The different feeling, soft against me, brought up all the goosebumps on my body, I shivered, my fingers couldn't help but bend, and my waist lifted.
In the mirror, I looked like I had never seen before.
Her cheeks were red and her eyes were narrowed, lust flashing through the cracks.
I didn't expect Xu Qiaosen to do that, and the softness in my heart was shattered with a bang.
Someone has said that if a man is willing to do this for a woman, then he loves her in his heart.
I arched my body and gasped, watching his head swinging between my legs, his teeth gnawing at the sensitivity.
The persistence I had just collapsed instantly, and I collapsed on the ground again, completely letting go of myself, letting him roam around as he pleased.
Scream fanatically by yourself.
"No" I murmured unconsciously, reaching out and grabbing his arm, interlocking our fingers with his.
Xu Qiaosen got up and looked at me, clicking his lips evilly, and asked: "Are you sure?"
"I want to" my voice started to be hoarse, with a unique affection, I turned over and sat him under me, I licked my lower lips: "I want to conquer you."
The feeling of penetration again made me unable to suppress my emotions.
Xu Qiaosen grabbed my hand, like doing sit-ups, and hugged me as soon as he stretched out his big hand, whispering in my ear: "Now, is the fish alive?
" "I'm not dead in the first place, I'm just waiting for you to stimulate me."
"Then let's stimulate it a little more" I no longer had the strength to move, so I was so tired that I leaned directly on his shoulder.
I saw his back in the mirror.
The muscles on his back were clearly defined and spread all the way to his waist.
It showed how strong his waist and abdomen were. .
It seems that I should also keep fit, otherwise I will fall apart sooner or later.
"Little darling, you can still be distracted at this time.
It seems I have to work harder."
After being slapped again, I quickly recovered and smiled flatteringly at him.
Xu Qiaosen was like the engine on a tractor.
I couldn't help but suck in a breath of cold air.
I almost choked myself.
My body froze, and I wanted to spread my wings and fly high. .
My emotions also moved Xu Qiaosen.
He suddenly stopped, his body stiffened, and then the engine turned into a helicopter propeller.
Finally, the water broke through the bank and poured down, and Xu Qiaosen also collapsed.
I was defeated in both battles.
Xu Qiaosen was very satisfied.
After eating and drinking, he wiped me clean and carried me to bed.
I lay down and let him dry my hair.
The temperature of the hair dryer was just right.
His long fingers ran through my hair, making me feel comfortable and sleepy.
He chuckled and said, "You know, I've never been so scared.
Seeing you fall down and bleed so much blood, I'm really afraid of losing you like this.
I've thought about it a lot, from the time we met until now, From the initial use to the time I was attracted to you, before I knew it, you had become so important in my heart.”
"Why are you saying this?"
I looked at his face, which was very soft.
When he said these words, there was a smile in the corners of his eyes, making it difficult for me to tell whether it was true or false.
"Baby, I just want you to know.
From now on, you can trust me.
No matter what time, I will let you lean on my shoulder.
You don't have to be so strong, you don't have to be so patient.
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You can just be a little woman with peace of mind.
Just go shopping and drink tea every day and leave other things to me.”
"Can I trust you?"
The hair dryer was turned off, and he hugged me and lay down, just holding me: "In the future, I will not let you get hurt at all, absolutely not."
"This face and the appearance of this body are not me.
You have seen the real me.
Are the words you said because of these appearances of mine, or..."
"Whether it's appearance or soul, you are you, you, you still have a lot of time, I will let you see my heart."
Tears fell down again, and I hugged him back, trembling.
Does it matter whether it is true or false?
I asked myself this.
At this moment, whether it is true or false, my heart is sweet.
I long for love, long to be loved, and I think, if I really love passionately, so what if it’s fake?
So, I accepted it and gave up my last option.
I don’t know if this counts as a confession.
From that night on, Xu Qiaosen and I got along like a man and a woman in love.
Aunt Liu was basically ignored by me.
The kitchen has basically become my territory.
Even Xu Qiaosen Hui would occasionally come over to have a few meals.
I like my current life very much.
Every day is sweet and comfortable.
Of course, for a certain big-tailed wolf, I have to have a dessert as a supper before going to bed.
Of course, I have to make this dessert myself. .
Different from before, now Xu Qiaosen uses birth control every time.
He said that my body has not recovered well and I am not suitable for having children for the time being.
I agree with this statement, but I am also very anxious.
I am not Liu Ruqing.
I am already forty years old.
Forty-year-old mothers are inherently at higher risk.
I have no objection to physical conditioning.
I am afraid of waiting a few more days. year, will I suddenly stop menstruating?
If that were the case, I wouldn't even be able to give birth to a baby, let alone a child.
But Xu Qiaosen was not anxious at all.
He comforted me every time and said: "It doesn't matter.
Children are fate.
If we are destined not to have children, then we won't have children.
What's more, don't we already have a son?"
"Where is it?"
After asking, I came to my senses.
Xu Qiaosen was talking about Zhang Minwen.
He has really changed a lot.
I remember that before, he always reminded me again and again that we had no children, but now he takes the initiative to talk about it.
It's just that I don't understand what Xu Qiaosen means.
Zhang Minwen lives well in the Zhang family.
Why does he bring this up?
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It didn't take long for this question to be answered.
This day, I was cooking at home, and Eileen suddenly came to me.
As soon as she saw me, she knelt down, grabbed my legs and said sobbing: "Mrs.
Xu, I beg you to help us."
"Hey, you, don't be like this, what are you doing?
Get up, get up quickly" "No, no, no, Mr.
Xu wants to acquire Zhang's enterprise.
Mrs.
Xu, I beg you, please help us.
Only you can persuade Mr.
Xu, I beg you."
"You get up first and then talk."
"No, if you don't promise me, I, I won't get up."
Erin is taller than me and has a bigger frame than me.
I couldn't hold her back at all.
From what she said, Xu Qiaosen was ready to take action.
Regardless of whether it was because of me or not, he finally wanted to avenge me.
So I threw her hand away and said coldly: "Since you don't want to think about it, just kneel down."
After saying that, I turned around and sat back on the sofa.
Irene crawled to me on her knees, pulled my legs and begged me: "Mrs.
Xu, please help us.
Zhang's enterprise is the life of our family.
If Mr.
Xu took it away, what should we do?"
"My husband has always made the final decision on the company's affairs, and I have never interfered.
So, I'm sorry, but I may not be able to help you."
"No, no, no, you can definitely help.
Everyone outside knows that Mr.
Xu loves you the most.
He will definitely listen to what you say.
He will definitely listen."
I turned to look at her.
The person who used to have a high profile was just kneeling down to beg for help.
Things have really changed.
In less than two years, the woman who used to do everything possible to kill me is now kneeling on the ground begging me. , God is so fair.
After taking a sip of scented tea, I said calmly: "I can help, but unfortunately, I don't want to."
"Why?"
Irene looked at me with big eyes, and then she went crazy.
She grabbed my hand, shook it and asked me: "Why don't you help you?
Why don't you help?
You are not a bad company.
Liu Ruqing, why are you so cruel?"
My heart.
Xu Qiaosen was a brother-in-law to Zhang Jia before, but in the blink of an eye he stabbed his brother in the back.
How could you be so cruel?
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Why didn't you help?"
"Let go" "No, if you don't help us, I will kill you."
Erin suddenly grabbed the fruit knife on the coffee table and put it against my neck.
Her wrist shook violently, as if she was the victim.
I leaned my neck forward, looked at her with a smile and said, "Then you kill me.
Anyway, this is not the first time you have killed me."
"What?"
"Don't you remember?
It seems that there are a lot of people suffering from amnesia."
I raised my hand and touched her face, pinched her chin and lifted it up: "Tsk, tsk, I really can't tell that you are so beautiful as a woman.
No wonder Zhang Jianing says he is frigid but still wants to keep clean for you, isn’t it, Lu Minghua?”
"Ah, I'm not Lu Minghua" Erin shivered and dropped the fruit knife to the ground.
Her eyes were full of fear and she never dared to look at me.
I couldn't help but sneered.
Only now did I realize that it was too late to be afraid.
I picked up the knife and threw it on the coffee table.
I said, "Do you know why I don't help you?
Because I am here for revenge.
The murderer is right in front of me.
How could I help?
How could it be possible?"
I moved forward step by step, forcing Irene to retreat step by step, all the way to the wall: "Do you know how cold the sea water is?
Do you know how painful it is when the blade cuts flesh and grinds bones on your body?
Do you know that you can't watch your own funeral?"
Do you know what it feels like to open your mouth?"
"You, you are not Mrs.
Xu, you are Chen Qing."
Irene said tremblingly, and then immediately denied it: "No, no, no, Chen Qing is dead.
I watched her die with my own eyes.
She died."
It’s in the sea, and even the corpse is being fed to the fish, how could it be you?
It’s impossible, it’s impossible.”
"Yes, Chen Qing is dead.
She is alive.
She is Liu Ruqing, Xu Qiaosen's wife."
I smiled bitterly: "Lu Minghua, you said, since we are already in an unfaithful relationship, just keep hiding it, why bother?"
You have to show it to the public, are you and Zhang Jia worthy of Chen Qing?
Chen Qing treats you as a younger brother.
She trusts you so much, but you..."
"What do you know?"
Irene pushed me away with all her strength and yelled at me: "You don't know anything.
Zhang Jia and I have known each other since we were young.
Since we were young, do you know what it means to be a childhood sweetheart?
Do you know, Zhang Jia wants to What, what to do, only I understand, only me, why can't we be together?
We love each other, why can't we be together?"
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"Because you are a man, because you are a man just like Zhang Jia."
"No, I'm not a man, I'm not, I'm a woman."
"You are a man.
You used to be, but now you have changed your appearance and you are still a man."
"I am a woman now.
You and I have what you have.
Mine, mine is bigger than yours.
I am a woman, a woman."
She took off her top and showed it to me, trying her best to deny that she was a man.
She looked very anxious, trembling all over, and her back was pressed against the wall.
She said: "I love Zhang Jia.
For him, I can do anything and be willing to do anything.
But he said that he must marry someone and have children so that he can be with me, so I arranged a proposal for him."
At the scene, I arranged the wedding scene for him.
He married Chen Qing.
I thought that we could be together, but then Chen Qing gave birth to a child and he refused to divorce.
He said that he could not let the child live without a father. " "He wants to be a father, what should I do?
I, what should I do?
I can't live without Zhang Jia, but Zhang Jia won't let me die.
He stayed with me in the hospital.
He made a promise to me.
He said that he would not be able to live without me.
I won’t touch anyone else.
I won’t touch Chen Qing again.
He asked me to be nice and wait for him, but I can’t wait.
I don’t want to wait anymore.”
I know about the scar on his wrist.
At that time, Zhang Jia didn't go home for a month and said he was staying with Lu Minghua in the hospital.
I only knew that Lu Minghua was suffering from depression and couldn't think of committing suicide because it was his childhood illness.
I didn't.
What to say, unexpectedly, the two of them were having an affair outside.
Not long after that, Zhang Jia came back.
I never saw Lu Minghua again, and I never heard Zhang Jia mention it.
I guess by that time, Lu Minghua was already working hard to become Irene.
I wiped away my tears and swallowed the bitterness in my mouth: "Are you worthy of Chen Qing by doing this?
Can you hurt others without any scruples for your own sake?"
"No, Chen Qing, she originally married Zhang Jia just for money.
The only thing money can solve is transaction.
They have no feelings."
"Who said that?"
"Isn't that right?
Zhang Jia hasn't touched her for ten years, and she still refuses to divorce.
Isn't it just for money?"
She stared at me and said it was a matter of course.
Her tone shocked me.
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It turned out that in Zhang Jia's heart, I was just a production tool bought with money.
Irene didn't notice my emotions, but tried her best to prove their feelings.
She patted her chest and said, "I'm different from Chen Qing.
I love Zhang Jia.
I want to be the woman next to him, and I want to be honest with him."
He was together, so I went for sex reassignment surgery.
Do you know this?
It’s very dangerous and can kill you if you’re not careful.
I had my breasts enlarged and had a female-specific device, and it really hurt.”
"Just stuff it with a piece of gauze and some medicine, and you have to take it out every time you go to the toilet.
The gauze sticks to the wound, and it tears every time you go to the toilet.
The pain is just like giving birth to a child, and you have to endure it.
I couldn't, but for Zhang Jia, I endured it, I endured it, and I became a real woman, a woman who can love him, but he told me to wait, he said he would divorce, and asked me to wait."
"When I was still a man, I had to wait.
But after I became a woman, I couldn't wait for a day.
That day, I asked Chen Qing out.
I originally wanted to make it clear to her, but Chen Qing said she would not divorce.
If she doesn’t divorce, what should I do?
She must divorce.
If she doesn’t divorce, then, then.”
"Just die?"
I accepted her words and finally understood the real reason for my "death".
"Yes, go to hell and she won't divorce.
Then go to hell.
Anyway, I am a woman now.
If she dies, I can marry Zhang Jia and be Min Wen's mother.
Chen Qing is just for money.
She After so many years of occupying the position that should belong to me, it should be enough."
"Isn't it the same for you?"
I let out a long breath: "You said that Chen Qing loves money and married Zhang Jia for material things, but you also did it for material things, didn't you?"
"No, I'm not.
I love Zhang Jia.
We are together because we love each other."
"Oh, love, then why are you here now?"
I sneered: "Zhang Jia can manage such a large company, doesn't he even have the ability to make a comeback?
If you really love him, you should accompany him through the difficulties. , instead of kneeling down here to beg me hypocritically.”
Being rendered speechless by what I said, Irene was unable to refute, and her eyes moved back and forth, not knowing what she was thinking.
I continued: "I heard that your family background is not particularly good.
It has always been Zhang Jia who has been helping you, so for you, he is your heaven and everything to you.
This is not love, but attachment.
You want to live a good life legitimately, but as a man, you must bear the responsibilities of a family, so you escape.
You would rather suffer and become a woman than take the responsibility.
In the name of loving Zhang Jia, in fact It’s just a cover for your own selfish desires.”
"No, that's not the case.
I know that you all look down on our group.
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You all look down on us."
"Don't change the subject, okay?
Can you smear that group of people?
Gays will never mind their gender.
Although external public opinion puts a lot of pressure on them, they will not change because of it, but you have no one."
You will change your gender for other people, unless you follow your heart, but you, Eileen, you just want to live a better life in this materialistic world, that's all."
She slid down the wall and fell to the ground, hugging herself and crying.
There seemed to be a lot of grievances, and I had no sympathy for her.
She walked her own path, and of course she had to bear the consequences.
But she obviously didn't agree, and even asked me what I needed to do before I would help her.
I looked at her condescendingly, like looking at a fly.
It made me sick, but I had to accept that there was such a creature.
"No matter what you do, I won't help you.
I have lost so much and I can take revenge right before my eyes.
How can I give up so easily?
I am the devil below.
I came here specially to take you and go to hell with me
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