Opening his eyes, he saw Zhu Changle with an anxious look on his face.
"Little Niba, it's great that you're awake, eh, handsome guy Bai" What's going on?
What happened to me just now?
The white figure standing by the window turned around when he heard the sound.
Bai Ming'an's coolness in the backlight seemed to be tainted with a layer of warm yellow light, and he no longer looked so cold and unapproachable.
"Bai Ming'an" I yelled out, then my eyes lit up, and I suddenly remembered: "By the way, we have to go look for it on the mountain of the temple."
I was about to get up in a hurry, but Zhu Changle couldn't stop me: "Hey, little Niba, don't move."
An indifferent voice interrupted us: "No need."
Zhu Changle's gesture paused.
I was stunned and looked up at him: "What?"
He just said, no need "I said, I can go to the place where Song Li hides his body and soul by myself, and you two don't need to follow."
My pupils shrank, and I pressed my fingers on the bed involuntarily: "Why did I tell you this before?"
My words were cut off without mercy.
Bai Ming'an raised his brows slightly, with such a cold expression, it was like a layer of frost covering his face, and one more glance would make people feel chilled.
I pursed my lips slightly, remained silent for a second, and said to Zhu Changle, "Please go out for a while."
Zhu Changle was startled and nodded tacitly: "Okay."
Without asking any more questions, he carefully closed the door for us after going out.
Bai Ming'an and I were the only ones left in the room.
I took a deep breath and let it out gently, making sure my emotions were within a controllable range before I spoke: "Bai Ming'an, I want to know the reason."
You can't be fine one second and then decide the next action and we don't have to be involved.
You can't.
Why.
"The reason."
Bai Ming'an raised his tired black eyes and cast his gaze towards me.
In the past, I always felt that his eyes were as deep as stars, but today I realized that they were even more cold as cold stars.
A little bit, almost invisible, but impossible to ignore.
"Is this reason enough for you to call Song Li and tell the truth?"
My eyes suddenly widened, he, he actually knew I immediately thought of the scene where he suddenly appeared at the door when we were in the room.
He must have heard me at that time.
No, it wasn't like that.
I hurriedly explained: "No, Bai Ming'an, I'm not snitching, I just, just want to" Before I could finish my words, Bai Ming'an's eyes were cold and his tone was cold: "You don't have to explain, I don't blame you."
"No, I am Bai Ming'an" "Ning Huan, don't think of me as a fool.
I tell you clearly that I don't want Song Li to know about the current situation.
Just because you contacted Song Li regardless of my wishes, you have lost my trust.
I will not go on the road with an untrustworthy person.
I will walk this road by myself. " You have lost my trust.
I won't go out on the road with someone who isn't trustworthy.
This trip.
I'll go by myself.
If words could hurt people, I would have been deeply hurt by Bai Ming'an's words.
He spoke every word without a trace of blame, and even his voice did not have many ups and downs.
It was so powerful to listen to his ears.
The huge destructive power hit my heart.
After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the door indifferently.
I stood there blankly for a while.
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When I came to my senses and saw him leaving, I jumped away and chased after him.
I ran out of the door, stopped in front of him, and opened my hands to block his path: "Bai Ming'an, listen to my explanation."
I gasped slightly, and many rhetorical words began to pour out from my mind, saying what should I say.
What tone of voice can I use to prevent him from resenting me?
How much guarantee does it take to gain his trust again?
"Bai Ming'an, me" After careful consideration, I mustered up a strong tone and spoke.
The moment I spoke again, I could clearly see the determination and alienation deep in the depths of his eyes of the man opposite me.
Purposeful alienation.
My mind was shaken all of a sudden, and I blurted out: "You know" Bai Ming'an's eyes flickered slightly, he turned away, and was about to walk away from the side.
"Stop."
I stopped his escape abruptly and stood in front of him, our eyes facing each other.
I bit my lower lip and stared into his eyes without blinking.
"Bai Ming'an, tell the truth.
You know it, right?
You've always known it."
As he spoke, he was choked unconsciously, and his eyes felt as if there was sand in them.
He couldn't help but blink a few times, feeling a soreness in his nasal cavity.
"Bai Ming'an, you have always known that I like you."
The most difficult words have been spoken, and the rest will not be so tortured.
I took a breath: "You have always known my feelings for you, right?"
He didn't speak, and just looked at me with that calm and cold expression.
I suddenly became angry and yelled at him: "I'm asking you a question, isn't it?"
He still didn't answer.
My eyes couldn't stop blinking rapidly, just not wanting tears to fall.
At the same time, I murmured almost to myself.
"When did it start?
Was it recently, or was it longer?
Do you think I'm ridiculous?
Bai Ming'an, you've always known that I always thought I hid it well."
Thinking about it, I was deceiving myself.
Mingzhu and Song Li knew about it a year ago, and now a year later, even Zhu Changle, who we met not long ago, can see my feelings.
As smart as Bai Ming'an, it's ridiculous to me to think that he doesn't know anything.
Ning Huan, Ning Huan, what are you afraid of and what are you avoiding?
"I'll go find Ruan Lan."
When the name came out, I seemed to be struck by lightning.
I froze in place and stared at him in disbelief.
Bai Ming'an's face was cold, but he couldn't hide the determination in his eyes: "I will find her and save her, no matter how many times."
I blinked, opened my mouth, and found that I couldn't say a word.
"Ever since the Ruan family was killed overnight and more than a dozen members of the family disappeared, I swore to myself from that time on that no matter how far or how long I walked, I would find out clearly whether she was dead or alive.
Bring it back.”
Bai Ming'an rarely spoke in such long paragraphs, but this first time, I had a strong desire not to let him continue talking.
My lips trembled and I said, "Stop talking."
But he ignored it and continued: "I swore an oath and I kept it.
For six years, I collected ghosts on the road while asking about Ruan Lan and what happened to the Ruan family back then.
Ning Huan, you think I don't know about the Ruan family Are you using me?"
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He mentioned my name and I looked up at him.
His eyes were so deep and beautiful, but I felt so cold.
"I know, I knew it from the beginning.
But so what."
My body trembled.
"No matter what, I can't abandon Ruan Lan.
No matter how many times she becomes possessed, I will save her.
No matter how many times, I will save her."
I will rescue you no matter how many times.
The summer sunshine is gorgeous, and the summer wind blows into the house, causing the gauze curtains to flutter like a beautiful butterfly.
Bai Ming'an's back gradually moved away from me in this scenery.
It was only a few steps away at first, but it seemed that I could still touch him and get close to him if I stretched out my hand.
Then it became a few meters, a dozen meters, further, more and more distant.
My heart began to panic uncontrollably.
No, he is leaving, leaving with a decisive attitude "It's okay."
I ignored him and chased him like a burning flame.
Zhu Changle happened to be in the corridor, watching this scene in surprise.
"Bai Ming'an, listen."
I gasped, and with a determination and firmness that was no less than his, I told him word for word: "It doesn't matter, you can save Ruan Lan as many times as you want.
Then I will save you, no matter how many times.”
What's the big deal, you like her and you give everything for her, go ahead.
I will never stop it.
I just hope that there is a small place beside you for me.
Bai Ming'an, please let me save you.
My lips were dry, and I added with difficulty: "Just like what I did at the altar a year ago, if something happens to you, I will save you.
If you believe me, I could do it a year ago, and I can do it for you a year later."
"No need.
I don't need it, you don't deserve it."
Boom, something hit my heart hard, and the painful, long-lasting sound slowly dispersed deep in my heart.
No need. unnecessary.
Not worth it.
At this moment, time stopped.
Having betrayed the death penalty, I stood there, my breath forgotten.
Bai Ming'an left without even looking back.
"Little Niba."
Zhu Changle witnessed all this and walked towards me with a little caution.
I was dazed for a long time, and my eyes finally focused.
Looking at Zhu Changle in front of me, what appeared in front of me was Bai Ming'an's cold and indifferent face.
My heart hurt so much that I moved my lips and asked, "Tell me, what happened before I woke up?"
I have to know that I am not willing to give in.
Zhu Changle stared at me closely: "Little Niba, are you okay?
You look very bad.
Why don't I help you in first?"
"Hurry up!"
I closed my eyes and shouted.
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Zhu Changle was stunned for a moment, calmed down, and said to me: "I only remember that you went to see handsome guy Bai, and then you talked, and you just fainted when I passed by."
When she said this, she asked: "Do you have any impressions here?"
I blinked, as if for a moment: "Don't stop, keep talking."
"You fainted and I was very anxious.
I was about to call 120 for emergency treatment, but handsome guy Bai stopped me.
He" Zhu Changle's narration stopped and his expression became indescribable.
I was very annoyed when I heard the key point being interrupted: "Please tell me what's wrong with him."
Zhu Changle moved his mouth with some difficulty and said: "He stopped me and asked me to close the door.
I thought he knew some medical knowledge and wanted to save you, so I did it.
When I closed the door and came back, I saw him making a mark on his hand.
Kouzi, feed you blood."
She lowered her head with an incomprehensible expression: "He lets you drink his own blood."
What "Say it again" Zhu Changle raised her head and looked at me with mixed emotions in her eyes.
At this moment, I had no intention of distinguishing, I only cared about the answer from her mouth.
"In order to save you, he fed you and drank his blood."
Every word fell into my ears.
My pupils dilated, as if thousands of fireworks exploded in my mind, blooming with invincible brilliance in the night sky.
Bai Ming'an fed me and drank his blood.
Yes, it is.
My eyes lit up.
A year ago, the blood in his body was almost exhausted due to the curse of the death contract.
I kept transfusing blood to save him.
Calculating it this way, the blood in his body should be mixed with my blood, so it also contains the special healing power of my blood to a certain extent.
Yes, I discovered that my blood is special soon after I first met Bai Ming'an.
Ghosts are afraid of my blood, and Bai Ming'an, who woke up early after being disturbed from sleep, kept his body functions running normally by sucking my blood.
Bai Ming'an, who has always been cold in my eyes, is actually willing to do this for me I couldn't close my eyes for a long time.
After a while, a smile appeared on my lips, turned around and left.
Zhu Changle couldn't stop him, so he could only run after me: "Wow, if you say that, just run away, whatever are you going to do?"
"I'm going to chase him, Zhu Tou Le, he has my heart in his heart, I believe he cares about me," I said happily.
If it's completely heartless, why bother to fight like this?
His body was not in good shape after the soul transfer.
Qi Nanzhou's body and his own soul could not truly merge, and problems would inevitably arise in the long run.
But in this case, he still saved me.
Isn't this enough to explain anything?
I think it's enough.
"Oh, how could you tell that?"
Zhu Changle showed a hint of contempt: "Sister, I was watching the whole process.
That handsome guy Bai was cold to the end.
He rejected you from the beginning to the end.
He wanted to save that Sister Ruan.
How could you think that?
He cares about you."
I was stunned for a moment and retorted: "No, how can ordinary people use their own blood to save others?"
I didn't notice that Zhu Changle's face stiffened for a moment when he heard the word "blood", but he quickly answered me in a more contemptuous tone: "You idiot, didn't you just say it yourself, a year ago you didn't want to I rescued Handsome Bai with my life.
If something happens to you today one year later, I won’t allow Handsome Bai to retaliate and save you once.”
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My running pace gradually slowed down, and I finally stopped and looked back at her: "Are you telling the truth?"
Zhu Changle crossed his arms and told me seriously and calmly: "I didn't say that.
These are the facts you said yourself.
You know it in your heart, don't you?"
I blinked and started asking myself.
Yes, why isn't this the case?
Bai Ming'an is repaying his kindness.
How can I wishfully think that he really cares about me to do this?
The newly ignited fire of hope went out, and I was like a flower under the scorching sun, without nutrients and rain, and quickly withered.
"Hey, man, just look for me again.
You don't have to give up a forest for a piece of grass."
Zhu Changle patted my shoulder like a confidant and comforted me: "Little Niba, listen to my sister, you should" Before she finished speaking, I stood up and rushed out.
Zhu Changle chased after me and shouted: "Hey, what are you doing?"
"I don't care, I have to die, I understand."
It doesn't matter if he doesn't care, he doesn't care about me, can't I care about him?
Instead of living like this without getting better or worse, it would be better to find Bai Ming'an and die happily all at once: