Chapter 79: Do You Love Me The atmosphere in the room was tense, since they had known each other, there had been no conflict for so long, but the relationship that never had friction in the world had a strong conflict between each other over whether to avenge Krees immediately, and now it was about to start again.
Bartow and Dewey dodge to the side in a disdainful manner, lest they be unlucky enough to hit the tail of the storm, while the little fox girl and Leah stand nervously beside Helen, trying to appease her anger, but they dare not speak.
Helen said excitedly: "Jedi, this is just the beginning, we have a bigger cause to do in the future, there will be more people to sacrifice, is it that every time someone dies, you throw away your responsibility to the living, and go to revenge for a grievance?"
However, Jedi, who has always been gentle and even tame to her, has a cold and arrogant face this time, and his eyes are like ice that has never melted for thousands of years, and he said-for-tat: "It is not that I can't wait for a better opportunity and a more appropriate way to avenge Krees's death." ” "So why are you?"
"I did this because of your indifference, your indifference to his devotion and sacrifice.
His appearance is a half-human beast, but he has a heart of gold, and he is treated unjustly, and the heavens weep for him, I am not as rational as you, and I will always rationally weigh the benefits and losses in the face of everything that happens, and then decide what to do, I am not so cold-blooded."
Leah said uneasily: "Brother Jedi, don't say that, if you weren't worried about your safety, how could my sister not be afraid of revealing her identity and lead everyone to save you" Helen's eyes were red when she was choked by Jede's words, and her eyes were hazy with tears, she sniffed, forced to prevent tears from falling, and said in a choked voice: "Du Wei, you guys leave first, I want to talk to Jedi alone" Du Wei silently looked at the couple who had an argument, shook his head slightly outward, and led everyone out.
Jedi saw Helen's tearful eyes, his heart ached, he didn't want to expose his weakness, he hurriedly turned around and walked to the window, holding the windowsill with both hands and looking up at the sky, using his arrogant figure to show his attitude of rejection and thousands of miles away.
Behind him, Helen walked softly, wrapped her arms around his waist, and pressed her face against his thick back.
Jedi stiffened, and he tried to break away from Helen's embrace, but a hot wetness quickly came from his shoulder blades, Helen was crying, and Jedi's shoulders relaxed.
"Jedi, do you know how scared and anxious I felt when you went alone to avenge Krees, you can think so much about the dead, why can't you put yourself in the shoes of your living relatives?"
Helen sobbed a little and said, "I know you're not happy to say that, but I have to say that Jedi, to do great things, you have to have sacrifices and be prepared to face sacrifices.
You can't lose your temper under the sudden blow, and you can't be emotional in the moment of change.
Those who have achieved great things in ancient times are not only supernatural talents, but also have perseverance.
Jedi, although the road we are walking is not swords, but it is even more dangerous.
If we lose once, we may never be able to reflexively.
It's not that I don't care about Krees's sacrifice, but that sacrifice is worth sacrificing.
Reckless action does not benefit the deceased, but puts the living in trouble, so isn't it happy for the relatives to bitter the enemy?"
Jedi's body shook for a step, but he didn't speak.
Helen continued: "Jedi, nothing in this world is as dangerous as war, and a commander is constantly under all kinds of blows, the dilemma of defeat, true and false information, the death of relatives and comrades, the pressure from inside and outside, and some accidental events that no one can imagine.
He is in the midst of thousands of feelings, any one of which is enough to break the will of an ordinary person, but as the commander of the whole army, standing in his position, he is responsible for the whole army, he does not belong to himself" Helen's hands slowly slid up from Jede's waist, palms against his strong back, and finally grabbed his shoulders, persistently pulled his body over, and said resolutely: "Jede, you must not let personal emotions affect any decision, your every move is related to the overall victory or failure, and the life and death of thousands of people."
Jedi shook his head and smiled helplessly: "Helen, I'm not a commander, and we don't have an army, so your analogy is not appropriate." ” Helen raised her eyebrows and said, "The same, the countless believers of the Daji God Sect are your soldiers, and all the treasures of the Cloya Kingdom are your swords and guns, and we are fighting a war with the Norman Duchy without gunpowder, a currency war."
It will also make people break up their wives and families, and it will also make people lose their lives without food and clothing, this is not what war is."
"Jedi, a man of affection can be a good ranger, but he is by no means a responsible commander.
It's cute to be a spontaneous person, but it's never going to be him who can do great things, you know."
"It's easy to say, is it really easy to do, if that were the case, you shouldn't be at the door of Gibson's house today," Jedi said, staring at her with burning eyes.
Helen's eyes drooped, and she said softly: "Yes, if I still have a little sanity, I should come up with a beautiful excuse for your recklessness, and then use the power of General von Hull to minimize the impact and losses as much as possible, instead of bringing weapons to you, at least I should not bring Du Wei and Bartow, lest the whole plan completely lose its executor." ” She sighed softly and said faintly: "But if you care, you are confused, all I was thinking about at that time was whether something would happen to you."
I understand these things, but I may not be able to do it.
But what I can't do, you should do because I'm a woman and you're different" She looked at Jedi with a wistful gaze, gently stroked his cheek, and said softly, "You are a man" The word man stung Jedey's heart, making his newly softened heart cold again.
Gently, but resolutely, he pushed Helen's body away, and in her astonished gaze, he looked for a reason for his imminent departure: " Helen, I admit that what you said is right, but I am me, I don't want to be like that, I don't want to be indifferent to the death of my relatives and friends, I don't want to be a hero Helen who is empty, and in this cruel game, people like me are not suitable to participate in it at all. ” He took a deep breath and insisted on finishing his words: "I thought, wouldn't it be better if I disappeared the last time I fell into the river?
"No" Helen exclaimed, her eyes full of fear, "Jedi, I just hope you can grow up and don't leave me".
Jedi is also heartbroken, but what happened to Krees has made him begin to face up to his own identity, the estrangement between humans and the insurmountable relationship between humans and beasts.
His human appearance can't change the reality that he is a monster, and he is not qualified to pursue a human girl, let alone a princess.
The girl in front of her doesn't like the real him, just as the raven will never turn into a phoenix, and the prince will never marry a real Cinderella.
Helen's sad look made him sad, but also strengthened his desperation to leave, he turned his heart sideways, and deliberately said to her in hurtful language: "Don't you understand that I am leaving you I chose to help you at the beginning, just because I like you, and now, I find that what I like is just an illusion, what I like is just a woman of my own imagination, so I am leaving, understand, Your Highness Cold-blooded" Helen staggered back, tears rained down for a while, her heart was broken by the man she loved, and she made her last effort in a trembling voice: "Jedi, don't be like this, you misunderstood me."
You think I don't want to live easily and happily, you think I am willing to shoulder such a heavy responsibility The hatred of the family and the country, the hatred of the dead, the future of the living, these are all things that I have to face.
I can only bear it alone, there is no man around me who can shoulder this responsibility, can be my trunk to shelter from the wind and rain, I must learn to be strong, I have to harden my heart to play this cold-blooded role.
Until I have you you are my hope and you are my love, Jedi" Jedi hardened his heart and said lightly, "I want to be alone for a while."
Don't worry, I won't just leave, I will arrange the aftermath and never affect the continuation of the plan."
He tried to walk past Helen, but Helen grabbed the sleeve of his shirt, and Jedi didn't look back, and reached out to brush her hand, but as soon as he touched that hand, Jedy couldn't help but tremble in his heart, and Helen's hand trembled, like a fallen leaf in the wind.
The fingers were cold, without a trace of warmth, Jedi turned his head slightly, and saw a pair of desperate eyes, which were filled with endless sorrow and pain, as well as deep attachment: "Jedi, I still don't understand, why we have such a deep estrangement and misunderstanding now, try to change for me, and give me the opportunity to change for you, okay, Jedi" Jedi felt a pain in his heart, the more affectionate Helen was, the greater the psychological pressure on him, the more he wanted to escape, and wanted to escape far.
He didn't say anything more, but turned his head, forced himself not to look at Helen's bloodless face, and then brushed away her hand and strode towards the door.
"Jedi, you killed me," Helen said in despair.
Jedi didn't look back, but as soon as his hand touched the handle, he heard a "poof" sound, and when he looked back, Helen had fainted on the carpet.
Jedi's surprise was not trivial, he jumped back with a single lunge, picked up Helen, and called anxiously: "Helen Helen" Helen's body is still so charming, there is no place in the whole body that does not reflect the word perfect, the waist that does not hold a hand, the buttocks hidden under the skirt but outlines a perfect arc, and the slender legs that make the heart shake, but her current face is really unbearable.
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With his eyes closed, his long eyelashes still hanging with tears, and the thin lips on his pale cheeks that had bitten out blood, Jedi felt as uncomfortable as a pinprick in his heart, and he hugged Helen's body tightly, just wanting to let out a long howl and vent the bitterness in his heart, but he couldn't say a word.
Helen woke up and saw Jedi holding her body, Helen's face was happy, she hurriedly wrapped her arms around Jedi's neck, hugged it tightly, as if she was afraid that he would run away, and shouted out of control: "No, don't leave me, I won't let you go Jedi, I love you, don't leave me, please, don't leave me" "You're not going to love me," Jedi shook his head, bitterly.
Helen's eyes widened in surprise: "Why do you think of Jedi so much, do you doubt my feelings for you I can swear to God, my love for you can be seen, no doubt" Jedi smiled bitterly, hugged Helen for a long time, and suddenly said softly: "Helen, don't jump to conclusions so early.
I'll tell you a story, okay?"
"Story" Helen was a little stunned.
"Well, a not-so-long story, a life that should have ended."
Jedi's eyes were deep, as if he was immersed in the thoughts of memories: "In the Warcraft steppe in the western part of the Rus Empire, there is a huge group of demon wolves, and their leader is called Thackle, a wolf king with innate ice and electric magic power.
King Sakr had a son, a little devil wolf, who was very intelligent since he was a child, and he often stood on a mountain peak that was said to be sealed with ancient gods and demons, looking at the moon and roaring, and enjoying himself.
That's when its legend began."
Jedi's story was fascinating, and Helen listened to it very attentively, and when he talked about the Dream Forest and the temple of Daji, Helen finally realized something, and her delicate body tensed up all of a sudden.
Jedi continued, telling that the would-be demon wolf finally took on a human form with the help of Goddess Daji, and left the temple with the half-elf goddess named Blazing Flame, and found her few buddies who had fled abroad Jedi didn't go any further, he was silent for a while, smiled bitterly, lowered his eyes, and said faintly: "Now you understand why I am so excited to see you so indifferent to Krees's death, why I say that you will never fall in love with me because, I am not your kind, my journey in this world is just a dream in my heart." ” "Now, do you still love me":