegram from Shanghai that arrived suddenly was like a huge stone thrown into the water, completely breaking Meng Lanting's mood that had gradually calmed down.
It was great news that she had never imagined.
It was also a huge bad news that she could not have imagined.
Her younger brother Meng Ruoyu, whom she thought was gone, actually has a new whereabouts gd1806102: