Bai Mufeng was seriously watering the medicinal flowers, and suddenly heard a familiar cold voice behind him: "Why did you want to save me in the first place" Bai Mufeng turned his head, and sure enough, he saw Leng Qingshuang standing behind him at some point, with a puzzled look on his face that was extremely difficult to see.At that glance, Bai Mufeng couldn't help but look a little stupid.At that time, the cold frost, dressed in white and not stained with dust, the sparkling sunlight fell a little soft halo on her body, breaking her cold as frost, her expression was cold but there was no longer the previous alienation, it looked like a fairy in the world of fireworks at the beginning of the fireworks.For the first time, this fairy wanted to understand the world where she had descended.For the first time, I wanted to get to know the white wood wind in front of her.It's not that Bai Mufeng hasn't seen a beautiful woman, but it's the first time he's seen such a stunning woman.Leng Qingshuang wanted to know more about Bai Mufeng, which made him a little surprised, it felt like the Nine Heavens Fairy wanted to know an ordinary man.In fact, when he saw Leng Qingshuang for the first time, Bai Mufeng was amazed by her appearance.Looking at it now, her beauty made him dizzy and a little lost.After a long time, Bai Mufeng relieved himself from the beauty of Leng Qingshuang, and quickly took back the obsession on his face, unwilling to be discovered by Leng Qingshuang.On the surface, Bai Mufeng smiled slightly: "Miss Leng, what do you think" Leng Qingshuang frowned, she was not sure.She felt that Bai Mufeng was just saving her to save people, but she couldn't believe it.Perhaps she is used to seeing the coldness and coldness of the world, and she is used to looking at anyone with a purposeful eye."
Dare to ask your honorable name" Counting that he and Bai Mufeng have known each other for several months, this is the first time Leng Qingshuang has asked his name.Leng Qingshuang wanted to know more about Bai Mufeng, not just that he was a skilled healer.Bai Mufeng replied with a smile: "Bai Mufeng." ”"White Wood Wind."
Leng Qingshuang gently repeated the name in her heart.Sure enough, it is a person as its name suggests, and the white wood wind gives her the feeling that is like the breeze that comes slowly in the quiet forest."
Doctor Bai, can I learn pharmacology from you" Leng Qingshuang asked again."
I don't accept apprentices anymore, but it's okay to teach you some pharmacological knowledge.It's just that if you want to learn some pharmacological knowledge so that you can better use force to hurt people, then please forgive me for not being able to help.My medical skills will only be used to save people, not to hurt people. ”Bai Mufeng smiled clearly, but the firmness between his words could not be shaken: "Miss Leng, if you think about it, I will teach you." ”Leng Qingshuang was stunned for a moment, perhaps because she knew that Bai Mufeng had a doctor's benevolence, she didn't expect him to reject her.But when she heard Bai Mufeng's words, she understood his thoughts.At that moment, Leng Qingshuang was a little disgusted with herself, she felt that she had blasphemed the divine healer, because she really wanted to learn more pharmacological knowledge to assist in the great cause of recovering the country, and even wanted to learn some methods of making poison to deal with the Ning Shu family.Prior to this, Leng Qingshuang felt that the great cause of recovering the country had always been very high, which was her lifelong wish, and this was the first time she had the opposite attitude.Yes, in her opinion, the great cause of recovering the country is very just, but in Bai Mufeng's eyes, it is just a life-and-death fight.Can't help but think of the old and young women and children killed by Meng Yong and others when she carried out the first operation, how innocent they were.Thinking of this, Leng Qingshuang looked at her hands again, and felt that these white and flawless hands were stained with bright red blood, and they were extremely dirty.She put the great cause of restoring the country first in everything, and restored the world of the Yuwen family, but it came at the cost of many people's lives.The people of the Ning Shu family deserve to die, but those innocent people, those palace guards, and those people who gave their lives for the restoration of the Yuwen family in the Mengjia Village Thinking of this, Leng Qingshuang wanted to escape.It's not the first time she's thought of this, and every time she comforts herself, comforting herself that all the sacrifices she has made for the great cause of restoring the country are worth it.But this time, these self-consoling words no longer had any effect, and her heart was full of guilt.She didn't know what was right and what was wrong, she only knew that many people's lives died because of her.Leng Qingshuang turned her head and ran away in a bit of a panic, she really wanted to think that those things had never happened before, but in fact, these things had always been in her mind.Seeing Leng Qingshuang leave in a hurry, a smile appeared on the corner of Bai Mufeng's mouth.At the moment of saving Leng Qingshuang, Bai Mufeng knew that she should be burdened with hatred, he didn't know what those hatreds were, but he hoped that Leng Qingshuang could let go.Retribution is never over.What hatred was like, Bai Mufeng didn't know, because he had never hated anyone.Let go of hatred, maybe unwilling, or maybe start a new life.Life is beautiful and should not end in that never-ending coldness.Life is short for decades, so why not live for yourself just once.This kind of thinking may be selfish for some people, but this is what he Bai Mufeng believes in his heart."
Miss Leng, I hope you will come out of your hatred as soon as possible."
Looking at the back of Leng Qingshuang leaving in a hurry, Bai Mufeng said silently in his heart.Remembering hatred, Leng Qingshuang will only face scars again and again.Forget about hatred, maybe Leng Qingshuang will have a fresh start.Bai Mufeng didn't want Leng Qingshuang to be bound in hatred all the time, obviously he was a living person, if he was bound by hatred, what was the difference between that and a revenge tool Leng Qingshuang kept running, and the memories in her mind that she deliberately hid became clearer and clearer.Leng Qingshuang remembered what Yu Kang said to him when he was critically ill and died, remembered Meng Yi's death, remembered the tragic death of the people in Mengjiazhai in action, and remembered the tragic memories of the latest assassination operation when she was close to Yunhe Mountain, one made her want to persist in completing the great cause of restoring the country, and the other made her want to give up all this.These memories were entangled in Leng Qingshuang's mind, making her painfully difficult to choose.If she didn't continue the great cause of restoring the country, she would have no way to face Yu Kang, who handed over the burden of the great cause of restoration to her, and she promised him to pass on this wish from generation to generation until the day it was realized.If she gave up, she would have failed Yu Kang's expectations of her.But if she wants to continue the great cause of recovering the country, she will have to face more sacrifices and more innocent deaths.If she persists, her heart will be tortured all the time.How to choose, Leng Qingshuang has never felt that a choice will be so difficult.aa2705221t1706231537: