Chapter 1172 Although forgetting is such a painful thing In Huanyun Castle.
Luo Xi buries himself in a pile of unknown herbs every day, carries them, grinds them, homogenizes them, and then falls asleep.
There seems to be no day or night here, no gender, no language, and no oppression of any kind.
It seems that except for feelings, you can do whatever you want, and no one forces you to do anything.
But without feelings, no matter what you do, what’s the point?
For a month, Luo Xi has been suppressing the desire for emotion from the bottom of her heart.
She numbs herself with the tedium of life.
She walks with her head down every day, preventing herself from looking at the faces that bring back too many memories.
She gradually calmed down and let the seemingly clean soil here bury the rugged bottom of her heart, turning into a thick layer of dust.
She is a person who has lost her memory more than once.
She has deeply experienced the feeling of not knowing everything.
Probably because of such an experience, she seems to be able to have more control over her memory.
Although forgetting is such a painful thing.
One day, Luo Xi pounded all the herbs in his hand into powder and poured them into a porcelain jar nearby.
When he looked up, he found that the people around him had turned into various shapes.
It’s no longer the same cold and sad thing.
Luo Xi wanted to be happy, but she was not in the mood to be happy at all.
Yes, you can’t even see their faces, what’s there to be excited about?
She thought that after overcoming her psychological barriers, she would be able to break through the illusion and see some real scenes.
Unexpectedly, apart from the appearance of these people, the other scenes are still passers-by, but they still exist realistically.
In this magical cloud scene, the true and false, the false and the false, the real and the unreal are really unpredictable.
Who knows whether what you are seeing now is reality?
But at least she can now control herself from being controlled by their machinations.
Keeping her head clear at this moment is more important than anything else.
Although I don’t know how long I have been here, every time I feel sleepy, I will dip my fingers into some blue herbs and put a dot on my trouser legs.
She hasn't shown her pregnancy yet, and she doesn't feel tired even though she works non-stop.
This makes her wonder whether she is really pregnant from time to time.
Seeing time passing by, I don't know when my days like this will end.
Are those people watching me intently in some corner now?
Are they waiting for me to give birth to a child before threatening me?
Just when someone's name was about to flash in his mind, Luo Xi suddenly stopped thinking, not to let his newly calmed heart ripple again.
I dusted myself off, put some dye on my fingers, and prepared to find a room to lie down for a while.
Just as he was about to go out, he happened to see someone coming in at the door.
Luo Xi looked up casually and almost screamed.
How could it be him why is he here He adjusted his expression almost instantly so as not to reveal any clues.
The man opposite no longer has a fashionable red hairstyle, but has long since changed to smooth chestnut brown hair, and has become much calmer.
The two of them were like two strangers meeting each other on a narrow road.
They nodded to each other and walked past each other.
Just at the moment when the corners of his clothes rubbed against each other, Luo Xi calmly applied the dye that had not yet dried on his fingers to Ling Feng's sleeves very quickly.
From the look in the eyes of the man opposite, Luo Xi knew clearly that he had not mistaken the person
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