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Chapter 141: Two Worlds as Men (2)


Because he saved Ruan Zhi and was Bai Ming'an's friend.

I was left for lunch, and I couldn't help but accept the offer.

At the dinner table, several other members of the Ruan family appeared, including Ruan Lan's third aunt, fourth uncle, and their respective spouses.

What's strange is that there is only one younger member of the family, Ruan Lan.

When my niece brought her boyfriend to the house, Bai Ming'an naturally became the object of everyone's attention.

Their eyes were either obscure or frank, all focused on that handsome figure.

I was sweating for him as I watched from the side.

The only one who stared at me was Aunt Ruan, who looked at me coldly from beginning to end.

This meal was really indigestive.

After dinner, I wanted to find a chance to talk to Bai Ming'an and ask when Song Li would set off and which direction he was going.

Because I sent a message and he didn't reply, which made me a little worried.

Unfortunately, as soon as I got up, Bai Ming'an was dragged to drink tea by the men of the Ruan family.

Aunt Ruan appeared and blew the wind beside her: "Miss Ning, what's wrong?"

I rolled my eyes inwardly and said, "It's nothing.

Thank you for the hospitality.

I should leave now that the meal is over."

When Aunt Ruan heard what I said, she had an expression on her face, as if to say, "I guess you know the truth."

I chuckled twice and glanced at the direction Bai Ming'an was leaving while thinking about it in my mind.

At this time, Ruan Lan could only ask for help.

As soon as the thought came out, Ruan Lan's gentle voice came: "Ning Huan, it's almost noon now and the weather is so hot.

You can rest at my house for a while and wait until the sun is not so bright before leaving."

Aunt Ruan glared at her with dissatisfaction: "Miss Renning said she was leaving, why are you forcing someone to stay?"

Ruan Lan's face turned red when she was told that, and she couldn't answer.

I quickly said: "No, I think Ruan Lan's proposal is very good.

Well, it's as hot as a stove outside, so Auntie won't want me to stay."

Rest” I looked straight at her, blinked, tried to look innocent, and successfully blocked her mouth.

With some people, you have to compete with her to see who is thick-skinned.

Aunt Ruan snorted.

Turned around and left.

Ruan Lan smiled at me apologetically.

Say to me: "I'll take you to the guest room."

"Okay."

I nodded.

On the way, we were relatively speechless.

The Ruan family’s yard was extremely large.

The corridor was extremely long, which made the silence between the two of them particularly torturous.

I endured it for a while and finally spoke first.

"By the way, you and Bai Ming'an" "Me and Ming An him" spoke at the same time.

Both of them were stunned when they interrupted each other.

In the end, Ruan Lan laughed and said quietly: "You go ahead and say it."

I nodded, but the words turned around involuntarily and asked her: "Before you and Bai Ming'an set off, is Song Li with you?"

Ruan Lan was stunned for a moment, then said: "No, Brother Song Li left early.

He has been worried about you since he received your text message.

Why, didn't you contact me on the way?"

Left early.

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No, no matter what, it won't be slower than Ruan Lan and Bai Ming'an who set off late.

What's even more confusing is that he never responded to my text messages.

However, I didn't express my worries.

Ruan Lan clearly had her own worries.

"Oh, he might be busy with something."

I said.

"It should be like this."

Ruan Lan gave a light smile.

The smile seemed to be floating on his face.

It only appeared for a second and then disappeared, followed by another long silence.

I couldn't help but beat the drum in my heart, I blame that damn Li Lin for just leaving.

Why did he say those words?

Fortunately, Ruan Lan happened to hear him.

Alas.

After hesitating for a long time, the person had already reached the courtyard of the guest room, and Ruan Lan finally plucked up the courage to speak.

"Ning Huan, you are a woman, can you tell me whether Ming An likes that person very much?"

I was startled when I heard this.

Under the summer sunshine, there was a big tree in the yard.

Its lush leaves blocked the eaves, blocking part of the sunlight.

The golden brilliance fell through the layers of leaves, scattered into light and shadow on the ground.

Ruan Lan shouldn't ask this question.

To be precise, she shouldn't ask me this question.

After all, in reality, I could be considered her love rival.

I scratched my hair awkwardly, looked down at my toes on the ground, and then turned to look at the scenery in the yard.

"Remember what I told you last time?"

Ruan Lan understood without thinking, with a hint of bitterness in the corner of her mouth, "Remember, you said that no matter what, my position in Ming'an's heart is as important as hers."

It's good if she knows.

I swallowed my saliva and prepared to lecture, but she interrupted me: "But that was before, I am now."

Her voice lowered, her broken hair stuck to her cheeks, and her already beautiful face became confused again.

Added a bit of softness.

She said in a low voice: "The more I love him, the less I can bear that he has another person in his heart, and I am still that person's substitute."

The warm wind blows, and the air is full of fresh smell.

There are thousands of women trapped in love in this world.

I can't comfort Ruan Lan, just as I, who was lovelorn at that time, couldn't accept comfort from anyone.

Lying on the bed in the guest room, I thought, she just needs time.

This matter is complicated to say, but it is quite clear when you think about it simply.

The story between Bai Ming'an and Ruan Lan happened in the past and no one can erase it.

Ruan Lan has only two choices: endure it or leave.

What would she think?

This is probably not an issue I can control.

After lying there for a while and waiting for Song Li's text message, I gradually fell asleep.

The dream was undercurrent, the sea water was beating against the rocks, and a man sat with his back on the shore.

He kept that posture for a long time without changing.

The sound of the sea was clear and clear.

Finally, he stood up, turned his head and smiled inexplicably at me, showing an elegant look.

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Open your face.

The next second, he made a sudden movement, turned over and jumped into the sea. thump.

I woke up suddenly, and a cold sweat broke out when I touched my forehead.

I leaned against the bed and panted slightly.

I actually had a nightmare in broad daylight, and it was Ruan Zhi who I dreamed about. what's going on I remembered what Ruan Zhi said before, that he wanted to die.

He couldn't help but frown.

Could it be that he had been thinking of committing suicide for a long time and that crashing a car was not his first attempt?

No way, I pinched a corner of the pillow.

I found that my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, as if something was about to happen.

No, I have to go out and take a look.

I got out of bed and walked through the corridors and alleys based on my memory.

There was no so-called servant cleaning the huge Ruan family house.

This strange phenomenon stayed in my mind for a short time and was forgotten.

Across the front hall, I carefully recalled the direction in which the Ruan family men took Bai Mingan.

Where is it?

Oh, it should be here.

I turned left and went forward, going around in circles.

After entering a courtyard, he found Ruan Zhi sitting on the railing.

I smiled happily and was about to call him: "Mr.

Ruan" what is that?

My eyes suddenly widened, damn it.

This guy is really planning to seek his own death.

I didn't have time to think too much and rushed over.

He jumped forward and knocked him down.

The two of them fell to the ground together, and even he felt dizzy from the fall.

Not long after we fell to the ground, a throwing knife fell from the upper railing of the walkway.

Stick straight into the soil.

I got up and glared at Ruan Zhi angrily: "Why are you so crazy?"

It wasn't enough to die once, but he came a second time, knowing that a flying knife was about to fall off.

He was still sitting in a dangerous place and even looked up I suddenly came to my senses: "That knife.

Could it have been you who shot it yourself?"

Damn it, you're mentally ill.

Ruan Zhi, who was knocked to the ground by me, lay there for a while, quietly listening to my rant.

When he heard my questioning words, he lightly twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he was saying a common thing: "Yeah, it was almost, really." pity."

He sighed slightly, and there was indeed a real regret in his eyes.

My anger suddenly rose.

I stood up and looked at him condescendingly, with undisguised contempt in my eyes.

"You are a big man with hands and feet.

You are so difficult to overcome.

Are you ashamed of trying to end your own life?

Have you ever thought about others?"

Although I am an orphan, it does not mean that I do not understand the emotions of family members.

If Ruan Zhi, a relative of the whole family, dies, Ruan Lan and the other elders will not have to cry to death.

"You failed the first time you crashed.

Do you know why?"

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I glared at him.

"This is God's revelation to you.

Even though you are a stupid pig, He still gives you a chance to live well.

Do you understand?

Live a good fucking life for me."

I yelled and scolded him, but his expression was very calm, but it seemed that my chest was rising and breathing unsteadily.

Looking at his indifferent look, I yelled at him angrily: "What are you looking at?"

If the previous curses were considered sincere, this last roar simply exposed my true nature, my complete shrew temperament.

Ruan Zhi was stunned for a moment, his expression stagnant for three seconds, and then burst into laughter.

"Hahahahahaha" he held his stomach and rolled on the ground, "Ning, Ning Huan, you are so, so funny.

I swear, you are the funniest person I have ever seen in my life."

""I stared at him with a dark face and an expressionless expression.

Finally, he had laughed enough.

He stood up and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

His temperament returned to elegance, "Ning Huan, you are really interesting.

If he chooses you instead of Lan Lan, maybe you will be happier."

"What?"

I was confused when I heard it, why did it involve Ruan Lan.

Facing my doubts, Ruan Zhi had no intention of answering.

Instead, he got up from the ground and sat back on the original railing.

He looked back sideways, pointed at the flying knife on the ground, and raised his eyebrows: "If I say, I want Jump down and pick it up, you probably won’t allow it.”

I narrowed my eyes and sat down next to him.

My back blocked his sight, so that he could not see the sharp weapon stuck in the mud.

My tone was cold, "I advise you not to do it."

I crossed my arms and said, "You probably don't want others to know your secret."

Ruan Zhi looked over in surprise: "You are threatening me."

I raised my eyebrows: "It's just a friendly reminder."

Ruan Zhi shook his head and smiled.

After a long moment, he sighed softly.

When he looked up again, his light brown pupils flashed with a little sparkle.

He looked at me expectantly and provocatively and said, "I have a bigger and more hidden secret." , do you want to know?”

I shook my eyebrows and said nothing.

Ruan Zhi continued talking to himself: "This secret has a lot to do with why I want to commit suicide."

The heat of the afternoon sun brings with it a sense of inertia, making your body weak and your head dizzy.

You are so lazy that you just want to find a place to lie down, without thinking about anything or doing anything.

And I, in the Ruan family's house, sat on a railing with a young man I had known for only a few hours, listening to him tell his story: "You know, I heard someone say in the past that the greatest blessing in life is That is to live a long life.

People’s pursuit of longevity is endless.

When I was a child, I heard that adults would kill each other in order to prolong their lives.

But, Ning Huan, do you know that immortality is not as beautiful as imagined, more often than not it is just a curse.

A curse that brings you endless pain.

The secret I'm about to tell you may sound ridiculous to others, but I know you won't.

Although Lan Lan didn't say it, Bai Ming'an's cold and withdrawn temperament was not something that people in ordinary professions would have.

I have lived two lifetimes and know a little bit about those things on the road.

Bai Ming'an's aura is very light, so I think he should be a ghost collector.

You said you were once his assistant, so you are no stranger to ghosts, gods and supernatural things.

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You are very good.

As of this year, my actual age is one hundred and eighty-four years old.

This life is already my second life in the human world.

In my last life, I lived to be one hundred and fifty years old.

By that age, all my family members and everyone I knew were dead.

I thought I would not die.

But something happened when I was one hundred and fifty years old.

There was a man He helped me, and I ended my long lonely life as I wished.

After waking up, I became a baby and started my second life in a brand new body.

So far, thirty-four years have passed. " Ruan Zhi's voice has always been very calm, with no ups and downs, no hesitation like narrating a story, and his attitude has always been controlled within the range of indifference.

Listening to the side, my heart was already in turmoil.

No matter how hard I tried, I would never have guessed this level.

He said before that he wanted to commit suicide because he had lived too long.

I always thought it was a pessimist who was not sick and was being pretentious.

Who would have thought There were too many curiosity and too many questions, but they took a back seat in the face of politeness and respect.

I suppressed it for a while and then asked cautiously: "You mean, you lived for a long time and died again, and then you still brought it with you."

Carrying the memory of the previous life” Ruan Zhi nodded and said warmly: "My situation is not considered rebirth.

My family members in my previous life were not these people."

"Oh."

I nodded vigorously as if I understood, and I felt a bit more sympathetic than surprised.

Chinese people often say that people can be reincarnated after death.

If you get a bowl of soup from Po Meng under the Naihe Bridge, drink it and you will be reincarnated.

Forget about the past and start over again after entering reincarnation.

Ruan Zhi's situation is really miserable.

As the only person who has lived for such a long time and carries the memories of his past life, I am afraid no one can understand the loneliness and depression he endured.

I nodded, suddenly remembered, and asked curiously: "By the way, you said there was a turning point when you were one hundred and fifty years old, and there was someone who helped you.

Who was it?"

Ruan Zhi's eyes lowered slightly.

When he raised them again, his eyes seemed to be much deeper.

He said darkly: "Ning Huan, one day, you will regret saving me

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