The psychological journey since publishing the book In the middle of the night last night, I suddenly couldn't sleep, so I got up and wrote this I woke up in the middle of the night thinking about the issue of putting this book on the shelves.
In fact, at this time, I don’t know exactly when my book will be on the shelves, but I always have a hunch that it won’t be too late.
This book has just been published on K, and the K score seems to be average.
I heard that if K fails, it will be directly arranged to be put on the shelves.
I don’t know much about it.
It’s all hearsay.
In fact, this book is a surprise for me Almost two months ago, around this time, I suddenly suffered from insomnia.
At that time, my mind was filled with thoughts about this book, and I stayed up all night.
The next morning, not long after dawn, around seven o'clock, I got up from the bed in a daze, dipped a towel in hot water and applied it on my face, then turned on the computer, opened Word, and started writing this book.
As soon as I started writing, I couldn't stop.
I ate takeout at noon and never left the dormitory.
I wrote until about 11 o'clock in the evening, and I forgot to eat dinner.
Then I looked at my results, which started around 12,000, and I felt full of accomplishment.
Full, this is probably the most I have ever written, and it is also the best I have ever done.
The next day, I got up at around six in the morning and started writing.
The situation was similar to the first day.
I wrote until the evening, about 13,000 words, which was a little more than the first day.
In the two days, I wrote almost 25,000 words. , this is my highest record as a disabled person.
That night, despite my sore waist and backache, I sorted out and revised the content I had written in the past two days several times, and then, with trepidation, submitted the manuscript to my editor-in-chief, Latiao Boss, by email.
I was anxious and waited for a few days, but there was no news.
I knew that there would be a cycle for submission responses, so I just had to wait patiently.
However, I felt a little disappointed at the time because I thought that the submission had not passed.
So that night, I revised the beginning of what I had written, added several thousand words that I wrote later, and re-sent it to the editor-in-chief, La Tiao Boss.
About two or three days later, I received a reply email from the editor-in-chief, Latiao Boss.
When I saw the reply that said, "You can sign a contract, please contact me to sign a book with 10,000 words."
I almost jumped up with excitement, even though I am already a senior who is no longer young.
On April 1st, yes, it was April Fool's Day.
I uploaded the first chapter of this book on the author's backend of the website.
After uploading 10,000 words in a few days, I contacted the editor-in-chief Latiao Boss again. , his reply was only one word, "Okay".
Because editors are very busy, their replies are basically concise, but when I looked at that word, it felt inexplicably heart-warming.
Then, in the afternoon, I came to the contract signing site, filled in the information, printed the contract, sent it by express, and then started updating day after day.
The second week after changing the contract status, that is, when the book had just reached 50,000 words.
In fact, strictly speaking, it was still a little short of 50,000 words.
At that time, the first recommendation for this book came, qq reading a book library The editor of Game Category strongly recommends this recommendation.
There is no website short notice for this recommendation, and Latiao Boss never told me about it.
I just randomly read it in the book.
When I saw this, I was completely confused.
Yes, my first reaction was not surprise, but confusion, complete confusion.
Because I know that the editor strongly recommends this recommendation.
It is a very important recommendation, and I didn’t dare to expect it at the time.
The first recommendation that came to my mind at that time was probably the small text recommendation on Genesis C’s game category page, which didn’t even have pictures or introductions.
At that time, I thought that if I could have such a test recommendation, I would be very satisfied.
At that time, I was also thinking that if the first test recommendation could achieve better results, there would be subsequent website recommendations.
But I didn’t expect that one The sudden recommendation a made me confused In those days, I was in the process of being flattered.
I even wondered if there was something wrong behind the scenes, and I was filled with anxiety.
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Among the recommendations for the same period, I was not the one with the best scores, and even ranked at the bottom.
I was a little panicked at the time, but I could only accept it because I knew I still needed to improve.
However, it was precisely with the arrival of this recommendation that I went from a streaking 21 collections to about three or four thousand.
I still remember clearly the number of collections before the recommendation, because from the time I published the book, I have I can be excited for a long time if I refresh the background data from time to time or add a collection by chance.
From that time on, this book was no longer lonely, and I was no longer in a repetitive state of stand-alone creation.
Slowly, people started to click, collect, recommend and reward, and the performance of this book has been getting better.
Later, at the suggestion of book friends, I created a book friend group.
From the original three or two kittens, there were gradually more than 70 people.
The people in the group were quite active and everyone got along well.
Harmony is what I am most gratified and proud of.
Of course, there are also some who have not joined the book club.
We have had many exchanges in books and in the book review area, and occasionally joked.
Because of this book, we were able to interact and get to know each other even though we were separated by the Internet.
This may also be a big gain for me in writing this book.
As of today, the results of this book have completely exceeded my expectations, which is beyond my imagination.
Before publishing the book, I thought about it and set a goal for myself, which is to have 10,000 collections before it is put on the shelves, and then slowly accumulate after it is put on the shelves.
After writing 1 million words, I may have about 20,000 collections.
So far, this goal has been achieved i'm lucky Fortunately, this book was appreciated by the editor, Latiao Boss, who kept recommending it to me.
Even though the book's results were not very good, it was never given up. i'm lucky Lucky to have you, your company and support I'm lucky too I'm lucky that I can persevere, because I am also working hard, I want to become better, and I want to show everyone better works.
In the face of everyone's support, all I can do is to try my best to write this book well and write wonderfully.
To be honest, it is not easy for this book to reach this point.
Right now, this book is being published, which is a very critical period for this book.
I hope to get more support from everyone.
If you think this book is worth reading, please give me your recommendation vote and hit It's just a matter of chance, I won't say anything.
The performance of this book at this stage will be related to how far the book can go.
It is difficult to satisfy the human heart.
Although the current results of this book have exceeded my original expectations, until today, I still want to continue.
I hope this book will be better.
I will never be satisfied, but I am content.
This sentence is a summary of my reflection on myself in the past few days and my current mentality.
I won't be satisfied with the current results of this book, because I want this book to get better and better. but.
If this book can only go so far, I will choose to accept it even if I am unwilling to do so.
Accept without complaint Because I am already content This book has done very well I have been under a lot of pressure these days, not only because I am worried about the performance of this book, but also from other factors.
I believe many people already know that A Lin is a senior who is about to graduate.
There have been a lot of things these past two days.
Yesterday, I struggled for a long time to get the clothes for the class graduation photo.
It was late when I came back and I was very tired, so I only updated two guaranteed chapters.
The whole day today will be spent in the process of taking graduation photos.
If there are updates, there will probably only be two guaranteed updates.
Tomorrow, the graduation thesis defense will be held.
Because it is very important, Alin needs to prepare carefully, so he may only be able to come back and complete the update tomorrow night.
Starting from the day after tomorrow, which is Tuesday, there will be a lot less things.
I will try to update as much as possible then.
However, although I cannot provide too many updates in the past two days, I also implore everyone to support this book.
Thank you. at last.
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Having said so much, let me digress a little bit more.
When writing this book, while receiving support and encouragement from everyone, there were also some bad and even malicious voices.
Of course, some people like a book and some don't.
Ah Lin is not the kind of arrogant and ignorant person.
I know that it is impossible for a book to be loved by everyone, so I don’t expect anything extra.
So I just want to write this book well and let more people who like this book read it.
At the same time, we will also show you more exciting content.
For me, it's enough As for the bad voices in the book review section, Ah Lin is actually not someone who cannot accept criticism, and he also knows that his books still have room for improvement.
However, Alin couldn't bear the malicious abuse and was unwilling to argue with those people.
Because Ah Lin knew that doing so was meaningless.
So I deleted those people’s book reviews.
Of course, some of them may have expressed opinions and different views.
Some of them I accepted, but I also deleted them.
Why Because I have received feedback, I will refer to it and modify it.
But I also deleted some posts that may not be too malicious.
Why Because these posts may not be malicious in themselves, but they can easily cause arguments among book friends.
Some readers may go back to argue with others out of the reason of defending me.
I feel very warm about their actions, but I don't want them to do it because I think it's unnecessary.
Because we don’t need to convince others, and we may not be able to convince others, so we don’t have to worry about it.
Everyone reads books to relax and have fun.
Ah Lin doesn't want to affect everyone's reading mood because of his own reasons.
Read with peace of mind.
If this book can make everyone feel a little happy after work and study, then A Lin will be proud. at last.
It's really the end.
About half a month ago, while talking to my dad on the phone, he asked me if I had written any novels recently.
When I answered, I hesitated because I knew that he did not support me writing novels.
Although he did not know this industry, he also knew that writing novels was not easy.
Moreover, I had written several books before and there was basically no profit, so he did not Don't want me to waste too much time and energy on this.
Because I am a senior in college and will graduate soon.
I will soon face the pressure of finding a job and supporting myself.
He doesn’t want me to be too tired.
I know what he is thinking, but I still admit it.
My university is not in the province, but thousands of miles away in Henan, where I have spent nearly four years alone.
Maybe it’s because I have become more sensible after going to college, so I rarely quarrel with them.
Every time we call or chat on WeChat, we will chat for a long time until both of us don’t know what to say, and then we fall silent.
After a few minutes, he would say through the phone, "I have nothing to say, I'll call you in a few days."
So, when my dad asked, I hesitated, but ultimately didn’t deny it.
Because at that time, the book had achieved some success and had a collection of more than 10,000, which was enough for me to be proud of.
So when faced with his silence, I finally plucked up the courage to tell him, "I wrote this book."
It’s the best book I’ve ever written.
If I keep writing it, I might have enough money to eat instant noodles and I’ll want to keep writing it.”
Eating instant noodles has actually been my pursuit since college.
I thought that my plan to become financially independent and support myself might start with eating instant noodles.
But yes, I am too lazy, so until this year’s New Year, I have not achieved this goal.
But this book gave me hope.
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I think that even if the results are not ideal in the future, I should still be able to earn at least a few hundred yuan a month for instant noodles.
After all, instant noodles are not cheap now.
My dad didn’t object to what I said, and I knew he wouldn’t, because after graduating from elementary school, I would always make my own decisions on anything about me.
He would put forward his own opinions and suggestions, but never Will forcefully interfere with any decision I make.
As he said, I walk my own path.
In today's society, people are not going to die from hunger anyway.
If I really have no future, I still have a few acres of farmland in my hometown.
At worst, I can go back to my hometown to farm.
It's a pity that because of the construction of a reservoir in my hometown in recent years, the few acres of farmland have no final outlet and have been sealed.
My dad didn’t want it, and he probably didn’t support it, but he didn’t say it.
He chose to respect my decision.
Therefore, I can't let him down.
I hope that I can write this book well and get better results, not to prove anything, but to stop worrying them.
After all, I am not young anymore Therefore, whenever I see someone criticizing and criticizing someone in a book review section, I don’t fight back or try to explain anything.
All I can do is silently delete those malicious book reviews, and then calm down and write with peace of mind.
Sometimes I see those abusive reviews and people who leave negative reviews for no reason.
Although I ignore them, I can't help but feel guilty.
It will be a little uncomfortable, but I won't let that affect me.
If, because of these, I begin to doubt myself and get myself into conflicts, I will not continue to write, because when I was writing the last book, I had heard all the ugly words and weird people.
I have encountered them all, and it was precisely because I had a weak heart at the time that I gave up the League of Legends book.
Although now it seems that the book was indeed not well written, and I also had my own reasons.
But if you don’t write well, do you deserve to be scolded?
Maybe, not everyone can treat others with a tolerant heart.
It is precisely for this reason that I never told them what the book I wrote was, let alone that I would be scolded for writing a book.
Because if they knew that their beloved son would be scolded often because he wrote a novel online, they might not be able to sleep.
Fortunately, after rewriting this book, there are still a majority of people who support me.
I am very lucky.
Maybe this book is more funny and more relaxed, so people who are willing to read this book are kind and optimistic, and have a better attitude towards life and others, so they can treat me so tolerantly.
As I write this, I feel very complicated.
I have written down all my thoughts during this period.
This is my psychological process of writing this book.
I don’t know how many words I wrote.
I wrote on my phone for two or three hours without realizing it.
It may be more than the number of words in a chapter of a novel.
People who have insomnia in the middle of the night are always prone to getting nervous.
Let’s just read a story and understand.
Just take a look at this weird idea from the author.
Thank you for having me along the way. at last.
One more last.
I hope everyone can support this book if you can.
No matter what, I will work hard to write this book.
Thank you.
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