Xu Qiaosen hates me At this moment I can be sure of this, he hates me very much, no matter I am Chen Qing or Liu Ruqing, he hates me.
But what I don’t understand is that Xu Qiaosen’s inadvertent expression of emotion and dependence clearly shows that he still has feelings for Liu Ruqing, but why does he have such cold eyes and why is there such a flash of murderous intent?
I suddenly began to regret.
I regretted that I agreed to his request and pretended to be Liu Ruqing.
I regretted that I became a pawn of his for revenge.
I regretted that I begged him for my selfish desires without any bottom line.
I regretted that I had agreed to his request and pretended to be Liu Ruqing.
There were so many things I regretted, and I discovered that in one year, I had done so many things that I regretted, but I had not done anything I wanted to do.
I picked up the kettle on the side and turned around, not daring to look at him: "There is no water.
I will go out to get water."
After saying that, I walked out quickly.
I needed to organize my thoughts and needed time to think about what to do in the future.
I walked around the hospital carrying the water bottle, but I couldn't think of anything and my mind was blank.
I looked at those people in the hospital who looked haggard after getting sick, and those who were struggling between life and death.
I didn't know how to take my own path, and I thought, maybe revenge is not the only direction I want to take.
Or, I can have a showdown with Zhang Jia.
I can tell him that I am still alive.
I can divorce him.
I can ask for nothing and not pursue anything.
I just need to take my son and my parents and leave this city.
I can I want to find a job to earn money to support my family.
I don’t want to be burdened with other people’s lives anymore.
But things in this world are always unexpected.
Every time I hesitate, some inexplicable people always appear to push me forward and then block my way back. like now I stood at one end of the corridor and watched Zhang Jia and the woman walking past, laughing.
Zhang Jia raised his hand and tucked the woman's hair behind her ears.
The tenderness in his eyes and the satisfaction on his face were something I had never seen before.
They were carrying fruit and flower baskets in their hands.
Just before entering the ward, Zhang Jia kissed the woman on the forehead and then put his arms around her waist.
I walked a few steps faster and followed in.
Zhang Jia turned to look at me with some doubts in his eyes, but still smiled politely.
However, the woman next to him was as familiar as Zilai, and said enthusiastically: "You are Mr.
Xu."
Madam, I brought some fruit here, can you wash it with me?"
"sure."
I put the kettle in its original position, and Zhang Jia sat on the sofa talking and laughing with Xu Qiaosen without looking at me again.
"You and Mr.
Xu have a really good relationship."
"Sorry, what should I call you?"
I asked her while washing the apples.
"My name is Erin," the woman said.
"Irene's name sounds like a foreigner.
In fact, our relationship is not good.
Didn't you see that when he loses his temper with me, he acts like a lunatic."
"But you still love him."
Irene turned off the faucet and said with a smile: "The way you looked at Mr.
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Xu just now, I can feel that you love him very much."
Irene's voice is very magnetic.
It is not the sweet and soft voice of ordinary women.
It is slightly hoarse and slightly neutral, but it sounds good.
Her words made me want to laugh a little.
I love Xu Qiaosen haha.
I love him very much.
If he died now, I would love him even more
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