When Jinghua woke up, she felt a little strange.Although he deliberately forgets time now, he has been in the habit of fighting horses for many years, and with a little sunlight, he can accurately estimate the time of day.The eldest brother should have already gone to court, but even if the eldest brother is not there, Sister Yuan will always come to urge herself to have breakfast at this time, and then there will be bowls of bitter medicine one after another.Outside the house was excessively quiet.Jinghua listened to it, there was really no sound at all, it was because he was all out, he immediately became vigilant, in the past, the eldest brother would not leave him alone at home, for fear that he would get sick or other accidents.But now, the two of them are not there, what happened to Heavenly Court, what happened to Heavenly Court, what happened to Heavenly Court, what did it have to do with him, even if he knew, what could he do or continue to sleep, it happened that no one was disturbing him today, Jinghua closed his eyes again, and wanted to force himself to sleep.But today, I didn't sleep well, tossing and turning, and dreaming a lot.Jinghua hadn't dreamed in years.He has always been extremely self-controlled, and since he was a teenager, he will not indulge himself even in his dreams, let alone allow unbridled emotional catharsis.There is not a single hole in the mind, just like a tight protective dam that does not allow others to peek into its heart.But perhaps because of the torture, his body dragged his legs, causing his control of his will to be relaxed.When I slept today, it was a dream.He dreamed of Ah Mo.She came to him and asked him to come with her.He refused, and pushed Ah Mo, this push was very powerful, pushing Ah Mo back several steps back, and behind Ah Mo, it was still the path in front of the door, and it suddenly became an abyss, Ah Mo saw that she fell into the abyss, she turned to him, shouting "help" He was shocked, and quickly reached out to pull, but at this time, the hand suddenly lost strength.He couldn't catch her, Ah Mo fell down, just when he wanted to jump down with him, Ah Mo flew up from the bottom of the valley again, she rode the golden-winged Dapeng bird, hugged its neck, talked and laughed, saw Jinghua, waved his hand with him in a chic manner, and then flew to the sky again, "Momo" Jinghua woke up from the dream, already in a cold sweat.My heart is like being crushed by a thousand boulders, sullen, and it hurts from my dream to reality.He opened his eyes and lay back as if he had abandoned himself, laughing at himself for having such a ridiculous dream.It's already in such a dark place, why haven't I forgotten her dark world, obviously I have managed to make myself forget everything, forget the mission, responsibility, and even forget who I am, but why, I still haven't forgotten her Momo, how long have I not seen you, how long can I hold on, if I don't see you, there is a sound of talking outside the door, like the eldest brother They are back.Jinghua usually hates these distractions, but today he was a little uneasy, so he deliberately listened to them.Both of them deliberately lowered their voices, but they could still hear Xuanhua's tone of surprise: "You deliberately went to see if it's true" Miaoyuan said: "It's too hard to see now." ”"If it's true, wouldn't the second brother want to" "Shhh ”"Bang dang", the door was pushed open Jinghua's face was pale, and he said in a dumb voice: "What's wrong with Momo" Xuanhua was a little weak-hearted, as if he didn't expect Jinghua to take the initiative to come out and ask, and said haha: "Ah Mo girl, she's very good, haha" Jinghua grabbed her robe tightly with her hand, and said in a trembling voice: "She, what happened to her but deliberately hid it from me" "No, second brother, don't think about it" "Don't lie to me" Jinghua said sharply, and the blue muscles on her pale face burst out.The room was suddenly silent, and Xuanhua and Miaoyuan didn't dare to make a sound, only hearing Jinghua's rapid and troubled breathing.After a long time, his frantically beating heart finally settled down a little, he took a deep breath, and slowly spit out the words: "Call Momo, I have something to say to her." ”Jinghua went back to her room.He was in the dark, but he could not sleep again.Momo is sick.Although I'm not sure what it is, listening to the tone of the eldest brother and sister Yuan, most of them are.The corners of his pale lips smiled wistfully.Unexpectedly, he pushed her away, and when he pushed her away, he had already thought that there would be such a result.But Momo, this is an inevitable process, and long pain is better than short pain.When I didn't have Yinlong Wing before, I always thought I was going to die, and I tried to push you away at that time, but it didn't work.You said you would stay with me until I died.That's fine, it won't be long anyway, if you can live a day, it's a day, and when I'm gone, you'll live your own.But this time was different.I can't stand up anymore, I can't even hold a pen, I'm a waste.Moreover, I have Yinlong Wings, and I will not die.So, do you want you to accompany me, a wasted person, to spend thousands of years together, I also told my eldest brother that day, I have already regretted it.If I had known that this was the result, I would not have suffered the nine thunderbolts.Because I'm afraid of losing you.Momo, I'm still too proud.I always thought that with my own cultivation, I would survive for three years, and then I would come over.I thought I would be able to stand up in three years and marry you.It wasn't that easy.The capital punishment of five thunders is really not a joke.Hehe, but it's too late to regret it now.We've been through so many difficult things together, and now we can finally stay with you for a long time, and this happiness that was hard to come by has messed me up again.You must be scolding me for being a madman and a fool.You must be sick for me, too.Momo, you can't do this, you have to get better quickly.Because, I have something more cruel to tell you, if you are going to get sick even like this, then how can I bear to say such things to you in person?
Xuanhua watched Jinghua go back to the house, and felt a little apprehensive.He didn't know if Jinghua had heard the "misunderstanding" that he and Miaoyuan deliberately created, and he wasn't sure what Jinghua could turn into that "misunderstanding".But what is certain is that he at least listened to it and took the initiative to open the door, which is already very good Ah Mo's kung fu is easy to do, she is simple and atmospheric, she has no problem with girls who are twisted and reserved, as soon as she said that she needed her to stimulate the potential of her second brother and restore him to cultivation, she immediately rolled up her sleeves and did it.It's a lot more laborious for my younger brother, and his heart is already shaking, and he insists on stuffing so many miscellaneous things into it.Now that he has played Ah Mo's guise, he finally deceived him into being willing to meet her, hoping that if he meets, Ah Mo will be able to cure him.At that time, it was in the underworld, and he refused to go to Yinlongyi, but in the end, Ah Mo came out and immediately surrendered him.I don't know if there is such a good effect if I repeat the old trick this time, if I can really make the second brother regain his fighting spirit, even if I know afterwards that the eldest brother lied to him, I am angry and blame me.If he had the strength to fight me, he would have been unwanted.Jinghua took out a thin cloud from under the pillow and slowly spread it on the table.At that time, in order to be able to pick up the pen and write as soon as possible, he also practiced diligently, but he still did not succeed, writing has many requirements for arm strength, wrist strength, and finger strength, and he has nothing.He has a beautiful hand, and now he writes like a six-year-old child, and he can write at most two words at a time, and if he writes it forcibly, the words are beautiful and ugly, and if he doesn't talk about it, the pen will not be able to hold it in the first place, and it will roll down by itself.There are probably more than 200 words on this Yunxuan, and he wrote it for a month.At the beginning, he wanted to write a letter to Ah Mo, asking her to wait for him for three years.According to his calculations, this kind of letterhead should have been prepared a long time ago, but that day he wrote and rubbed it in Hanyu Pavilion, and in the end it was not written, leaving only a letter falsely claiming that he was going out on business.He didn't really have much faith.As for the execution on the second day, he did not know whether he would die, or whether he would resume his cultivation within three years, as he had envisioned, or whether it would be the outcome.I didn't know it, but I did it recklessly.At that time, there was only one thought, that is, Chen Hua could not be allowed to die, and Xuan Yao's child could not be born without a father.Many people think that he Xuanyuan Jinghua is acting safely and has no last resort, but in fact, the person who said these words does not understand him, and a safe person cannot do such an impulsive thing, even he does not know himself.Later, he drove her away, and at that time the idea of divorce had already come to mind.He wanted to get rid of the marriage contract and give her back her freedom.He knew that Momo would definitely not dislike him, but it was the glance she looked back that day that made him understand that he couldn't do it, showing a powerless and embarrassed self in front of her.Self-esteem is a useless thing, but I am stupid enough to put it in front of my lover.The more you are in front of Momo, the more you have to tightly pull the shell of hypocrisy, wrap yourself firmly, and not show a trace of defeat.In the past, it was just when I was about to die, but when I got better and was happy, it was difficult to accept a broken self.He was desperate to get her away, pushing her as far as possible.He wanted to make an edict and drive her back to the West Sea.Only when she is gone, can she completely die.But then I thought about it, my side of the divorce seems to make the West Sea side of the face unbearable, Yan Li will definitely be annoyed with herself, if the time comes, if Canglong and the Heavenly Clan are evil, it will be troublesome, it is better to tell Momo, please go back to the West Sea by herself, and it is safer for her father to propose to withdraw from the marriage.This letter must be written decisively, cruelly, ruthlessly, logically, and clearly, and the head must be the Tao, so that Momo immediately gritted his teeth with hatred when he saw it, tore it to pieces, and cursed him at the same time Xuanyuan Jinghua is not a thing, and it must not die well, and it will be done.This is still a little difficult for him, because he has to say those cruel words to the girl he really loves.It was much more difficult than when he could write.After driving her away, he spent many of his time alone in the dark, and he used it for this.I wrote two words, but I couldn't write anymore, so I lay down on the table and rested for a while, and when I woke up, I wrote two more.In this way, at the end of the day, you can write about a dozen words.But it was finally written, and it was not faked to others.Unexpectedly, after she was physically and mentally disabled, the first great thing she completed independently was to write a letter to Momo to persuade her to withdraw from the marriage.It's ironic.t1706231537: