"Yan'er" Di Yanyi called out to her, but her voice was a little trembling."
Isn't it good for me to leave your life" he said in a trembling voice: "What I brought to you has been a disaster since I became a demon that year.Without me, you can live well.Why did you come back to me" He was ruthless again and again, but she came to shake his heart again He and her, since a long time ago, it has been impossible So, why did he come to him just for that impossible thing, desperately clinging to Di Yanyi's eyelashes trembled fiercely, slowly lowered his eyes, a ray of water flashed from his eyes, he looked at Cheng Xinyan affectionately, and the tears that had been hidden for a long time finally began to flow from his eyes without scruples.They, no more later, thinking about this, there was a deeper pain in his heart, and he couldn't feel the slightest pain in his arm that was already numb Cheng Xinyan raised her head slightly, and suddenly she felt a drop of warm water stain fall on her cheek, she raised her eyes in shock, but hit a pair of black eyes, the drop of water stain, from his cheek, slowly flowed down, one drop, two drops fell on her face and heart for a moment, as if it was torn apart, Cheng Xinyan looked at Di Yanyi, and her heart was very touched, And the strong sense of uneasiness that she had been desperately suppressing instantly swept through her whole body at this moment.And he, at the moment, is he reluctant, or uneasy, she doesn't know where the sadness on his body comes from, but he seems to have some clarity in his heart, but he always feels in a trance, and maybe he doesn't understand his sadness, but at this moment, she knows that she feels a scared emotion, and even uneasy in her heart about what may happen to him, the tears in her eyes that she has endured for a long time, and finally can't hold back anymore, bursting out of her eyes, "It's not good, it's not good at all" Cheng Xinyan roared in a low voice, but suddenly took a deep breath, Then he continued: "Di Yanyi, I thought about it for a long time, if it was me that year, I wouldn't have done much well, and when I saw the surface truth with my own eyes, I wouldn't have the courage to face it, so in the end, everyone suffered because of me."
Di Yanyi, I regret it, maybe I regret it at the moment when my soul is gone, or maybe it is not until the last memory is restored, and the moment I wake up, I don't realize "This memory, none of them want to remember, a love that has a beginning and an end, but in the end it has lived to a situation of life and death."
And now, even if they are reborn, these things still linger.The difference in thought that year brought it, but I never thought that it would be a permanent painful injury, and even implicated the future Cheng Xinyan bit the corner of her lip tightly, and the corners of her mouth were pale with a hint of forbearance, as if every word was listing her crimes one by one, making her even more unable to forgive herself, "I shouldn't have been cowardly, Di Yanyi, I should have waited for you a little longer, I shouldn't have been so decisive before I figured out anything."
Therefore, at this moment, what you said about letting me leave, is it like this, I have long made you feel that I am only worthy of sharing time with you, but I will not face it with you" After speaking, Cheng Xinyan gritted her teeth tightly, her heart was like a knife, but her eyes were still stubbornly staring at Di Yanyi's eyes.And at this moment, his face, under her blurred eyes, seemed to be so blurry.It was as if she touched it lightly, and he would disappear like that160420oshow7: