"When I was nine years old, I finally understood."
Sure enough, Liu Xie also took a sip of wine and let the wine taste in his mouth.
He also continued to reminisce about his story: "That year, Emperor Ling died because of his long-term debauchery.
Tao, exhausted, finally got a serious illness.
Although he is my biological father, I have no feelings for him at all.
Even my grandmother, Queen Mother Dong, has no feelings for him, let alone for that He family.
It can be said that the so-called emperor is the most failed person I have ever seen.
But I didn't expect that a failure like him would give me a few years of safe time.
It wasn't until he was about to die that I realized that he had some compelling reasons.
That year, I was only nine years old.
The night after visiting Ling Emperor, my grandma came to my bedroom.
She looked happy, and then told me something: my father seemed to want to change the title of crown prince, and he wanted to make me the crown prince.
However, when he showed a little intention that night, he encountered fierce opposition from He's relatives and the civil and military ministers.
This matter was strictly forbidden to be publicized, so very few people knew about it.
In my opinion, grandma is not a wise woman.
I could see through all the tricks she was playing.
But she was really nice to me.
He instinctively thought that if I could become the crown prince and the future emperor, that would be a great thing.
So she was happy.
After all, if Emperor Ling has this idea, he might be able to succeed in the future.
Moreover, grandma is not a scheming woman.
She was so happy that she couldn't help but tell me at night.
Yes, that night, I sensed danger It was a chill that penetrated the whole body At that time, I already understood a truth: there are no benefits for no reason in the world.
If you want to get something, you must pay the corresponding price.
Yes, I am young and smart, and the servants who taught me all praised me as being much better than Liu Bian.
Even many civil and military ministers.
At banquets, they all praise me for being young and wise.
Yes, don't forget, I live in the Heavenly Family and the Heavenly Family has been ruthless since ancient times.
What's more, there is a jealous and possessive queen like He.
Laughing grandma thought this was a good thing, so she started planning hard.
In fact, the danger is coming From that day on.
Everything changed.
The attendants and maids around me, as well as the imperial servants and masters, all treated me with great respect.
It was as if in their eyes, I was no longer simply King Chenliu, but had become someone who could be the Emperor of the Han Dynasty.
Crown Prince What's more important is my half-brother, Liu Bian.
My attitude towards me has also changed.
When I was young, my brother-in-law was still very close to me.
We are only two or three years apart in age and play together.
They evade the teachings of the servant together and tease the servant together.
Every time it was me who came up with the idea and he took the blame.
Even though the servant always scolded him and praised me, he didn't mind at all and still took the initiative to play with me every time.
It was because of what he meant when his father was seriously ill.
Brother Huang's attitude towards me has also changed.
I know that He must have been instigating this, but it's really over between us.
He never came to me or visited me again.
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He never came to take me to play again, nor did he accompany me to listen to the lectures given by the servant.
I even remember.
He originally promised me that he would secretly take me to drink for the first time.
Yes, he never fulfilled that promise until he abdicated and died.
What changed everything was the hopelessly stupid father who wanted to make up for his mistakes at the last moment and repay the fatherly love he owed me.
Yes, with his pig-like head, couldn't he see that He Jin controlled all the military power in Luoyang at that time, and was in cahoots with all the scholars, and He was closely related to all the eunuchs in the palace?
Such a mess, let him I, a nine-year-old child, went to pick it up He really thought that once he became emperor, he could do whatever he wanted pig No, he is worse than a pig Moreover, just because he revealed in advance that he wanted to make me the crown prince, everyone regarded me as an enemy."
Speaking of this, Liu Xie's voice became very deep.
That low childish voice made Ma Chao feel a little palpitated.
Immediately, Liu Xie looked at the night and sighed: "Meng Qi, you can't understand how I survived that night, the night when I felt the heavy rain.
I have survived until now.
That night was the most important moment in my life."
The most difficult and difficult night to get through.
Even later, the night before Dong Zhuo came to Beijing and made me emperor, it was far less sad than the night I had that year."
Ma Chao looked at the face of the majestic man quietly, and suddenly felt that sitting in his position was not so beautiful at all.
On the contrary, it is a helpless and dangerous struggle.
After hesitating for a moment, Ma Chao also sighed in a low voice: "Maybe I can understand it.
Although I have not experienced it personally, I have already experienced a little bit of your psychological journey."
Liu Xie looked at Ma Chao, and smiles appeared in the corners of his eyes little by little: "Yes, I also believe that you are one of the few people who can understand me.
Meng Qi, this is why I tried every possible means to get you to Chang'an.
The reason for you is completely different from my experience, but I killed Ma Teng with my own hands, causing you to fall from the peak of happiness.
In this way, you will be like me, and we will become the same kind of person."
Ma Chao was silent.
He could imagine it. night a few years ago.
The nine-year-old little prince sat in the room, facing the cold night sky.
He understood in his heart all the crises he would face, even forcing him to give up his humanity to struggle and survive.
The two looked at each other and smiled, and there was a bit of sadness in each other's smiles.
Afterwards, Liu Xie took another sip of wine and continued to talk.
"After that night, I finally figured out a lot.
That chilling night did not make me completely despair.
I was still somewhat lucky in my heart.
It's very fast.
I finally discovered that although you were born into a royal family, you may seem rich and honorable, but once you are involved in the supreme interests.
Then all the wealth and honor around you will immediately become murderous.
Brother Huang gradually became distant from me, and I didn't blame him.
I understood it after I figured it out.
It's not his fault.
After all, we were brothers once upon a time.
But then, we just become laughing contenders for the throne.
Brother Huang regards me as his enemy.
What's funny is that I don't want to compete with him for the throne at all.
It doesn't seem attractive at all to me.
So, in disguise, I wanted to convey a message to Brother Huang, or that Mr.
He.
I hope they can rest assured that I will not argue with him.
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I ran to Emperor Ling and told him personally in front of He that I did not want to be emperor.
Yes, this stupid pig-like Spirit Emperor actually thought that I was as afraid of He as my mother.
He directly scolded He and told her to get out.
When I saw He's resentful eyes, it was as if she had discovered my clever method of retreating to advance, and had seen through my hypocritical nature.
It was really ironic.
From then on, I started fighting against the Emperor Brother and the He family.
It wasn’t until I killed Emperor Ling, the He family, and the Emperor Brother with my own hands that I became what I am today
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