It's really a short life, I have died twice, or counting the time when Wan Jialin died, I have died three times in total. otbnkotgt Heaven has blessed me with great favors.
It allowed me to live three times, but I still couldn't live like a hero, and I was expected to be many, many times, and they said I should be like a master, and they told me.
How great my master is.
It's just that I haven't been able to be like them.
It's not that I don't work hard, it's that every time I have to face situations that I can't face.
White light flashed, the huge and empty grassland, there was no sky, and when I looked up, the sky was white.
There was a door in the distance, standing so abruptly that I knew who was behind it, and I knew that when I opened it, I would see him.
There was a man standing in front of him.
He has the same face as me, but with a completely different personality, and he is also looking at me, and his eyes are not unfamiliar.
They told me that I represented good and he represented evil.
We are different sides of one body and one soul, we represent the two sides of human nature, and only after merging can we open that door, can we see our true destination, can we see our true appearance.
"You've made your own decisions again."
He said to me.
"I don't have a choice."
I replied calmly.
"No, you have, you can choose to live for yourself, you can choose to give up to save it.
You can choose to save your life. ” He shouted to me.
"That's your choice, not mine."
I said calmly.
"I Am You" He roared loudly.
But I shook my head and said, "That's what they say, they say I'm you, they say you're me."
They say we are good on one side and evil on the other, they say you are evil, they say I am good.
But it has always seemed to me that I am me, you are you, and we are not alone.
My name is Wan Lin, your name is Wan Jialin, I was born in this world, a child who was abandoned by his parents and displaced since childhood.
Your name is Wan Jialin, you were born in that world, you are an orphan, and you were accepted as an apprentice by Duanmusen.
It's not because we have the same body, we have the same soul, we're just one person.
We come from different worlds, and before we met, all we had were our own memories, so, we were two people. ” He was stunned for a moment, and then sneered: "Then don't you want to merge with me, what's the matter, it's not the first time you've shot at me, and I also hope to make a conclusion as soon as possible."
Anyway, when we merge today, we will have to open that door and end our lives.
However, there is one thing you said wrong. ” I asked curiously, "What" He pointed to the closed door and said, "You and I don't really exist, he's the only one who exists."
You and I are not human."
I smiled, raised my head to look at the white sky, couldn't help but redden, and then slowly opened my arms, closed my eyes, and whispered, "Today, I choose to give up." ” At this moment, Wan Jialin on the other side was stunned for a moment, and only after a while did he ask: "You, what did you say?"
He is ready to fight me, and he will disappear anyway, so he can let go of his hands and feet and release the last of our glory in the big war, but what I said is very different from what he thought.
I slowly lowered my head, opened my eyes with a smile, and whispered, "I said I give up, fulfill you, fulfill him, and fulfill all those who want me to be perfect." ” Wan Jialin looked at me, didn't say anything for a long time, and then suddenly sneered: "It's really funny, are you doing this to prove that you are kind?"
But then I was heard to say, "Actually, it's not that you're wrong, it's that the world is wrong."
Actually, it's not that you want to kill them, it's that you can't help yourself.
Actually, you've always wanted to save that world, right?"
When Wan Jialin heard this, he was stunned again, looking at me and not speaking for a long time, that expression was like a child who had been forgiven, he wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak for a long time.
Actually, there is no such thing as good and evil, there is no such thing as right and wrong, they say you are wrong, they say what you should do, you just don't want to follow their words.
You want to save the world in your own way, you want to prove that you are Duanmusen's apprentice in your own way, you just want to use your own ideas to change that chaotic world.
Neither you nor I can become the second Duanmusen, nor can we be a savior like Luo Yan.
You are a petty liar on the streets of Beijing, and I am just a petty lifemaster running on the side of the road in Changchun.
Because we are his disciples, the world wants us to be strong, to be righteous, and to be the savior of their hearts.
It's just a pity that you're not, and neither am I.
So, you're not wrong, they're not wrong, it's the world that's wrong. ” I whispered, still smiling, and in these last moments, I gave up all resistance and said all my words.
I opened my arms again, closed my eyes, and waited silently, waiting for the moment when my consciousness disappeared, waiting for the moment when I was absorbed, but alas, I couldn't take another look at the blue sky.
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But fortunately, when Shaodian wakes up, they will think that Shaodian is Wanlin.
Wan Jialin walked over step by step, I could hear his breathing, very chaotic and cramped, he should have walked in front of me, did not speak, but looked very nervous.
I wait, I prepare, this time no one will save me, because my soul will not perish, only consciousness will disappear, just the fusion of human nature, just the disappearance of a thousand forests His hand was gently on my shoulder, I didn't open my eyes, there was a wind blowing, but I didn't understand why there was wind in such a place, but the wind blew across my face, it felt soft and comfortable.
The next second, he hugged me gently, very gently, very comfortable, without force, I opened my eyes, his ears were close to mine, I opened my mouth and asked, "What's wrong?"
It's just that he hasn't spoken, on this imaginary grassland, in the wind, under the white sky, there is no sun, no moon, no stars, no one, only me and him.
"From the moment my godfather and godmother were killed, I knew that my world had completely collapsed.
Fu Xi came to me, and he said that as long as I killed everyone, Duanmusen would appear and restore the original face of this world.
He told me that this is the only way to get him back and save his godfather and godmother.
So I went on a killing spree, and so I destroyed a lot of my elders and friends whom I feared, and I had blood on my hands, and I couldn't sleep, because every time I fell asleep, I dreamed of their faces.
They told me that it was just because I failed to pass the test of the second stage of the Heavenly Dao, that they said that I was evil, that I was created by demonic nature, and that they said that I was wrong.
I've been lonely all these years.
Actually, I just want someone to understand me.
Unexpectedly, the person who understood me in the end was you, and it could only be you.
I have always refused to admit it, but today, in the last moments, I must say to you" He whispered in my ear, "Thank you, but let me fulfill you, because" Then, a gust of wind blew, and only I could hear the words clearly, the grassland was swaying, and he slowly dissipated in the wind in the whole imaginary world, on the empty earth.
I closed my eyes and tilted my head slightly, I still couldn't help but have tears flowing down, I felt that the lost humanity was slowly recovering, I felt that my soul was becoming fuller, but I felt so heartbroken that I shed tears.
It is said that the Heavenly Dao separates all the evil thoughts of a person, shapes these evil thoughts into human nature, and tears apart a person's soul.
Wan Jialin is my evil side, I am his good side, but today my evil side sacrificed himself and completely fulfilled me.
There is no absolute evil or absolute good in the world, I tilted my head, his last words still echoing in my ears, I slowly turned my head to look at the door, it was time to open it, and finally it was time to complete the last step.
I walked towards the gate, without hesitation and steadfastly.
The wind seemed to be still passing Wan Jialin's last words.
He whispered something in my ear.
"You are worthy of being his apprentice, my most beloved apprentice of Duanmusen":