After the death of a girl who liked to walk late at night, he was depressed for a while.
A faint, unquenchable grief enveloped him like smoke, but he knew that it was not the right attitude, or rather, it was not the right attitude towards death.
You should cry, you should be sad, you should be nostalgic, you should feel a kind of regret that you don't want to believe every time you think about it, but none of this is there.
In his mind, it was just that sudden realization: Oh, she's dead.
So much for.
Then, a faint cloud of smoke followed, silently covering the heart with a thin veil, lingering like a maggot on the tarsal bones.
She's dead.
That's it.
The reason he became friends with her was because they both had similar feelings, or because of similar situations and overlooks, although he did not understand the other's past.
However, they are also different, he longs for every glimmer of warmth and light in the darkness and loneliness, but she gradually allows herself to sink into the abyss, refusing any salvation.
It's like two poles on the same magnet.
This is something he only figured out after the girl's death.
Of course, it would be despicable to say that she refused to redeem because of the other party's death, but the truth should be the same, he had tried to reach out to her, even if he could not do enough as an immature teenager, but he did reach out to her, but she waved it away lightly, and it was true.
So after she died, he just felt faintly, she sank under the boundary between life and death, went to the abyss she wanted to go to, and then the memory also left with her departure, as if everything that belonged to her went where it should have been, but that was not the direction that a normal person should have.
He remembered the efforts he had thought about, and remembered that he might have romantically wanted to love her, but for such a person, after her death, he never missed her, never needed her exactly, never hoped "Oh, it's all fake, she'll be in front of me again the next moment."
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel sad.
Or maybe there is no one in the world who really depends on you.
He thought.
However, it was really just a sixteen-year-old boy's hypothesis about the new words, and he realized it at this moment.
As night fell, the half-circle moon shone faintly silver in the sky, and the sky was full of unknown constellations, undulating grass, and deep woods.
All this made him extremely irritable.
Xiaoxue still hasn't returned.
In the past ten days, she didn't go out much, most of them went out to get some food, picked some fruits and came back to Tang Yi, when she went to the stream, she would always pull Tang Yi together, and unconsciously let Tang Yi's eyes eat ice cream, and then became horny, but no matter when she went out, she would definitely come back in the evening, and ask Tang Yi for warmth and pestering at night.
The days in the forest are leisurely and relaxed, and there will be something very stressful for her to do, and the answer is, of course, no.
So, did she have an accident With such worries, Tang Yi walked around the cave anxiously, and for the first time found that he was so attached to someone.
The male wolf of the two wolves, "Nujia", had already gone out to forage for food, and the female wolf "Storm" was leisurely lying at the entrance of the cave basking in the moon, looking up from time to time to look at Tang Yi walking around, as if he was still wandering outside the cave at this time.
Tang Yi thought that it would be good if he could communicate with it, but seeing that it was not worried about Xiaoxue's situation, it looked lazy, or nothing would happen.
Let's hope nothing happens Thinking like this, he didn't go back to the cave until late at night to sleep, but he still tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, thoughts and anxiety would make the time longer, who said that now he really wants someone to knock him unconscious, until Xiaoxue comes back.
I don't know when I finally lost consciousness, it was noon when I woke up, and there was still no trace of Xiaoxue, Nujia probably came back and went out again, Storm was sleeping, he ate a fruit, but it was tasteless.
This anxious wait ended in the evening, when he stood at the mouth of the cave and watched the silver-haired girl dragging something out of the woods and throwing an innocent smile at him.
He suddenly felt that he looked very much like Wangfu Stone, but, that's it.
The hanging heart finally settled, he only felt a burst of relief, walked in front of her with as steady a step as possible, and hugged Xiaoxue tightly before she could make any moves "Ahh Xiao Xue was holding something in her hand, but it was inconvenient to hug it back, but she also knew that this was the other party's way of showing affection, so she laughed in his not wide arms, and waited until Tang Yi let go of her, and then raised the things in her hand in front of him like a treasure.
"Ahh A large, green camouflage military backpack that looks even bigger than Xiaoxue's upper body.
Tang Yi has been thinking about getting this backpack back in the past few days, but just now he only had Xiaoxue who had traveled all the way in his eyes, and he completely ignored what she had in her hand.
Taking the backpack with both hands, he finally understood that the way he looked at the cliff in the past few days had fallen into Xiao Xue's eyes, and guessed his general mood, so he deliberately went back to the cliff and brought things back for him.
Thinking of this, his eyes were a little moist, and then he realized that there was something behind Xiao Xue, which was the green tent.
The tent could have been folded up, but Xiaoxue naturally didn't know how to operate, and it must have been extremely hard to drag it back all the way at this time.
Tang Yi took Xiaoxue's hand, only to find that there was a bloody wound on her finger, which had already ended at this time.
"Ahh Noticing Tang Yi's puzzled gaze, Xiao Xue pointed to the tent that had been dragged into a ball with some grievances, Tang Yi gently opened the tent, and the shape was fierce and refracted a golden light in the sunlight, and the complex patterns on it flowed as if there was life, obviously Xiao Xue was scratched by this knife.
Taking out the band-aid he carried with him from his backpack, he pulled Xiaoxue to the stream to clean the wound, and then put the band-aid on his finger and circled it, although it was no longer bleeding, it was always better than nothing, and Tang Yi could only use this method to show his concern.
Facing the light of the setting sun, Xiaoxue raised her fingers that were wrapped in a circle, and looked at the yellow band-aid curiously, her expression was innocent and pure, Tang Yi knew that it was impossible for him to forget this girl in his life, she was not like that her, if Xiaoxue died one day, he would probably die too.
Yes, he was in love with her ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ At night, a fire lit up on the meadow.
Storm and Nujia were a little afraid of this glowing thing, and grinned at Tang Yi for a long time, and Xiaoxue calmed down for a long time before stopping.
Xiaoxue was also afraid, but she didn't stop Tang Yi's behavior, she just watched curiously from a distance.
Tang Yi pulled her over, and it took a lot of effort to make her understand that as long as she didn't come into direct contact with the flames, she would be fine, and after a while, Xue'er excitedly picked up a large pile of branches from the woods, and occasionally threw one into the campfire, looking at the flames, and let out a silver bell-like laugh.
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Soon after, Nujia brought a few small animals in the woods and prepared them for today's dinner, but Tang Yi took one away.
This dangerous behavior of "taking food from the wolf's mouth" did not make the two giant wolves feel angry, and only yelled at him a few times when Tang Yi pulled Xiaoxue away and prevented her from eating, but under Xiaoxue's comfort, he finally calmed down.
Tang Yi took the corpse of the small animal that had been bitten to death, found some mud from a low-lying mud on the edge of the meadow, and threw it into the campfire.
Xiaoxue watched his series of behaviors curiously, then sat on the side and played with fire, touching her stomach aggrievedly from time to time.
Tang Yi took out some unfinished biscuits from his backpack, Xiaoxue ate this thing for the first time, and felt very fresh, so she turned her resentment into joy.
Tang Yi sorted out the backpack, in fact, there were not many things, a few clothes, sleeping bags, towels, toothpaste and toothbrushes, bank cards, scabbards, lighters, compasses, flashlights, a game console, mobile phones and chargers, and even a pack of MSG and a pack of salt, Tang Yi didn't understand what kind of mood he was in with these two things, could it be that he had expected to get lost in the mountains In addition, there were not many biscuits and snacks left, seeing that Xiaoxue liked to eat, he took them all out and gave them to her, thinking that it would not be tomorrow morning, there would be no left.
Tang Yi had participated in several barbecue activities before, such as using clay to roast a chicken called a flower chicken, and this time it was not bad, although the appearance of the animal had been burnt, but the inside was full of aroma, sprinkled with some salt, but MSG could not be added.
He gave the half-that seemed to be better to Xiao Xue, Xiao Xue He had eaten baked food, and after gobbling it up, he looked at Tang Yi with a look of admiration and satisfaction.
After eating, Tang Yi didn't feel sleepy, hugging Xiaoxue to watch the stars on the grass, because of the change of mood, the starry sky also became charming, in the past, he would feel that it was idiotic behavior for two people to hug each other and look at things flashing and flashing in the sky.
"Tell you, when I was a child, I used to learn to look at constellations, and my father let me learn it, and at that time I didn't understand what the use of learning that thing was, and then I once gave my grandfather a birthday, and my mother came back, and talked to some of her friends in the room, and my father once learned to look at constellations, and when I was dating my mother, it was once considered one of the most romantic things, and my mother had broken up with my father for several years when I talked about it, and I still disdainful of things that should be disdained, and said that men actually went to learn that kind of thing, what a sissy, I used to be deceived by him to the point that my father asked me to learn that kind of thing, it turned out to be so popular with girls, of course, it was not to predict the Great Flood, but romance is never about looking at horoscopes" "But even if it's considered a sissy, I still learn stargazing well, of course, it's useless now, but the teacher is very interesting, the so-called stargazing, is to learn to separate the sky like a cake, and then eat a very big cake that he pushed up at the time, dark cream chocolate cake, with stars on it, he cut the whole cake in the way of assigning constellations, and said that we ate the northern hemisphere today because of that, we learned very well, but then this skill did not play any role in my life” "But the teacher was a pervert, and then he went to jail, and was sentenced to life imprisonment for murder, and we later learned that he killed the bride at his boyfriend's wedding, of course, not to kill himself, but he was a man" "That's it, when I was a child, I came into contact with a lot of abnormal people, whether it was my father's friend or my mother's friend, they each had a brilliant career, and they had an enviable appearance, maybe in the eyes of outsiders, the model of a normal person is like this, but I can see at a glance the mutation in them, their behavior, their smile, hypocrisy, psychopath, and shamelessness, theoretically, normal people should not be like this" "Relatively speaking, Xiaoxue, that teacher is much more normal.
And you are an angel my most cherished angel" He put his chin on Xiao Xue's silver hair and rubbed it gently, Xiao Xue made a soft sound of "En", of course she didn't understand, she became a little confused because of sleepiness, and then lay on him to find a more comfortable position, and closed her eyes slightly.
"Heh" Tang Yi laughed, "Sing you a song, my angel was a child, I learned these things, and I won an award for singing."
Then, the soft melody began to sound.
"The dark sky is low Bright stars follow each other Bugs fly, bugs fly Who are you missing?
The stars in the sky weep The roses on the ground withered The cold wind blows, the cold wind blows As long as I have you with me Insects fly, flowers sleep One pair after another is beautiful I'm not afraid of getting dark, I'm just afraid of heartbreak It doesn't matter if you're tired or not Regardless of the southeast, northwest, and north."
The melody reverberated softly in the night sky, turning into a refreshing tenderness, the night wind caressed the low grass, the stars warmed the eyes, the two giant wolves rested quietly on the side, the girl slept in the arms of the singing man, and let out a low whisper: "Hmm" The boy was slightly stunned, and then, a soft smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and a gentle kiss was imprinted on the girl's forehead Attached is the audition link of Bug Fly: Nostalgic for that innocent world
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