If I abandon my past self, what will happen?
Is the price of abandoning my past self too high?
otbnkotgt Some people are willing to give up everything in order to become a dragon, and give up everything in order to become a higher and higher person in their dreams, just like those carps who desperately want to jump over the dragon gate, dreaming that one day they can jump over the dragon gate and become a flying person.
The giant dragon above the nine heavens, but is that what I want?
Do I want to be like that carp?
I asked myself softly, over and over again, the smile on my face gradually disappeared, staring at such a golden door representing great glory, isn't it the legendary Dragon Gate?
As long as I abandon my past self, I can walk into that door. , he will transform into a dragon when he comes out again.
However, I always feel that something is wrong; however, I always feel a little uneasy in my heart; but.
Why didn't I take that step forward.
Is it really good to become a dragon?
Although I am not a poor carp wandering in the pond, and I am not one of those fish that may be hunted anytime, anywhere, but am I really willing to become a dragon?
Growing up, I was a unique kid.
I loved fighting.
I love getting into trouble but I'm not a bad kid.
I can't get good grades but I can't stand seeing others being bullied.
I like to solve problems with my fists, so my teachers always say that I have no future.
I don’t have a wealthy family like Fatty.
Five years ago, I thought that my life would be working in a state-owned store and making candy triangles for others.
But today, five years later, I am standing here, standing in the ancient dragon treasure house that many people dream of visiting, witnessing things that ordinary people dare not even think about.
Everything I have experienced is something that many people will never be able to experience in their entire lives. past.
But I didn't come here because I wanted to be a dragon.
I can stand here because I always firmly believe that even if I am a gangster, even if I am just a mortal, I can still do things that others cannot.
Today, the Ancient Dragon Treasure House does not allow me to enter.
I can accept my fate, become a dragon, and become an existence like the real one, but I don't want to.
If the Ancient Dragon can enter here, then I can do it as a mortal.
He took a step forward and stepped into the huge warning area of the door again, with a determined light in his eyes.
The roar of the giant dragon sounded in my ears, and the will of the ancient dragons was expelling me, a little foreign human.
Insects and humans are the same existence in Gu Long's eyes, but I am a different insect.
He took a step forward again and shouted at the top of his lungs: "You don't want your treasure house to be polluted, but I tell you, today I am going in.
Not only will I go in, I will also take away your treasure.
I won't I surrender to you just as I will not surrender to my own destiny.”
The frontal pressure was very strong.
My feet were trembling slightly as I stepped forward, and blood was already flowing from both sides of my ears.
I raised my head, and the world I saw with my eyes was already red, and there was a huge purple light shining down in the sky.
It even passed through the bottomless Xuanhai Lake, penetrated the thick stone layer, and shone right on my face.
This was the favor of the Purple Star.
The moment I was illuminated by the purple starlight, I immediately felt much better.
The pressure on my body seemed to have been lifted off in an instant.
Even the roar of the ancient dragon in my ears gradually became lighter.
"I don't need it."
I raised my head.
This was the first time I refused the purple light shining on my head.
It seemed as if I was rejecting my own fate.
I don't know if there was an indescribable anger in my heart, more like anger.
"Growing up, I have always relied on myself, and I don't need to rely on you today.
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I can get through it."
It seems that if I accept the help of this purple starlight today, it will be against my own heart and my will.
I stopped where I was, not understanding why I wanted to fight against my fate, but my thoughts kept shouting in my heart, even covering up the roar of the dragon in my ears.
It seems to be some kind of inheritance, and it seems like some kind of process that I was destined to do this from the beginning.
It is more like I made a vow a long time ago that in this life, I will only be a little mortal.
Dragon roars, noisy roars, monsters roaring with all their might.
Those crazy inner fires burning in my heart seemed to be pushing me to the edge of collapse.
I felt that my soul and consciousness were being twisted and pulled layer by layer.
"It's not over yet, I have to walk over."
I walked forward with difficulty.
But it became increasingly difficult to see what was in front of me.
It seemed as if a gust of wind would blow me down.
Persistence seems to have become a burden at this moment.
Every step I take, I feel my feet are floating.
My mind is getting more and more confused.
I can't even see the specific things clearly in front of me.
All I could see was the hazy golden light.
Walking towards that golden light, I knew that every step forward would be victory.
As long as I keep going like this, one day I will reach the place I want to reach.
"Mortals have limits after all.
Why should you?"
A voice suddenly came from my ears.
I turned around and saw a vague figure standing next to me.
I couldn't see clearly, but it seemed to be someone I knew.
But how could this ghost place be?
Someone I know is here "Who?"
I asked embarrassedly.
"Mortals have limits after all.
You can only go so far, and you can't go any further.
Don't you understand that we're all here?
You can only go so far."
He whispered in my ear, It even feels like I'm talking to myself.
"Who are you?"
I asked tiredly, waving my arms to drive away the speaker in front of me.
"Abandon your mortal identity.
Didn't that old man already tell you the way to go in?
Become a dragon, no longer a human, a dragon that soars in the nine heavens and a human who can only walk in the world.
Which one is better and which one is worse, has settled down long ago.
Are you done?"
He was still talking to me and couldn't get rid of it, but every word seemed to be spoken in my heart.
"No, I'm not a dragon, I'm just a human.
I can do what a dragon can do," he roared stubbornly, like a child who didn't want to admit his mistakes because of a fight.
You may be considered a childish person when you are a child, but that kind of temper will never change throughout your life.
"Recognize the reality, people can only go so far, and the old man is going to die.
The four ghosts will not be able to stop Yunli, he will come here, and you will not be able to stop him by then."
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He did not touch him.
Touch me, and I can't touch him.
"Who the hell are you?
Stop it" I growled.
"Can't you hear my voice?"
I paused for a moment, then paused in surprise for a few seconds and shouted: "Hugo, is that you?
Are you Hugo?"
But the other party didn't answer.
The sound disappeared.
I staggered a step forward but fell to the ground.
I threw myself on the ground and it was difficult to get up again.
His arms were shaking slightly and he could no longer straighten his back.
The roar of the dragon became louder.
I was at the point where I could collapse at any time.
I didn't want to fall, I was afraid of falling.
Afraid of never getting up again.
Is this really all people can do?
Is this really the only thing that people can do?
I gritted my teeth, and the impulses hidden in my young heart kept telling me that people would definitely be able to defeat God, but they still couldn't stand up after all.
If you have fear in your heart, you will no longer be fearless and brave.
"Are we really going to stop?
I don't have much time left."
The struggle in my mind became more intense.
I looked at the hazy golden light in front of me, wondering whether I should abandon my identity as a human being.
Accept the fate of Ziweixing and become a lonely emperor.
I know that I am destined to be just a loser, because I will lose all courage, but I will still be cowardly and timid.
When I turned around, I saw a dark passage behind me, as if there was infinite light ahead and a dark abyss behind me.
I had no way out.
Slowly close your eyes and sigh deeply.
After all, you are still incompetent and weak.
The purple starlight shone on me, and I gave up all resistance and said softly: "If I were a dragon, although I could gallop up to the nine heavens, I would be destined to be under the sky, and I would never be able to stand up."
Dragons among men, people always like to compare the strong to dragons, but in my opinion, people should surpass dragons.
I don’t know when this idea originated in my heart, but it is still deeply rooted.
But today I have to go against my creed and finally take that step that I am unwilling to do.
"Do you give up now?"
Suddenly a hallucination came to my ears: