However, since when did this idea of hers gradually begin to become less important, and it seems that she still feels that as long as she can stay by Di Yanyi's side, she will feel very satisfied.And those who walked in all directions gradually began to feel that they were really too arrogant at the beginning.There is no other reason, she can't protect herself at all, if she meets someone like Xi Jinyun again, she must have been used as a container to carry her soul at the beginning, but her soul is not there, she is suddenly a little glad that she came out with Di Yanyi at the beginning, otherwise she would not have been able to stand in front of him unharmed after encountering so many things later.But why, when she decided to accept it, the memories and physical reactions began to reject everything in front of her, and she had been struggling to find out what the nightmares she had every night were because of her previous life.Although she was a genius in the medical field, she had become somewhat trusting of things like theology because of this and the fact that she was born with a vision.This led to her later meeting Yu Junhao, and finally followed Yu Junhao to collect some clues about theology.She didn't see it until the end, but she was reborn in such a fantasy world.Maybe this was meant to be, she thought.Later, after finding some people, seeing certain things, and knowing certain possibilities, she guessed that it was because she died too tragically in her previous life, so she separated this memory and remembered it in the next life.This is a deep memory seared into the depths of the soul, with the obsession of eternal life, or resentment, that has continued to this day, and even brought to this life.And in this life, it seems to be solving the unsolved mystery of her previous life, which is pressing step by step, and now it is time to solve the secret.Just when Di Yanyi was not there tonight, she was depressed and nowhere to be found, and she seemed to have suddenly figured out a lot of things.Although she was still confused about most things, at least she knew that she didn't really want to say those words, just because she would blurt them out involuntarily.It's just that she doesn't want to admit that she is because when she suddenly wants to accept the other party, she suddenly remembers those things that used to make her unbelievable, but now she is full of doubts.She just hasn't fully accepted Di Yanyi because of this, and Di Yanyi left tonight, will it be because of her words Cheng Xinyan shook her head, and it was quiet at this moment, and her restless mood was faintly calmed down.She felt that this matter should not be so simple, although Di Yanyi often made things that made people feel very sudden and unprepared, but she never walked so quietly.At least every time she would know the purpose of his departure, even if it was during their cold war, it was to tell him where he was going, so that she would definitely call him to get up and break the silence in time to communicate.And this time it was so abnormal, except that something happened, that is, the one she didn't want to accept, Di Yanyi broke her heart because of what she said, and she ran away for a while.If it was really what she said, I didn't want to see him for a while, so he wasn't there, and her words stayed, which became the actual evidence of his absence Thinking of this, Cheng Xinyan took a deep breath, spit out slowly, turned around and walked to the direction of the bed, lay down, meditated for a while, and closed her eyes uncomfortably, but she couldn't sleep.160420oshow7: