She felt that her nerves could no longer control any of her bones, and she used all her thoughts to force herself to open her eyes.
She turned her head slightly and looked around.
What she saw was a messy and miserable place with tattered clothes.
Throw it on the corner of the bed, on the ground It's enough to imagine how tragic the battle last night was My first night was gone, and even the dazzling bright red on the white sheets underneath me was mocking my own brokenness and sadness.
She recalled the scenes at yesterday's dinner party, vaguely but still fresh in her memory.
Last night was the graduation dinner of their H University design department.
She looked at the colorful wine bottles on the table, and still remembered that the last time she drank, Chen Chen kept holding back the wine for her until she suffered stomach bleeding and was sent to the hospital.
She thought that after that time, she would never touch alcohol again.
But this night she drank an entire bottle by herself and was still sitting here honestly.
It turns out that weak women without anyone to protect them are the men within themselves.
From now on, no one will stop drinking for her.
From high school to college, the seven-year long-distance love race failed to withstand this final test.
The love she had always believed in, and the whole world she had always protected, were shattered into pieces at this moment, causing pain in her chaotic mind.
"Xixi, I like you very much, can you be with me?"
"Xixi, I don't want to be separated from you.
How about we go to the same university?"
"Xixi, don't be afraid, I'll help you."
The promises she once made all turned into sporadic memories, and the warmth she once felt turned into the howling wind, leaving ravines in her heart.
Over the years, she has carefully maintained her feelings and tried her best to understand his feelings.
In her eyes, he has always been humble and considerate.
She has never seen any bad habits of the young master.
He is gentle to her and takes care of her distressed family.
He is very kind to her.
She was so kind that she was willing to do anything for him.
Until yesterday, he still cared for her as usual and said he would go back with her to see his family after graduation.
But just before eating, he asked her to go out.
It was the first time she saw him smoking.
His movements were so skillful that it was definitely not the first time.
In front of her, he stretched out two fingers and pinched it with his own hands.
He smashed the burning red heart, put out a hot cigarette butt, and looked at himself with contempt.
He said, Luo Xi, you have never really understood me.
What you see is not the real me.
I am with you just because you are good-looking.
I have never broken up with you just because I pity you.
You, on the other hand, should be grateful that I have helped your family so much.
My mother scolds me all day long because of all the bad things in your family, but I don’t care about you.
We have been together for such a long time, and we can easily break up, and no one will do it in the future.
Don't bother anyone.
She was speechless as she listened to his words.
She had nothing to argue with or fight for.
Apart from the feelings she had always poured into her, Chen Chen was giving everything else.
She had no reason to beg him to stay.
Looking at his back as he left decisively, she realized that it turned out that she had always been a clown in his eyes.
When she liked it, she would call him for fun, and when she didn't like it, she would ridicule him at will.
He was the one who paid to watch the show, so he could He was also the one who called it quits at any time.
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He was the successor of the prestigious Chen Securities Company.
He could get any woman.
How could she be so delusional to believe that he could be as single-minded and whole-hearted to her as he seemed on the surface?
How could a family background like my own be worthy of him?
Through his blurred tears, he saw Chen Chen at the other table raising a glass to invite his classmates.
His face was full of his usual handsomeness.
Unintentionally, he saw Luo Xi's tears streaming down his face.
Chen Chen's face flashed with a trace of With inaudible disgust, he immediately turned his eyes to Mei Qin, who was dressed coquettishly tonight.
His eyes couldn't help but exude a gentle and ambiguous atmosphere, just like the way he looked at her back then.
She looked at his expression carefully, not wanting to give him another chance to hurt her, so she gritted her teeth and turned back.
"Did you see that?"
Cheng Sisi said cruelly, "Don't mess with yourself because of him.
With your drinking capacity, you'd better stop drinking.
I'm really afraid that you won't be able to wake up if you fall asleep tonight."
She sniffed hard through her clogged nose and picked up the tea cup erratically.
"Who is this?
She's so drunk.
Isn't this the beauty of our class?
Why don't you come and have a drink with you if you're not in a good mood?"
Chu Lilian walked over with a wine glass in his hand, a look on his face The unruly.
"Don't drink if you're not good at drinking.
It's really shameful to drink like this."
Mei Qin walked over and made sarcastic remarks at some point.
Today she was wearing a bright red tight-fitting butt-hugging skirt, and her curves made it irresistible to men.
Mei Qin has always regarded Luo Xi as her mortal enemy.
She is a truly rich girl, but she, Luo Xi, is obviously a country bumpkin, but the things she designs are always popular with people.
The relationship in the family is messy, but there are so many men who are fascinated by her. .
"You guys should stop looking for trouble.
If you don't say a few words, you will die."
Cheng Sisi quickly supported her and defended her.
"I just don't want to see Miss Luo drinking alone.
Why are you so mean?
You don't look like a woman at all."
Chu Lilian said with a ruffian look on his face.
"Don't you want to drink water?
Come on, I'll pour it for you."
As he said that, he poured a glass of boiled water into the wine glass in his hand and handed it to her.
She felt that the alcohol was starting to hit her, so she took it and drank it in one gulp.
She has no memory of what happened after that.
But she knew clearly that she had lost her lover of seven years and her precious first time.
After graduation, she really couldn't take anything with her.
She endured the pain between her legs, reluctantly climbed out of bed, and walked into the bathroom.
She looked at the deep and shallow marks on her body and scrubbed with all her strength.
She wished she could peel off a layer of her tender skin, and her tears and The sprayed water droplets blend together and are indistinguishable from each other After a long period of venting, Luo Xi came out wearing a bath towel.
Luo Xi lowered his voice and asked softly: "Ahem, is there anyone there?"
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No one answered.
Luo Xi walked back and forth in the room.
This room was really big.
It had a living room, bedroom, bathroom, and study. aa2705221: