49 When Zhou Yuanguang arrived at the hospital, Lin Gan was sitting in the ward.
The two went to the chairs at the door of the ward to talk.
"Auntie hasn't woken up yet" Lin Gan buried his head, clasped his hands together uneasily, and shook his head.
Zhou Yuanguang squatted down and looked at Lin Gan's level.
"Didn't I say that no matter what path you choose, I will follow you."
Lin Gan's tears began to fall and he was sobbing, as if all the emotions he had accumulated all afternoon exploded with his words.
Despair, hatred, fear, confusion and guilt are all inescapable at this moment.
"Why me" She held Zhou Yuanguang's hand and cried silently, unable to breathe.
Lingan just doesn’t understand.
Why her.
Why should she have such selfish parents?
Why should she pay for a debt that is not hers.
"I'm sorry I didn't go to the exam" The more Zhou Yuanguang helped her wipe away her tears, the faster the tears fell.
He didn't dare to look at her anymore, so he could only hold her in his arms with great distress.
His hands patted her back gently.
"We, Forrest Gump, are very well-behaved, but it's their fault."
“We Forrest Gump are great.”
"It's okay, I'm here."
Zhou Yuanguang's voice was filled with comfort and distress, and the feeling of pity lingered in his heart.
He had been waiting for her to calm down slowly.
The tip of Lin Gan's nose and eye circles were red, and his thumb dug hard at the pad of his index finger.
"I can't go to x university."
He spoke with difficulty, having to admit this cruel fact.
From the moment I received the call from the hospital, this was the result that came to my mind the most.
"Classmate Zhou, can I ask you a favor?"
Zhou Yuanguang touched her head and said, "Tell me."
Lin Gan gritted his teeth, and his words seemed to be squeezed out word by word, but with an almost invisible pleading.
"Please, no matter what my choice is in the end, please don't make changes for me, don't compromise for me, don't change your original trajectory for me, don't bear for me what I should have borne."
At the end of the sentence, she murmured and could only shake her head.
Zhou Yuanguang's eyes suddenly turned red as he listened to what she said word for word.
How could this person poke his heart out?
How could he not understand her burden and meaning.
Because they like each other, they just want to fight against all the injustice and malice by themselves.
A little effort and concession from the other party will make you feel distressed and blame yourself, and at the same time full of guilt.
Zhou Yuanguang's eyes were so red.
He held the back of Lingan's head, touching her forehead.
"Fool."
What are you afraid of and what are you feeling guilty about?
I just want you to get better and be happy.
Where do you need these emotions?
Zhou Yuanguang helped her sit up again.
"Xue Jiaqi also wanted to come over just now.
I thought you didn't want her to worry, so I asked her to go home first."
Lingan nodded.
"Relax, I'll help you follow your thoughts now.
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Don't be afraid."
Lingan said "hmm".
"When will Auntie wake up?"
"Around ten o'clock in the evening."
"It's not life-threatening" Lingan nodded.
"What do you plan to do with your father and the others?"
Zhou Yuanguang didn't want to mention it, but he had to.
If his Forrest Gump wants to live happily, this matter must be resolved.
"No matter what this time, I will persuade her to divorce."
Zhou Yuanguang sighed, put his hand on Lin Gan's head and rubbed it.
"your score" This time, before Zhou Yuanguang finished speaking, Lin Gan raised his head.
Seeing her like this, Zhou Yuanguang knew that she had made her own decision.
No wonder when I first met her, I found that she was very independent and independent.
With parents like this, how can a child survive without being precocious?
When he thought about it, her good qualities began to make him feel distressed.
"I know my scores won't get me into X University.
I'll be able to pass the first-tier exam if I can."
"But I'm not willing to leave with such regrets.
What's more, I missed the English you taught me for a year."
How could I allow myself to run away with regrets when I could clearly do something that I had worked hard for so long?
Zhou Yuanguang pursed his lips and pushed aside her hair that had just been wet with tears.
"I know."
This is his Forrest Gump.
Be brave enough to make your own choices.
Do not admit defeat and do not want to leave regrets to yourself.
Be kind and strong, live like a sunflower, true and upward.
"I'll re-study, you go to x university and wait for me."
Only the person involved can understand the sadness inside a sentence.
Seeing what Zhou Yuanguang was about to say, Lin Gan reached out to cover his mouth and shook his head.
There was an almost invisible pleading in his eyes, but it was all captured by Zhou Yuanguang.
"Don't change your trajectory for me, otherwise, I won't be able to forgive myself."
Zhou Yuanguang wanted to stay here all the time, but Lin Gan refused.
"Go back and tell Xue Jiaqi for me, don't worry."
Seeing that he was leaving, Lin Gan was still worried, and a smile broke out on his face.
"No matter what, this is a family matter and must be handled well.
You have to trust me."
Speaking of which, it would be unreasonable not to leave.
The doctor's timing was very accurate.
At about 10:30 in the evening, Mother Lin woke up.
After she opened her eyes, she didn't react.
Lingan's mood was mixed.
What should I say?
She somewhat understood why Zhou Yuanguang said angrily that it was "The Palace of Hell" when she woke up at Grandma Zhou's house.
"This is a hospital" Lin Gan said "Hmm" and said, "The cleaning lady discovered it early and performed gastric lavage on you in time."
After saying that, he didn't want to say another word.
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"Where's Lin Jianguo?"
Lingan's fists tightened again and again.
She heard herself speak, her voice erratic.
"Mom.
I didn't go to the English test."
Mother Lin closed her eyes, and two lines of hot tears flowed out.
The dejection on his face was evident, and he suddenly looked much older.
"I'm sorry for you."
Lin Gan's face turned pale and he bit his lip without saying a word.
In this world, not all sorrys can be exchanged for a "It doesn't matter."
At least, she couldn't forgive him at this time and place.
"Divorce."
Mother Lin closed her eyes and sighed, "This marriage should have been divorced long ago."
She grabbed the sheets with her hands, a wave of regret welling up in her heart.
"It's only my stubbornness that hurts you.
It's my fault, my fault."
Her voice was hoarse, and she was crying about her wrong youth, her regretful years, and her failure to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother.
Lin Gan pursed his lips and frowned.
No one wins in this bet.
After leaving the hospital the next day, Lin's mother found a lawyer to draft a divorce agreement.
Lin Gan's cell phone ran out of battery last night, and he only saw the WeChat message Zhou Yuanguang sent last night when he got home.
"I'm home.
I've already told Xue Jiaqi, don't worry."
"As for the choice you make today, don't be afraid, I will be with you.
The future is long, and I am willing to explore it for you.
If I get to know you earlier, I can protect you from the wind and rain earlier.
It doesn't matter, my arms are always there. " Lin Gan came out in tears.
She remembered a passage she had read online before.
"If there is a road ahead that I have fallen beyond recognition, and you insist on going.
I hope the way I love is not to try my best to hold you back and say you don’t want to go, you can’t go.
Instead, prepare the most durable shoes for you and prepare an umbrella.
Let me tell you that the second intersection is slippery and there are thieves on the fifth street.
Don't buy the cut cakes on the roadside.
I tell you, you will have food at home when you come home. " The only thing she still misses about God is that he sent Zhou Yuanguang to her.
The divorce process between Lin's mother and Lin's father was far more pleasant than the years of quarreling with each other.
It was this time that she "went to the Palace of Hell", which caused many changes in Mother Lin's mentality.
The focus these days is more on Lingan.
When she learned that she was going to repeat her studies, Mrs.
Lin kept saying "I'm sorry."
Lin Gan still didn't say anything.
This was probably a thorn in the side between mother and daughter in this life.
It can't be pulled out, and it can't be forgotten.
There were three days until the results were released, so Zhou Yuanguang called Lin Gan to come out.
"It's too sunny, what are we doing out here?"
Zhou Yuanguang glanced at her while helping her hold the umbrella.
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"Xue Jiaqi asked you to go out, but you didn't want to.
I was worried that you would get moldy."
After speaking, he waved the umbrella slowly, "Otherwise, I'll call you a bad-hearted person from now on."
Too many things have happened recently, and her mood has changed a lot.
Most of the impetuous breath was suddenly worn away by life.
He stretched out his hand to twist Zhou Yuanguang's waist.
It felt good, so he changed it to rubbing.
He still pretended to be angry, "You are heartless."
Zhou Yuanguang chuckled, seeing that she was happy, he didn't even care that he was being taken advantage of.
“Where to eat” Zhou Yuanguang pursed his lips and thought for a moment, "Just follow me."
In the taxi the two of them were sitting in, Lin Gan looked out the window and then looked at Zhou Yuanguang.
"Classmate Zhou, do you know what day today is?"
Zhou Yuanguang thought for a while and shook his head.
"What day" Lin Gan bit his lower lip, feeling that he was thinking too much.
This man has never asked himself, how can he know what day it is?
Weaving through the traffic all the way, we finally arrived at the place.
Nothing special, just an ordinary hotpot restaurant.
When I entered, I was a little dumbfounded.
Look at the decorated box, with colorful balloons flying all over the sky.
He turned to look at Xue Jiaqi who was sitting, and then looked back at Zhou Yuanguang.
"Okay, you two were acting for me just now."
Pointing at Xue Jiaqi, "Didn't you say you went out to play?"
Look at Zhou Yuanguang curling his lips, "Didn't you say you don't know what day it is?"
With some tears in his eyes, he said, "Liar."
Zhou Yuanguang sighed and hugged her into his arms.
"Today is my birthday, how can I cry?"
Lingan's ID card always shows his birthday one month earlier than his real birthday.
Except Xue Jiaqi knew about this, she didn't tell anyone else.
"When did you know today was my birthday?"
Xue Jiaqi raised an eyebrow at the side, "When you two first fell in love, people asked me."
Lin Gan stuck out his tongue and hugged Zhou Yuanguang again.
"Oh, the two of them are stuck together.
It's up to me if they don't hug each other enough or not."
Xue Jiaqi said, and opened her arms for Lin Gan to hold her.
When the two finally hugged each other, Xue Jiaqi sighed.
"But it made me worried.
Now that I see you, I feel better."
Lin Gan pursed his lips and smiled, deliberately teasing her.
"It's really my fault for worrying our Corgi."
Xue Jiaqi glared at her, "You, just give me poverty."
After finishing the meal, Xue Jiaqi left.
"I'm just going to have a meal with you to see if you're okay."
Lingan stood up and said, "I'm fine, especially after eating the cake you bought."
Xue Jiaqi raised her eyebrows, "I really didn't buy this cake.
Your classmate Zhou learned it from someone else's cake shop early in the morning."
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Lin Gan snorted, "No wonder it's so ugly.
I thought you bought it."
Zhou Yuanguang: "" Xue Jiaqi: "Forget it, I won't be tortured by you two here.
I'll leave."
In an instant, they were the only two people left in the box.
"Are you full?"
"I'm full."
"Then change places."
"Where to go" "Just follow me."
Zhou Yuanguang took Lin Gan to the cinema.
Lin Gan didn't even ask what he was looking for, so he followed in.
When it started playing on the screen and listening to the music, she felt something was wrong.
"Classmate Zhou Zhou, what are you looking at?"
When I asked this question, a pool of blood flowed from the subtitles on the screen.
"Thriller."
Zhou Yuanguang's faint voice sounded.
Lin Gan's expression changed.
He only dared to look at Zhou Yuanguang and did not dare to look at the screen.
No wonder there were not many people in the hall when we just came in.
Zhou Yuanguang chuckled lightly, "Afraid" Lin Gan nodded honestly.
Not only scared, but scared to death.
The two of them sat near the back and in the corner.
Zhou Yuanguang glanced at Lin Gan and pressed her into his arms.
"Are you still afraid?"
Lin Gan's nose was filled with the fragrance of his body, his ears were covered by this man, and he couldn't see with his eyes, so how could he still be afraid.
He shook his head dully.
Zhou Yuanguang looked at her leaning in his arms, then leaned into her ear and spoke.
"It seems that I chose the right film."
Lin Gan gritted her teeth, knowing that this person did it on purpose.
"Are you still afraid?"
Lin Gan snorted and ignored him.
"Ah, you're still scared.
Look, you're so scared that you can't even speak."
Lingam: "".
Zhou Yuanguang chuckled and said something into Lin Gan's ear.
"Then I'm here."
After saying that, he put an arm on Lingan's right ear, blocking her sight.
The other hand blocked her left ear.
In the dark place where no one noticed, thin and dense kisses fell.
In the evening, return home.
As soon as the lights were turned on, Mother Lin sat on the sofa.
"Back" Lingan said "hmm".
"Wash your hands, eat a bowl of noodles and then go upstairs."
After Lin Gan washed his hands and came out again, he saw longevity noodles on the table.
After thinking about it, I walked over and finished eating with chopsticks.
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"Happy birthday, our sweetheart is now an adult."
Facing Mother Lin, Lin Gan always felt that he couldn't laugh.
"Today is not just an adult for you, but also an adult for me.
I am slowly trying to grow from a selfish mother to a good mother."
Lin Gan's throat rolled.
"Let's not live in the past."
After a long while, Lin Gan only uttered this sentence and went upstairs.
Only time can seal everything.
Lingan did not check the results of the college entrance examination.
No matter what her grades were, she couldn't leave.
Even if she went to a first- or second-level university, it would still be irresponsible for her relationship with Zhou Yuanguang.
Zhou Yuanguang lived up to expectations, ranking third in the province, and having no problem getting into X University.
Xue Jiaqi's score can also reach 211.
Not only them, but also the students in Class 1 and Class 2 of No. 1 Middle School have achieved good results.
Lin Gan didn't go to the teacher-appreciation banquet.
Although she chose to repeat her studies, she was still affected by the excitement of other students.
On the contrary, he helped Zhou Yuanguang check the things he needed to bring to school early on the Internet.
Then it’s time to prepare for your own re-reading.
This summer seems to be passing very quickly.
Soon enough, Zhou Yuanguang's admission notice arrived.
Xue Jiaqi went to the northernmost university in China.
Lin's mother and Lin's father divorced, and the property was divided equally.
The villa in the suburbs was also sold.
Lin's mother bought a school district room next to No. 1 Middle School and planned to accompany her to school.
Now the two families are very close.
When Lin Gan's repeat career began, X University had not yet started school.
Zhou Yuanguang delivered meals to Lin Gan three times a day.
There are also familiar faces in the repeating class, such as Jie Ao.
He decided to work hard for another year purely because he felt that he had not achieved the score he was satisfied with.
When Lin Gan found out, the corner of his mouth twitched.
The brain circuits of Jie Xueba are indeed beyond the comprehension of ordinary people.
The night before Zhou Yuanguang left, the two people walked along the road outside the teaching building.
As soon as he left the school gate, Lin Gan didn't want to leave.
Zhou Yuanguang looked at her lovingly and squatted down consciously.
Lin Gan lay on his back and "bited his ears" with him.
"Do you remember the first time you carried me on your back?"
Zhou Yuanguang said "hmm" and both of them laughed.
"You're crying so hard, it's like I'm stabbing you with a nail."
Lin Gan laughed and said, "Tell the truth, did you wrap the nails on your deskmate's table?"
Zhou Yuanguang looked away, looked at the road ahead and smiled.
"I'm afraid some idiot will bump into me again."
Lingam: "".
Although night fell, Lin Gan didn't feel lonely or scared because the two of them were together.
Even the dim street lights in front seemed like a ray of hope.
Arriving at the foot of Lingan Community, Zhou Yuanguang stopped.
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Lin Gan kicked down and said, "That's it.
You have to go back and pack your things."
Zhou Yuanguang put her down and glanced at her.
"My luggage has been put away according to the notes you and my mother made."
Lin Gan pursed his lips and said, "Then go back quickly."
Zhou Yuanguang said "hmm" but refused to leave.
The closer it is to leave, the more reluctant I am to leave.
I always feel that if I take another look, I will earn something.
Lingan motioned for him to tilt his head, stand on tiptoes, and kiss him firmly this time.
After the kiss, Lingan ran inside.
For him to react, he would be out of breath again.
After running for two steps, I turned back.
Zhou Yuanguang was looking at her from where he was.
Lingan smiled and stopped moving.
He pursed his lips and waved to Zhou Yuanguang.
"Don't get too close to the girls next to you when you go."
Zhou Yuanguang nodded.
After seeing Lin Gan turn a corner and disappear, he walked towards his neighborhood.
Before Lingan got home, a text message came with a "ding dong" sound.
"You too, stop giving Jie'ao lectures."
He snorted, this sour smell has been there for a whole year.
On the day Zhou Yuanguang left, Lin Gan was still in class and did not see him off.
All that needs to be said is said, the rest is up to her.
It is said that re-reading is a lonely journey, and what you gain is far from how many points you gain, but the training of your own psychological endurance.
Everyone studies until late at night, and everyone breaks through their own bottom line alone.
You think you can't do it, but in the end you find out that I can.
As he gained proficiency, Lingan found it easier to learn.
Examinations have become a daily routine.
Except for Saturdays and Sundays, I rarely have contact with classmate Zhou.
Every time he accumulated a pile, on Sundays, Lingan would occasionally lie in bed during his free time and read them one by one.
It's all small talk.
"Military training is very tiring."
"There's a lot of delicious food here, I think you'll like it."
"I want to take you to see the sunset here."
"Did you memorize any English words today?"
"I read the weather forecast for Yucheng.
It will rain tomorrow.
Remember to bring an umbrella."
"Good night, did you miss me?"
Life seems to have no barriers due to distance.
Instead, this change in role and distance made him the nagging one.
Thousands of miles away, she was worried about her food, clothing, housing and transportation.
It's winter vacation in a blink of an eye.
This year is much more enjoyable than last year.
Mother Lin also bought a lot of new year's goods.
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Everything seems to be moving in a good direction.
I met Xue Jiaqi several times, stayed with Zhou Yuanguang for a short time, and then started new studies.
On the day of the "Hundred Days of Pledge", there were the same school leaders on the stage, but not the same group of students in the audience.
Jie Ao whispered from the side, "I remember Zhang Gang mispronounced this sentence in his speech last year.
Why is it still like this this year?"
Lin Gan laughed and was about to say something when he was caught by Zhang Gang who had just finished his speech on the stage.
Although rereading is very hard, I don’t feel sad at all.
On the contrary, Lin Gan was very happy, not because of his achievements, but because of his mentality.
Maybe it was because he got rid of the haze of being in a "family environment" all the time last year, or maybe because he knew that classmate Zhou was waiting for him in the distance, so everything became cute.
I just miss you occasionally.
Her young man, who was thousands of miles away, didn't know if he was clothed or fed.
I wonder if my appetite is still that bad.
In April, catkins began to drift around campus.
As soon as the evening self-study was over, Lin Gan packed his schoolbag and prepared to go home.
I feel like I suddenly have a catkin allergy this year, and I got a lot of red bumps on my body today.
As soon as I went out and saw the people standing on the platform, I was dumbfounded.
He said "Ouch" and flew towards him.
Touching left and right, looking around, eyes full of joy.
Poke his pecs, touch his chin.
Still in disbelief, "I think you may be hallucinating."
Zhou Yuanguang snorted, "Idiot, that's me."
Lin Gan licked his lips, pulled on the strap of his schoolbag and started to get awkward.
"I don't believe it unless you kiss me."
Zhou Yuanguang's breathing suddenly became heavier and his eyes became darker.
He pulled her and walked out.
The moment Lin Gan was pressed against the wall, the breath that was taken away told her: He is really back.
"Didn't you say there are a lot of classes recently?"
Zhou Yuanguang helped her carry her schoolbag, and the two held hands and walked out.
"I always feel like you miss me.
If you don't worry, just come back and see me."
Lin Gan was about to say something when he suddenly turned his head and was startled by the people around him.
"Teacher Zhang."
Next to him was Zhang Gang who was about to check his bed.
He looked over there along Lin Gan, looked at the hands held by the two children, and narrowed his eyes.
“When did you come back?”
Zhou Yuanguang called "Uncle" and said, "I just got off the car in the evening."
Lin Gan struggled to get him to let go, but Zhou Yuanguang exerted some force on his hand to prevent her from coming out.
“Not home yet” Zhou Yuanguang nodded.
"Go back soon."
"Um."
Zhang Gang glanced at his nephew, and then at the hands they were holding.
He snorted, "I wonder who is so bold."
Lingan blushed.
"You'd better be careful on campus."
After Zhang Gang finished speaking, he walked towards the dormitory building.
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Zhou Yuanguang only stayed for one day before he had to go back to school.
A brief meeting can only make the longing grow deeper.
Fortunately, the college entrance examination is coming.
I have been preparing for a year and only waited for these two days.
After what happened last year, Mother Lin stayed with Lin Gan all day this time.
Compared with the worries of others around him, Lin Gan was more eager to take the college entrance examination.
Chinese, mathematics, comprehensive science, there is no exam that I didn’t pass with a smile.
When it comes to English, all the fighting factors are mobilized.
This was probably Lingan's most enjoyable exam in the past four years.
In this bet, it was her own mentality that won, and the prize was her and classmate Zhou's future.
As soon as the announcement came that it was time to collect the papers, everyone stood up, and the green years passed with a roar.
"Hello" "Is the exam over?"
"Um."
The other end chuckled.
Lin Gan pursed his lips and smiled with his eyebrows creasing.
"Senior Zhou, I'm going to find you." gd1806102: