I curiously opened the work manual.
The handwriting inside was already dimmed in beige, but the words were still clearly legible.
On May 20, 1958, I was transferred from my university to the 969 Research Institute to engage in geological exploration, and to detect underground mineral resources buried all over the country for the country.
This was a job of supreme honor.
Page 2: According to the requirements of the organization, I cannot contact anyone outside, including everyone, even my closest family members and faculty colleagues in the university, as well as my most beloved old president.
To be able to get this transfer, Thanks to the old principal’s recommendation, but now I can’t even contact him.
The organization asked me to forget my name and only gave me a number.
When I turned to the third page, I was dumbfounded.
I thought it was a page jump, but after checking carefully, I found that there was no page jump.
The date on the third page was March 15, 1967.
Why did this diary jump so many years ago?
I suddenly had a suspicion in my mind that for some unknown reason, this manual was shelved after writing the first and second pages, and then suddenly came out again a few years later. , then write.
Contents on the third page: On March 15, 1967, I was arrested as a monster and my work at the institute was suspended.
I didn’t know when I would be reinstated.
I found this book in the drawer.
Old manual, I realized that I haven’t written a diary for many years.
I looked at the first page of the diary and burst into tears.
I was so excited and motivated when I first joined the job, but now I think about the desolation and indifference of human relationships, and my heart feels like death.
However, my experiences in the institute over the years are truly unforgettable.
Yue Lan and I looked at each other and realized that it was only after we were caught that we started writing in the diary again.
Content on the fourth page: On March 20th, they came to ransack the house and moved away everything that could be moved.
I smashed all the old calligraphy and paintings, old vases, pens, inks, papers and inkstones.
Those are my family’s ancestral items.
Yeah, these bastards are just playing the piano randomly.
Content on the fifth page: On May 13, I couldn’t stand up at all.
They asked me over and over again, and I answered over and over again, at least a thousand times.
I didn’t lie.
Everything I said was true.
They say I'm crazy, but I'm not crazy.
What I say is true.
There is no date on the sixth page, only dense words, but the content is the same.
What I said are all facts.
The sentence "I am not crazy" was repeated dozens of times, filling the entire page.
The next few pages are filled with this sentence.
I can imagine the scene at that time.
If someone presses someone, it will really drive them to death.
In that era, helplessness was written in capital letters everywhere.
Turning to the last few pages, there is new content: That's all, it's better to go back, it's better to go back, but there are still a thousand or ten thousand people who are not willing to accept it, I didn't lie, everything I said is true , I'm not crazy, these scumbags, devils I'm not lying.
I still remember the scene.
When we were exploring in Qinghai, we were on the edge of Qinghai Lake.
Then when I was operating the machine, suddenly someone spoke in the sky.
Is there anyone?
Please help me.
I don't want to die.
This was a question in the air.
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I thought it was an auditory hallucination at the time.
I suspected it was an auditory hallucination caused by the roar of the machine that made my ears ring.
But after a while, I heard the voice again.
He said that I didn’t want to die.
I wanted to go home to see my wife and children.
Look at my mother.
Who will save me?
I was startled, turned around and looked around, shouting: "Who is it?"
I even turned off the machine.
It was quiet and no one was around.
Other colleagues were boiling water and cooking dinner by Qinghai Lake, a kilometer or two away from me.
"Who are you?
Where are you?
Why can't I see you?
Help me."
This voice continued to ring in the air.
Apparently he heard my voice.
My scalp exploded and I got goosebumps all over my body. , the whole body was trembling.
"Who are you?
Where are you?
Come out and stop scaring others.
If you scare others, you will scare them to death."
That's what I said at the time.
"My name is Zeng Jiahui.
I am now in Lop Nur, Xinjiang.
I was separated from the large army and lost my way.
I walked for a day and a night, still circling in circles.
I have no food and no water.
Now I am weak.
I am about to die.
You Where is it?
Help me." said the voice.
The hairs all over my body stood up and my heart was pounding.
I thought I had encountered a ghost and it was a ghost talking to me.
So I was so scared that I couldn’t even speak.
I didn’t dare to say a word for a long time.
I put away the machine and started talking.
Prepare to escape to the other side of the lake, because my colleagues in the institute are there.
Just when I was about to escape, the voice shouted again: "Speak, where are you?
Come out and save me, help me.
We are all socialist proletarian brothers and should help each other." of."
I boldly said: "Brother, since you said that we are all proletarian brothers, you can't harm me.
Since you are dead, then you can go and be reincarnated.
Why are you teasing me like this?"
"Why did I harm you?
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I'm almost dead.
Where are you?
Why can't I see you?"
he cried.
"I'm in Qinghai."
I said dumbfounded.
"No, you" and then fell silent.
After about a minute, he said to himself: "It seems that I am about to die, that's why I have auditory hallucinations.
People of the older generation say it comes back to the light."
Isn’t that what it is?”
"It's not an auditory hallucination, buddy.
I'm really in Qinghai now.
When I heard your voice just now, I thought I was auditory hallucination."
My courage gradually grew, and I said, "It's 1966 now."
July 7, Year 0, 4:53 in the afternoon, right?"
Then after waiting for a while, the voice said: "Yes, I looked at my watch and the time is the same, but why does God make such a joke?
I asked for help but went to Qinghai thousands of miles away, but why?"
My colleagues who went into Lop Nur with me for detection couldn’t hear it.”
"Brother, don't worry.
Don't give up.
Try again.
Otherwise, can you tell me your current location?
I'll find someone to call your office right away and tell them where you are now.
Location."
That's what I said at the time.
"I don't know where this is.
The surrounding sand dunes are very similar, and there is no reference.
At this moment, I am leaning against a big stone.
This big stone is very big.
From a distance, it looks like a galloping horse.
The stone The shadow helped me cover the sun.
I think I can hold on for a while longer.
Please help me call someone.
My name is Zeng Jiahui.
Our director is the electrician.
If you call the number, just say that Zeng Jiahui asked you to call, and then tell him, if I die here, remember to take good care of my family.
I still have my mother, and my mother is one-eyed.
Invisible, it’s not easy for my wife to take care of two children, a son and a daughter, by herself, so let him help them as much as possible.”
"I understand.
I'm going to call someone right now.
Just hold on
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