"Second brother, she is gone.I'll take you out and look at her from a distance, okay?"
suggested Xuanhua gently.In the past, Xuanhua has said this many times, but Jinghua always shakes his head and refuses.He didn't dare to look at her, he was afraid that if he looked at her, he would be distracted, and he would no longer be able to refrain from leaving here and return to her.Xuanhua sighed, just wanted to loosen, but felt tight.Jinghua raised his head, his haggard eyes were soaked in bloodshots, and after his eyelashes trembled a few times, he finally nodded very slowly.He lost a lot of weight.The contours of his face were as clear as a knife, his eyebrows, eyes, lips and teeth were as handsome as ever, but they were as pale as jade, and a few strands of black hair hung down gently, softening his coldness slightly.He looks like an independent landscape painting, even if it is a turbulent style and a beautiful charm, but because there are only black and white colors, it looks thin, and the whole tone is sad."
Take a look."
He commanded hoarsely.Ah Mo had already walked far, and Xuanhua hurriedly pushed Jinghua to the gate of the courtyard so that he could chase the red dot.Today, she wore a red dress.She has a lot of dresses, carmine, lake blue, autumn green, sunset yellow, she likes all kinds of colorful colors, she likes different things.But she ran here every day, waiting in front of his hut, repeating the same thing.She wore red today, yellow yesterday, and blue day before.He never dared to look at her, but he always couldn't help but want to know everything about her.After she left, Sister Yuan carefully described to him the clothes she was wearing, the hair she combed, and what she had eaten at lunch here.He listened carefully, and there was always a smile on his lips as he listened to it.But he never took the initiative to ask.The eldest brother sometimes teased him, saying that if you finish eating this bowl of rice, I will tell you how Miss Ah Mo is today, and he immediately closed his mouth tightly, and went back to the room as if he had been insulted, closed the door, and did not say a word.Jinghua squinted, looking hard at the bright red.It was his Momo, the lover he missed so much.He hadn't seen her for nine months, even if it was just a piece of her clothes, and he had countless sleepless nights, relying on the clothes and hairstyles described by Sister Yuan, piecing together her appearance in his brain, and then until dawn.After dawn, she will be here again.The red dot grew smaller and smaller, and it was about to disappear at the end of the trail.Xuanhua leaned down and said, "Go in, it's windy outside." ”Jinghua shook his head, he had long forgotten that he had just said that he would only look at it.From the time he came out to the present, he didn't even dare to blink his eyes, for fear of wasting any moment, and always wanted to look greedily for a little longer, and then again, until she disappeared completely.But just as the little red dot was about to disappear, she suddenly turned around and looked at him so without warning, Jinghua's face changed dramatically, her bright gaze shot through the long path, and it was hot and hot on his body, debunking all the weakness and shame that he had tried so hard to hide, and he was suddenly frightened, and the person in front of the army was only thinking about escaping at this moment, and he even raised himself in embarrassment, trying to block himself."
Go back, big brother, take me away," he shouted hoarsely, his feet trembling in panic.He couldn't wait for Xuanhua to push him, he had already hurriedly moved to turn the wheel by himself, the more anxious he was, the more he couldn't exert his strength, and he slid on the wheel a few times in vain, but the wheelchair didn't move at all."
Take me away," he said, his eyes red, and he cried out for help in despair.Ah Mo at the end of the trail.Just now, she finally saw him, and she thought about Jinghua for a long time.He was in a wheelchair, and Brother Xuanhua pushed him.He lost a lot of weight, and his white shirt was blown by the wind, and he was too weak to wear.But he is still very good-looking, so I can see that her heart is sour.Jinghua, I know how much I miss you, is it what you did wrong, or what did I do wrong, to let us suffer from such separation, let that fluttering curtain separate us into two worlds, what happened on the day of the public trial, what did you do for Chenhua, I didn't ask a word.I think if you would say it, you would say it.Even now that you're so close to me, I haven't even opened the curtain.Because I feel that if you are willing to meet me, you will definitely come out.But I still couldn't hold back today.Turning back like that suddenly must have embarrassed you.It was already completely dark.The lights had been lit up in the town one after another, but Jinghua's room was still pitch black.Ah Mo maintained her final posture, still twisting her neck to look at the courtyard.The temperature plummeted at night, and the wind blew up her beautiful dress, but it only chilled her bones."
AhhMiao Yuan called her."
Sister Ah Yuan" she hurriedly wiped away her tears, cheered up and smiled: "Hehe, I was naughty and made a joke for a while."
Your patient is not angry, right" Miao Yuan looked at her with pity and said softly: "Be more considerate of him, Ah Mo, Sister Yuan knows that you are wronged."
But it's really not easy.Xuanhua and I both saw it in our eyes, those hardships were going to collapse if we were any other person, but he forced himself to survive Ah Mo, he was able to survive because of you" "I really didn't mean to, Sister Yuan."
Hehe, I probably missed him. ”Ah Moqiang smiled.I don't know if the word "think" is attached to mana, Ah Mo nervously repeated it a few times, and suddenly burst into tears.She was so sudden, she seemed to be taken aback, and let those strong disguises that had been stretched for more than nine months lose their armor in an instant, and they collapsed.She sat on the ground, without an image, and wept profusely.She pulled her throat hard, she hugged her thin shoulders, cried until she couldn't catch her breath, cried until she kept shaking, and cried until she vomited."
I think about him, I just miss him, Sister Yuan, save me, what should I do, I really can't help Jinghua, come back, come back and hug Momo, Momo, without you, I'm going to wither and die, I'm going to die like a little flower" She cried until she was about to faint, completely unaware of what she was talking about, she only knew that she kept shouting, shouting the name that was engraved in her soul and would never be annihilated: "Jinghua Jinghua" Xuanhua looked at the table full of food in a daze.The food was already cold, but no one moved a single chopstick.I burned a lot of it today, and I even prepared some wine.The second brother was finally willing to respond to Ah Mo, and was even willing to go out to see her off, this can be regarded as a leap, Xuanhua wanted to celebrate a little, he felt that the second brother should eat more than usual.But no.The second brother fled back in a panic, fled into his own room, and then closed the door and never said again.It was already dark, and Xuanhua was a little worried.I'm afraid that under such a stimulus, he will get sick again."
Jinghua, open the door."
There was no sound behind the door.Xuanhua was even more worried, screamed again, and pushed the door in.Jinghua sank in the darkness.The pitch black enveloped him completely, and he sat in the shadow, thicker than the shadow."
Jinghua," Xuanhua didn't dare to speak loudly, and said in a low voice, "Why don't you light the lamp, big brother will light the lamp for you, okay" Jinghua still didn't react.Xuanhua lit the candle, and the sudden light seemed to catch Jinghua a little off guard, and he instinctively turned his head sideways.But this action startled Xuanhua, and even immediately extinguished the candle flame as if he was a thief.In Jinghua's cold phoenix eyes, there was a flash of tears.He didn't realize it, and he didn't react to the sudden flickering candle flame.Xuanhua cautiously tentatively said: "Second brother, what do you think, do you want me to call Ah Yuan back to see for you" It wasn't until he called for the first time that Jinghua suddenly heard it, and his voice was hoarse and weak: "Don't worry, big brother, I'm fine." ”"Then let's go out with my big brother for a bite to eat.It's not much, just eat a little, okay" Jinghua still shook his head and said hard: "I'm a little tired and want to rest." ”He was wrong.He shouldn't have gone out, he shouldn't have allowed himself to sneak a peek at her, and he shouldn't have beaten the strings, and he shouldn't have been self-righteous and peaceful.He's gone.The bones are broken, and the veins are destroyed.Sister Yuan said early on that there was no hope of recovery from that kind of injury.He'll be like this forever, a wreck.But he didn't believe it.He's a man who doesn't admit defeat, and he's done a lot of miracles.People said that he would not live to adulthood, but he just lived; People said that he couldn't practice martial arts, but he also became a god of war.So he thinks that this time, it should be okay.Breaking the stereotype and becoming the first person who was still able to move freely after being punished by five thunders, he worked very hard, many times harder than when he was in the Jade Void Cave.Except for being forced to eat and rest, all the time is spent practicing, and I have to change my clothes several times a day when I am soaked with sweat.He practiced walking with the crutches his eldest brother had given him, and he desperately wanted to stand up, but after breaking his bones and tendons, he didn't have any strength in his legs at all.But he didn't care, he threw himself forward, and fell to the ground.Once, twice, each time he fell so that his legs were all blue, and his knees were swollen so high that Xuanhua and Miaoyuan didn't allow him to practice again.Miao Yuan said that people use crutches to practice walking, but their arms are strong, and Jinghua's arm strength is almost zero, which can be practiced in addition to falling again and again, but Jinghua can't listen to it, according to his original temper, he won't even talk to them at all, and he secretly hides and practices pulling down alone.But now, after he fell, he couldn't even get back up, so he could only turn to Xuanhua for help.And Xuanhua pinched this point again and hid his crutches.So it caused him to lose his temper again.Miao Yuan saw that he was so angry that his face turned purple, and he had to surrender, saying that if he didn't train his arm strength first, if he couldn't walk, pushing a wheelchair could solve it for the time being, but he always used more places to eat and dress.She used to pull out the tendons and veins in her legs and connect them, so that at least she could take care of herself.Jinghua thinks it's right, he still has to hold a pen, a sword, and hold his bride.t1706231537: