I was so shocked by Xu Hui that I stayed in place.
Not to mention, she actually walked up to me, hugged my arm, and said in a very affectionate manner: "Min Xuyang, now you know the reason.
I don't like men."
"You lied to me" Min Xuyang said firmly, but his eyes were filled with heartache.
I can't stand it anymore.
If I wasn't sure about Xu Hui's intentions at the beginning, then when she used me as a shield just now, I can be sure that Xu Hui also has Min Xuyang in her heart.
I don't know Xu Hui's purpose for doing this.
Is it just because of her identity as an invisible nun?
I looked at her, and I didn't know what she was thinking under her calm face.
"Huihui, even if you don't want to be with me, there's no need to tell such lies."
"I told you the reason, believe it or not, in short, don't bother me again in the future."
"good."
After Min Xuyang finished speaking, he turned around and left.
After he left, Xu Hui let go of my arm and whispered, "I'm sorry."
"If this is what you want, it doesn't matter to me even if you force yourself here.
But Xu Hui, are you really happy if you drive away Min Xuyang?
I see that you actually feel it in your heart."
"It's impossible for me and him."
Xu Hui stood up and became the strong woman she once was: "But seeing you and my brother, good things are about to happen."
"Let's talk about it.
I haven't thought about it yet."
I said and stood up.
"I've already put the ring on, I haven't thought about it yet."
"Aren't you the same person who has driven away everyone and is still thinking about it?"
Seeing what she was about to say, I quickly interrupted: "Okay, okay, there's no need to pretend in front of me, I'm here.
As for Min Xuyang, he looks unreliable and glib, but he is actually very dedicated.
In more than a year, he has never had an affair, and he has always been there for you.
There are not many men like this. , Xu Hui, it’s hard for a woman in her life, there’s no need to struggle with yourself anymore, just think about it, I’ll leave first.”
I picked up my bag and left.
If you stop talking about this kind of thing, talking too much will cause trouble to her.
The important thing is that she can think clearly on her own.
Min Xuyang did not really leave, but stood outside the building.
When he saw me coming out, he quickly ran over to stop me.
I held my bag in front of my chest and explained to him: "Min Xuyang, don't be impulsive.
There is nothing between me and Xu Hui, and she is just using me as an excuse."
"I know."
He looked at me and asked, "How did she let go?"
"You are quite smart.
How did you know that I would say good things for you?"
I said with a sigh of relief.
"We are so strong."
Min Xuyang turned me around and asked anxiously: "Tell me, what's the result?"
"What else can I do?
I'll let her think about it and don't regret it later."
"that's all" "Then what do you want to do with this kind of thing?
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You can't rush it.
You have seen her previous attitude.
She was so tough.
It's good to have some room for maneuver now."
I said, suddenly thinking of something, and Advising him: "Don't take it too seriously.
Xu Hui's personality is just too strong.
I think she doesn't completely miss you.
From what I said before, I guess your proposal was too radical."
After hearing this, Min Xuyang held his head and turned twice, took several deep breaths, and then said: "I know it all.
I know she is actually an invisible nun.
I'm just angry with her.
I'm angry with her why she didn't tell me.
She would rather use you as a shield than tell me the truth."
"You, you know"
"This kind of thing can't withstand investigation, okay?
I've checked her past a long time ago.
I know why she went abroad, and I also know what suffering she suffered.
I don't care about any of this.
I just like it.
She, but Chen Qing, when I came back, I was full of confidence.
But now, sometimes I am thinking that maybe we are not suitable. " "Their brother and sister have the same temper and similar personalities.
I can't say much.
After all, my own affairs are also a mess.
However, I suggest you follow your heart.
If you still love her from the bottom of your heart, then continue to wait for her. , Xu Hui, she is worth waiting for a while."
I can’t say any big truths.
There is no truth in emotional matters.
Someone may fall in love with someone at any moment.
I want Xu Hui to be happy, and I also want Min Xuyang to embrace the beautiful woman.
In my opinion, they are quite a match.
Not long after chatting with Min Xuyang, we separated.
He continued to try to get Xu Hui to let go, while I went to the vegetable market to buy some ingredients and then went home.
Last time I saw Xu Qiaosen eating noodles made by my mother.
He seemed to like it quite a bit, so I decided to cook a meal for him myself.
I chose some things he usually liked to eat, and then started to go back to work and didn't finish it until eight o'clock in the evening.
But Xu Qiaosen hasn't come back yet.
I called him and was always busy.
I just sat in the living room and waited for him.
I almost fell asleep before he came back.
"Why haven't you slept yet?"
He changed his shoes and walked in, looking at the food on the table in a daze.
I took off his coat and asked, "Have you eaten?
These are cold.
I'll heat them up for you."
"Don't bother, I have a party tonight, so" he hugged me apologetically, kissed my forehead, and said, "Baby, if you want to prepare a candlelight dinner next time, you must tell me first.
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I will definitely put aside all social activities and come back to be with you alone.”
"There's no such thing as a candlelight dinner, it's just a whim."
I hugged him back, my forehead just touching his chin.
There is a faint fragrance on him.
It smelled a little different from his usual smell.
I smelled it hard, but I couldn't tell what it smelled like.
I looked up to ask him, and happened to see a pink mark on his collar.
It was very light and seemed to have been wiped, but a mark was still left.
My heart ached.
Xu Qiaosen is single now.
In the eyes of outsiders, he is a golden king.
The women waiting for him have been waiting in a long queue.
It is normal for him to have one or two ambiguous partners outside. things.
However, my heart still hurts.
I think he belongs to me only and I don’t want to share it with other women.
I put the bath water in for him and hid this episode deep in my heart.
It was just a smell, just a trace stuck to my clothes.
Maybe it was not what I thought, or maybe there was something familiar in his social occasions. female, or No matter what it is, I don't want such a fictitious thing to affect our newly relaxed relationship.
When Xu Qiaosen entered the bathroom, I threw the shirt directly into the trash can.
Anyway, his clothes were all the same, so it was hard to tell if there was one missing.
Then, I stripped myself naked, only wearing a bath towel, and walked towards the bathroom step by step.
There was smoke inside, and Xu Qiaosen was lying in the bathtub with his eyes closed, not even knowing that I had come in.
I squatted down, stretched out my hand and splashed water on him, and he woke up in surprise, picked my chin, and said with a confused look in his eyes: "You are tempting me so much, you are not afraid that I will eat you."
"You said it wrong.
Today, I'm going to eat you."
With that said, I stood up and raised my legs and stepped in.
My fingers hooked the knot on my chest and the towel fell into the water.
Xu Qiaosen stood up slightly and made enough room for me, and I sat directly in.
The temperature was so hot that my skin hurt.
I didn't know whether it was the temperature of the water or the heat from his body.
My hands were like small fish swimming in the water, scurrying around, occasionally stirring up some water splashes, which gradually landed on his face and gradually in my heart.
Xu Qiaosen suddenly grabbed my hand, pulled it to his mouth and bit it lightly.
His eyes became a little more blurred, and his voice started to sound hoarse.
He said: "You are playing with fire."
"Yeah, it won't burn if it's soaked in water anyway."
I withdrew my hand and continued teasing.
Xu Qiaosen raised his hand and poked me twice, and I started to follow his example.
"Chen Qing" He suddenly trembled, gritted his teeth and called my name, a suspicious blush appeared on his face.
Could this be his "Achilles' heel"?
Sure enough, Xu Qiaosen clasped his fingers on the edge of the bathtub, trying his best to endure it, and his breathing became heavier and heavier.
I have always been a passive person before.
Even when it comes to teasing, it was Xu Qiaosen who took the initiative.
This was the first time I was so bold.
I didn't expect that there would be unexpected gains.
Of course I was unwilling to give up the good opportunity.
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Xu Qiaosen seemed to see that I was serious about playing, so he said, "Have you had enough?
You can play somewhere else."
The voice above my head sounded a little unpleasant.
I was stunned for a moment and realized that his body seemed to be swollen by me, which was particularly noticeable on him.
I smiled apologetically and said, "Isn't this the discovery of a new world?
I was so excited that I couldn't hold it back.
I'll be gentle, be gentle."
"It's so boring.
I'm all yours.
You can do whatever you want."
As he said that, Xu Qiaosen pushed my hand to move it.
My mind followed him for a moment, but I did not respond to Xu Qiaosen's request.
Today, I must completely conquer him.
No matter what the circumstances, I must completely conquer him.
Having made up my mind, I exhaled and lowered my head to kiss him again.
Xu Qiaosen's body stiffened suddenly, and a muffled groan escaped from his mouth: "Uh, baby."
He put his palms around my back and let me feel his warmth.
I was like an ant gnawing at his body.
I used this unique feeling to tell him my feelings and how much I loved him.
There are some words that I can't say, so I can only say them.
Although they may not be completely understood, I think that as long as I put my heart into it, Xu Qiaosen will definitely feel it and will be able to With my continuous efforts, Xu Qiaosen's tight nerves finally disconnected.
He suddenly pulled my arm up and stared at me motionless, as deep as a pool of autumn water.
"Didn't you agree to let me play with fire?"
I said softly, holding his neck.
"You've lit the fire, now it's your turn to put it out."
At that moment, I almost couldn’t control my screams.
The human body has senses, including sight, hearing, smell, and taste.
Did God have arranged such an encounter when he created human beings?
I hugged him. feel his love
"Xu Qiaosen, let's, let's get married," I pressed my forehead against his and gasped.
He paused for a moment, then took my hand and put it to his mouth and kissed me.
Then he kissed me violently and passionately, which made me crazy.
We hugged each other tirelessly like this.
This night of indulgence caused me to not get up until noon the next day.
For the first time, Xu Qiaosen did not go out.
Instead, he sat in the living room and read documents.
As soon as I walked out, he stared at me, with a trace of lust in his eyes.
He said: "It's not good to tempt me like this so early in the morning."
"Who seduced you?"
After saying that, I followed his eyes and looked at myself, only to realize that my exposed collarbone in my pajamas was full of traces left by him.
I quickly covered my face, my face was burning badly, and I didn't care about him, so I turned around and went back to the room to change clothes.
I don’t know why I got so crazy yesterday.
I looked all blue and purple.
It looked like I couldn’t go out for several days.
I changed into a skirt that could cover the traces a little, and before I sat down, I heard him say: "You can't wear this."
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"Why" "Although I didn't choose it specially today, you have to dress more formally, just like me," he said, pointing to himself.
Xu Qiaosen was very energetic today.
He was dressed in linen casual clothes.
It was not formal, but he was very handsome.
His hair was specially taken care of.
I was confused and asked him: "Why are you going to look so energetic?"
"You forgot what you said yesterday.
You want to marry me.
Time is too tight.
We may have to delay the wedding for some time, but we can get the marriage certificate first."
“It’s too fast to get the certificate” "Chen Qing, are you trying to cheat?"
Xu Qiaosen looked dangerously serious.
After a second thought, he said, "It doesn't matter, you can wear it like this."
He put down the documents, stood up, picked me up and walked out.
No matter how much I struggled and argued, it was useless.
I was pushed into the passenger seat by him.
I suddenly started to feel nervous.
I couldn't help but say this yesterday, but now that I'm awake, I want to retreat again.
"Xu Qiaosen, I haven't got my ID card yet."
"Don't worry, it's in the car."
"But my household registration is not there" "When Auntie left, give me your page."
"But my clothes" "It doesn't matter, that's fine."
Every time he rejected me, he stepped on the gas pedal deeper.
I knew I couldn't run away, so I had to keep my mouth shut, feeling nervous and secretly happy at the same time.
When we arrived at the registration office, Xu Qiaosen didn't know what method he used to get past the people queuing in front, and took me directly in.
After showing an oath, we took photos, and the total cost was less than 20 yuan.
Money, they changed from being single to legally married.
The whole process only took a whole morning, and my brain was still in a state of panic, so that in the photo, I looked a little stupid, and with my messy hair, there was nothing wrong with it.
The sexy pajamas were in sharp contrast to the charming Xu Qiaosen standing next to me.
"I will accompany you wherever you want to celebrate today."
Xu Qiaosen started the car and looked at me and said.
I was still staring at the two small notebooks in my hands in a daze, and didn't respond to his words at all.
Xu Qiaosen smiled and said, "Stop reading, you won't get any results if you read any more."
"I'm remarried," I said to myself, staring ahead.
"You can take that word out."
"Why get rid of it?
You are also remarried."
I muttered a few words and shook the little red book: "Actually, there is no guarantee with such a thing.
When the relationship is gone, there will be more little red books. , the two have nothing to do with each other, it is better not to get married in the first place, so that they can get together and break up happily. " After he finished speaking, Xu Qiaosen freed up one hand to take away the things in my hand, stuffed them casually, and said: "Don't sigh, we won't have more little red books, where do we want to go today?"
"Where can I go?
Home, of course.
I still want to sleep."
"That's fine, let's go directly to the bridal chamber."
"What kind of bridal chamber are you entering?
Xu Qiaosen, can you be more serious?"
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The car was driving fast on the road.
Xu Qiaosen really didn't waste a moment.
He hugged me and kissed me as soon as he turned off the engine, without even giving me a chance to breathe.
I don’t know how I got into the back seat of the car, and I don’t know when the seat here turned into a flatbed.
After being gentle, he held me in his arms, played with my finger with the ring, and said with some dissatisfaction: "Your fingers are too thin, and this diamond doesn't seem to suit you."
"It's up to you whether it fits or not."
I turned over lazily, nestled into his arms again, and said, "Honey, I'm so tired, hungry and tired."
This time I called him husband very smoothly.
Now that we are in a legal relationship, it is natural for me to call him husband.
Unlike before, when he asked me to call him husband, I always had some scruples.
Xu Qiaosen kissed me lightly, wrapped me in his coat, and then took me out of the car.
I just nestled in his arms and took a nap.
The breeze brought by when I walked passed my toes, causing me to itch.
When we got home, he put me down and said in my ear: "I'm hungry too, what should I do?"
"Then I'll cook for you."
With that said, I broke away from his hand and ran to the kitchen barefoot.
The pajamas on my body had been torn to pieces by him, so I had to put on an apron, wash my hands and prepare to cook two bowls of noodles to cushion my stomach.
Xu Qiaosen followed me and looked at me, occasionally passing me a bowl of water or something.
"Actually, it's not that troublesome.
I'm hungry, as long as you feed me."
As he spoke, he moved closer to me, and with a flick of his arm, the gas stove was turned off, and the bubbling water on the fire calmed down instantly.
"Aren't you hungry?
I'll cook."
"You are the most delicious food."
A passionate kiss fell on my neck.
I couldn't help but shudder and leaned against him.
As I leaned closer, I noticed something was wrong, and Xu Qiaosen's hands began to become dishonest.
He said: "I like to see you like this, obsessed with me."
"You, you are cheating."
"You can also cheat, and I also like it when you cheat with me."
While I was talking, I had already put it on the desk.
“Husband, don’t be here” "This is quite nice.
Look, this is the place to eat.
I'm eating you right now."
I forgot what I said before, I forgot that I was still hungry, I forgot that I still had to cook noodles, I forgot where I was now, I forgot everything, I just remembered that I loved him, I loved him very much.
I don’t know who surrendered first.
In the end, I was held in his arms like this, forgetting the whole world.
If my life is long, I would like to think that time would stop like this and let me feel more tenderness.
If my life is short, then It would be great if it ended right now, this moment My stomach was rumbling incessantly.
But I didn't have the strength to move again.
Xu Qiaosen carried me back to the room, wiped me with warm water, and then hugged me and lay on the bed to rest.
I slept for five hours.
When I woke up, it was already dark.
The seat next to me was empty, but there was still warmth.
Apparently Xu Qiaosen had just woken up not long ago.
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I found some clothes and put them on.
I walked out with trembling legs.
It was dark outside.
I called Xu Qiaosen's name.
Suddenly, the wall lamp on the wall lit up.
A faint purple light formed a square circle in the room. , then the candles in the living room lit up one after another.
Xu Qiaosen stood in the living room, holding a chair.
In the middle of the table was a candlestick with six burning colored candles, and on the table were cooked steaks and red wine.
"Do you still like the candlelight dinner I specially prepared?"
He looked at me and said.
"Is this a wedding banquet?"
I walked over slowly, ignoring the discomfort between my legs.
"Of course.
Moreover, it is a wedding banquet just for the two of us."
He pulled out a stool for me and waited for me to sit down before taking a seat.
We looked at each other through the candlelight, which felt very warm.
I was already very hungry, so I picked up the knife and fork and prepared to eat without saying any polite words.
However, as soon as I took a bite, I felt something was wrong.
After chewing a few more times, the feeling became more and more obvious.
I spit out the steak in my mouth, took a sip of red wine and said, "Why is this steak so bitter?"
"Why is it so bitter?
Let me try it."
As he said that, Xu Qiaosen cut a piece and put it in his mouth, but he spit it out faster than me, and then said with embarrassment: "Don't eat it, I'll cough for a while."
Have someone send you two more copies.”
Something seemed wrong.
His eyes were evasive, and he was embarrassed to look at me.
Could it be that "Husband, you can't cook this candlelight dinner yourself, right?"
"Am I such a boring person?"
"Yeah, like" I nodded my head and said, feeling as if I had eaten honey.
Xu Qiaosen dedicated it to me like this for the first time he cooked.
How could he not be happy?
So, I said: "Why do you ask people to give you another one?
I think this one is pretty good, and the bitterness will make you angry."
"If you like to eat, I'll give it to you."
Xu Qiaosen threw his share to me, as if he was still annoyed about his failed cooking skills.
I didn't refuse, and I ate a mouthful of steak and a mouthful of red wine.
But who knows, now I am eating happily, but in the second half of the night I will be extremely happy and sad.
I walked out of the toilet holding my stomach, climbed onto the bed, and curled up into a ball.
It was like there was a stick stirring my flesh in my stomach, and the pain made me break out in a cold sweat.
Xu Qiaosen woke up from my torment, rolled over and hugged me, but after feeling that I was shaking, he quickly got up, turned on the bedside lamp and asked me: "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, I just have a stomachache and a bit of a stomachache."
I gritted my teeth and trembled.
"Why are you having a stomachache?
Is it because you caught a cold or did you eat uncleanly?"
"I don't know" I hiccupped.
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A smell of rotten acid only reached my throat, causing me to feel nauseated.
I pushed him away and lay on the trash can, vomiting violently.
The bile almost came out of my vomiting, and I was trembling all over.
My stomach cramped again and I felt dizzy from the torment.
Xu Qiaosen brought me water to rinse my mouth, then quickly got dressed, wrapped me in a coat, hugged me and walked out.
As he walked, he said: "We have to go to the hospital.
There is no gastric examination equipment here, and the family doctor may not be able to help.
Baby, just hold on for a little longer, and I will take you to the hospital right away."
"No, there's no need to go to the hospital.
Just take some stomach medicine and you'll be fine."
I curled up on the passenger seat and said weakly.
"Be good and be obedient.
I'm going to Hong Kong for a two-day business trip tomorrow.
How can I go there with ease if you're like this?"
Xu Qiaosen quickly started the car and drove to the hospital, but I was a little unhappy because of his words.
I don't know whether it was because I was too uncomfortable, or because he didn't tell me before, but I actually started crying.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"What" "You are going to Hong Kong for a business trip.
Why didn't you tell me in advance?"
I held my stomach and cried.
Who knew that Xu Qiaosen couldn't help laughing and teased me: "I originally planned to take you with me to play for a few days, but you can't go in this situation.
I'll be back when I'm done.
Be good, don't cry. ” I was stunned for a moment, wiped my tears and retorted to him: "I, I'm crying because my stomach hurts."
When we arrived at the hospital, only the nurse on duty was in the lobby.
Xu Qiaosen held me in his arms and called for help.
The night shift doctor came out very quickly.
After a series of examinations, he finally concluded that it was food poisoning.
Darling, I got food poisoning after eating a meal cooked by Xu Qiaosen Xu Qiaosen didn't expect this either.
His face felt awkward and he listened honestly to the doctor's instructions.
The medicine was prescribed and the stomach was washed.
It was already dawn when I was lying on the hospital bed and getting an intravenous drip.
Xu Qiaosen was sitting beside my bed.
Before I could say anything, my phone rang.
I glanced sideways and it was Xu Hui calling.
Come.
He picked up the phone and said, "I know, Chen Qing is sick and is in the hospital.
Yes, yes, okay.
Hurry up."
After saying that, he pulled the quilt for me again and said, "Huihui will come over to accompany you in a while.
I have to rush to the airport now.
You..."
"Go, I'll be fine, just come back soon."
"Well, I'll be back as soon as I finish my work.
Wait for me."
He left a soft kiss on my forehead and left.
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About an hour later, Xu Hui came.
As soon as she entered the door, she put the fruit basket on the table and laughed at me: "Why did you get food poisoning when you are so good?"
"Then you have to ask your brother.
I just ate a meal cooked by him, and that's it."
"My brother cooked it himself."
Xu Hui looked at me with wide eyes.
He asked me for confirmation again: "Are you sure he cooked the food himself?"
"Yes, it's strange.
Even a good steak is bitter, but after all, they gave it to me for the first time.
How could I not eat it?
As a result, I ended up in the hospital."
"I asked you, can you make a living?
It's just a meal, and you can even risk your life."
She threw her bag on the bedside, took out an apple and started peeling it.
Now I feel like vomiting when I see the food.
The uncomfortable feeling last night has not passed yet, so I waved my hand to her and said: " I don’t eat it.”
"You are so sentimental.
Who will eat it for you?
I will eat it myself."
Xu Hui still has the kind of character that doesn't speak nicely but is extremely soft-hearted.
It seems that he no longer cares about Min Xuyang's affairs before, but it is this calm demeanor that makes me even more worried.
I have gone through her stage.
On the surface, she seems not to care about anything, and it seems that no matter what the outcome is, it does not matter to her, but in fact, she is already turbulent in her heart.
It's just that she has been holding back and not letting others find out.
So, I found an opportunity to ask her: "Well, Min Xuyang, have I visited you again in the past two days?"
"I looked for him once, but I kicked him away and I haven't been here since."
"What on earth do you think?
I think he is quite serious about you, so don't think about it more."
Xu Hui put down the fruit knife, took a bite of the apple, chewed it hard, and said incoherently: "What's there to consider?
You must also know my situation.
I can't get married at all, so why bother others."
"Xu Hui, you are wrong to say that.
A nun is at best an organization and a belief.
If you can join, you can't quit.
This is not a cult.
How can a monk return to secular life after becoming a monk?"
"I'm different from them.
I have no emotions of my own a long time ago.
My brother must have told you that the reason why I am still alive is just to help my brother support the family business."
She looked at me, extremely He said seriously: "Chen Qing, my brother likes you.
I used to think he liked Liu Ruqing, but later I found out that he was just using Liu Ruqing.
At that time, I doubted whether he had feelings, otherwise why would he be so sincere in my eyes?
Everything can be faked” "Later on, his feelings for Liu Ruqing gradually changed.
Although it was very subtle, I could still feel that my brother was a calm person in everything.
I don't know when he started to become restless for a woman. , even irritable and irritable.
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Later, I knew it was you.
I believed in my brother's feelings for you.
Forget it, it's better for you to experience these things yourself. " "What about you?"
I took her hand and held it, wanting to use my own body temperature to warm this woman who had frozen herself.
I said, "No matter how strong you are, you are still just a woman.
You cannot rely on yourself all your life."
It’s very tiring to use your shoulders to support something.
You must be wrong about something.
What your brother loves most is not me, but you.”
Xu Hui's smile disappeared and she became a little overwhelmed.
Only then did I realize that Xu Hui was not running away from Min Xuyang's love.
What she was running away from was everyone's love for her, even if that person was her.
Dearest brother.
This should be regarded as a psychological disease.
Xu Qiaosen told me before that Xu Hui was almost raped when she was a child, and she also watched her mother being thrown downstairs.
I think no one can accept this.
What's more, Xu Hui was just a little girl at the time.
It feels uncomfortable to be under someone else's roof, not to mention having to be wary of others at all times.
I never thought about whether Xu Hui had psychological shadow before.
Xu Qiaosen never mentioned it, and this strong and calm woman is usually so smooth in dealing with things, so I thought there was no such thing.
But now it seems that it is not the case.
It’s just that Xu Hui did very well.
Well, she hides the other side of her heart very well.
So she avoided Min Xuyang's pursuit, she avoided other people's liking for her, and she avoided everyone, especially the opposite sex.
Originally, I wanted to say some nice words for Min Xuyang, but now, I gave up.
I don't want to put too much pressure on Xu Hui.
I don't want to force her to accept things that she can't accept yet.
Everything has to go with the flow.
So I changed the topic from Min Xuyang to Min Wen.
I said, "How is Minwen doing recently?
Asen said he has grown taller now and is a lot more cheerful."
"Yes, that child is very sensible and looks like you, but why didn't you come to see him?
Minwen knows your identity.
Do you know that although he didn't say anything, I heard him in the room several times He is crying.
After all, he is still a child.
No matter how mature he is, he will never really act like an adult.
When are you going to see him?"
Xu Hui’s words made me feel very uncomfortable.
How could I not want to see my own son?
But it’s not possible yet.
I don’t know how to tell my son.
Minwen is very sensitive.
I don’t know how to tell Zhang and I.
I am afraid that he will ask me these things about Jia, and I am even more afraid of facing his problems.
I want to wait a little longer until he completely accepts this before I go see him again, even if he hates me.
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But Xu Hui did not agree with my idea.
She said: "You are Minwen's mother.
I don't have any position to question what you want to do, but I think it is unfair for you to treat Minwen like this.
He has the right to know this."
The truth of it all, even though he's still just a kid."
"You won't understand, Xu Hui.
You've never been a mother, so you won't understand.
Minwen has his own ideas.
In those years, in his memory, I was already dead.
I was a dead person.
"How can a dead person be resurrected?
I have been with him for so long, but I only talk to him in another identity.
I, Minwen, will definitely ask me.
I don't know how to face him yet."
"Then you can't avoid it for the rest of your life if you just avoid it."
"Give me a little more time, I will go see him as soon as possible, I will as soon as possible."
My heart was moved by Xu Hui again.
She was right, Minwen is my son, no matter how much I try to escape, there will always be a day when I have to face him, but now, I really don’t know how to see him.
Maybe I am the most incompetent mother in the world.
I dare not see my biological son, and my biological daughter died young.
Sometimes I even think about whether I should not be a mother at all and should not give birth to the child.
In this case , it won’t be so painful, and even the children will suffer with me.
Xu Hui didn't continue the topic.
She just looked at the time and said she would go out to buy something to eat and would be back soon.
I lay on the bed and wiped my tears, thinking about how Min Wen looked now.
Suddenly a voice appeared beside the bed, very cold and hard: "Is it because you are afraid that you don't see me?"
"Minwen" I turned around suddenly, and there was a big boy standing in front of me.
He was tall, a little thin, but very handsome.
His eyes were very similar to mine, but his mouth and nose were very similar to Zhang Jia's.
I was trembling, not knowing what to do, and not knowing why he was here.
Zhang Minwen didn't cry, but his eyes were red.
He looked at me and asked steadily: "Everyone said that my mother is still alive.
I asked Aunt Xu why my mother was still alive but never came to me.
Was it because she didn't want me?"
But Aunt Xu said that my mother would come soon, as long as I behaved."
"Minwen, me" "I am good every day.
I work hard to learn the lessons assigned by Uncle Xu.
I get an A every time I take a test.
But my mother still didn't come.
If I hadn't accidentally heard it and secretly followed Aunt Xu here, I would still be confused now.
I don’t know yet, mom, you actually said that you are afraid of seeing me.”
"No, Minwen, mom didn't mean that.
You misunderstood."
I pulled out the needle in a panic and got out of bed.
But Min Wen took a step back and avoided my hand.
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He asked me: "Mom, I miss you so much, every day, but why didn't you come to see me?
You were always by my side.
You I've always been here, but why don't you recognize me?
Why doesn't your father want me because he has that woman?
Is it because you have Uncle Xu that you don't want me anymore?"
"No, it's too late for mom to love you, so how could she not want you, Minwen, you can't think like that."
"Then why are you?"
He burst into tears when he faced me angrily.
As he backed away, he shouted to me: "I hate you all, I hate you."
After shouting, he turned around and ran out.
I wanted to catch him, but I only caught a corner of his clothes.
He broke free and ran away.
My stomach was still aching.
I was holding on to the wall and was a little unsteady, but still He forced himself to run out and shouted his name.
Min Wen's figure had already disappeared in the corridor.
I kept chasing him outside, but I didn't find him.
My stomach ached rapidly, and there were drops of water on my face.
I don't know if it was tears or cold sweat, but I couldn't go back, I had to find me. son.
"Min Wen, mom knows you are here.
Can you come out and listen to mom's explanation?"
The abdominal pain made me unable to straighten my back.
I held onto the wall and pressed my belly with one hand, hoping to relieve the pain, but to no avail.
The things in front of me began to blur.
I slowly sat on the ground against the wall, shivering and curled up into a ball.
The passers-by around me exclaimed, seemingly calling for a doctor.
In a daze, I saw a small figure running hard towards me, calling mother: