"If you need help," Jian Qing tried to say.
"No need, Jian Qing," Luo Xi rejected his kindness without thinking, "Thank you, but I think I'd better go find it myself."
She hoped that after she left this time, she would never see or have any contact with anyone related to Jing Mohao.
No matter how grateful she was to him.
Jian Qing heard what she said so simply and couldn't say anything else, so she had to give up, "Okay, just pretend I didn't say anything."
"Thank you anyway."
Luo Xi looked up at him this time, sincerely.
Jian Qing spread his hands and said that he couldn't help.
"Then I'll go downstairs first.
Please take good care of Jing Mohao."
Luo Xi stood up.
"Hao is my brother, I will definitely do my best," Jian Qing also said very sincerely.
Luo Xi nodded gratefully to him, turned around and went out.
Jian Qing suddenly said, "By the way, Luo Xi, there is one more thing I need to figure out."
"What?"
Luo Xi just stopped and did not turn around.
Jian Qing spoke directly, "When Hao was suffering from poison before, no matter how painful and unbearable he was, he could concentrate on dealing with it.
Logically speaking, if something hadn't distracted him, the poison would not have been so easy to control.
Therefore, what I need to confirm now is whether the poison in his body is more serious than before.
I wonder if you still remember what happened when he was poisoned this time and caused him to lose his mind." distractions What happened when he let toxicity control his sanity?
Luo Xi lowered his eyes, trying to search for clues in the chaotic memory just now.
She remembered the first time she was saying "she is Luo Xi" and "she fell in love with him" The second time was when he saw himself injured Every time he recalled something, Luo Xi's fingers clenched tightly.
Finally, his eyes turned blank and he quietly closed his eyes.
It turns out that it was all about himself that distracted him.
It turns out that it was all because of himself that he was swayed by the poisonous demon.
It turns out that he cares about himself so much in his heart Jing Mohao, why do you care about me?
Why should you care about me, a stupid woman who brings you danger and disaster again and again?
Why do you make me feel that you are a special person to me, but you still force me to give up on you and leave you?
You always say that I am cruel and stupid.
Why don't you look at yourself.
You are simply more cruel and stupid than me Luo Xi clenched her fists tightly, and the sharp pain in her palms made her understand better how hurt her heart was at this moment.
The saddest thing in the world is when you meet someone special and realize that you can never be together.
Sooner or later, you have to give up.
"Luoxi, forget it if you can't think of it."
Jian Qing saw her struggle, and he could guess her answer even if she didn't say it.
In this world, besides herself, no one else could make Jing Mohao lose control.
The purpose of his asking this question was not to hear her answer at all, he just wanted to help her see a fact clearly.
If she still insists on leaving, it can only be said that they are not destined to be together.
Luo Xi didn't speak.
She took a deep breath, suppressed the tears in her eyes, and swallowed them alive.
She slowly opened her eyes, stepped out, walked down the stairs without will control, and locked herself in the guest room downstairs, cutting off all communication with the outside world
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