"It's not like you go out and grab a random person and ask them if they think Lin Susha is a useless person who can't do anything.
"Who says you are a waste?
If you think that a woman who cannot fly over walls is a waste, almost all women in the world are waste.
If you think that a woman who cannot have children is a waste, then Lin Susha, I really misjudged you.
"Jian Qing said word by word, beating Lin Susha's broken heart.
Seeing that she was silent, Jian Qing slowly straightened up, sat beside her, let her lean against him, and continued, "I know you are competitive."
"Who is competitive?"
Lin Susha was not convinced.
Jian Qing trapped her hands and continued her words, "If you are afraid of others comparing with you, then we will not go out and I will stay here with you."
"Who wants to live here with you forever?
Am I, Lin Susha, a person who can endure loneliness?"
Jian Qing was slightly helpless and coaxed, "Do you still feel lonely with me by your side?"
Lin Susha was silent for a while, then said with great difficulty, "What if I insist on leaving?"
"Then I'll wait for you here until you come back."
"Mr.
Jane, why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?"
"Actually, I have always wanted to be nice to you, but I have never been able to lose my dignity.
Moreover, I have always refused to convince myself to understand you.
It was not until you bravely stood in front of me that I truly faced myself.
In fact, I have always cared about you."
"Really?"
Lin Susha's fingers felt numb, but she still pretended to be calm and nodded the back of her hand.
Jian Qing replied in a calm voice, "Yes."
"Then tell me what you like about me."
She has nothing now, she is weak and has a bad temper, but he wants to talk about what he likes about herself.
"I like you," Jian Qing said hesitantly, "you are good in bed."
"Well, what did you say?
Say it again.
Qingqing, did I hear you correctly?"
Lin Susha stretched her neck and leaned towards Jian Qing's mouth.
Jian Qing couldn't stand herself anymore, so she stretched out her hand to push her into the quilt as if to escape, and said ascetically, "You really should go to sleep."
Although Lin Susha couldn't move, she still refused to give up her struggle, "Qingqing, I really didn't expect you to be such a sullen person.
If I had known you liked this, I would have sneaked out a few more times to look for you."
Jian Qing's eyes stopped on her face for a second, then he reached out to cover her eyes, sealed her lips with his lips, forced her to be quiet, and whispered, "That's enough, you've done enough."
Lin Susha finally closed her eyes, adjusted her breathing, and suddenly spoke again, "Qingqing, have you really decided to be with me?"
Why was she not so sure after hearing what he said?
Maybe in her mind, the scene with him was too illusory.
Although this was what she had been striving for, tempting, and even forcing, she never seemed to have thought that he would really agree.
What she thinks about every day when she opens her eyes is how to find him, how to entangle him after finding him, and how to make him accept her.
Even she herself didn't know where she got such strong energy.
Whether it was after sweat-soaked training, a long journey through mountains and rivers, or after being ruthlessly destroyed by the empire's inheritance system, whenever she thought of Qingqing's face, she would immediately wake up.
Feeling refreshed and full of fighting spirit
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