I lay on my back on the big hotel bed, pretending to be intoxicated and letting An Ming strip off my clothes one by one.
I felt unspeakable uneasiness and fear, as well as intense excitement.
I like this feeling, but I feel a little ashamed.
I am a married woman, and the man who took off my clothes is not my husband.
I was like a person who has been walking in the desert for a long time and suddenly saw a clear spring.
I asked for it greedily, and An Ming also gave it with all his strength.
After the orgy, I was tired and satisfied.
I looked at An Ming beside me.
His strong and firm flesh was covered with fine beads of sweat, and he was admiring mine.
I walked into the bathroom, feeling sore all over.
Being folded and folded by him was really tiring.
The warm water sprayed flowed down my body, and I suddenly felt a little regretful.
I pulled my hair and tears suddenly fell down.
I actually cheated.
My name is Yuan Xiaonuan, an ordinary salesperson at China Unicom Business Hall in Chaoyang District, Wenzhou.
Three years ago, I met my husband Chen Nian through someone else's introduction.
After we met, I found out that he was born on the same year, same month, and same day as me.
I suddenly felt that I had found the one I was destined for, and I hurriedly married myself.
The first priority after getting married is naturally to have children, but after two years, my stomach didn’t respond at all.
I went to the hospital several times for check-ups, and the doctor said there was no major problem, and he just asked me to relax and do that. .
Chen Nian was asked to check, but he refused to do so.
He said it was too embarrassing for a man to go to see that kind of disease, not to mention that he felt that there was nothing wrong with him.
In order to conceive a child, Chen Nian and I thought of various ways.
We were worried that we would not be relaxed enough at home, so we went to a hotel to book a room, and even went to the countryside for field trips.
More than once, we experienced strong earthquakes in Chen Nian’s car, in various environments and situations.
I changed all the positions, but there was still no movement in my belly.
Later, my mother-in-law came up with a big idea and asked a famous Chinese doctor to prescribe a lot of herbal medicine for me.
I drank it every day.
I drank the medicine for more than a year.
I don’t know whether it was the medicine or God that had the effect.
It was pity that I drank that fishy and bitter medicinal soup, and I actually got pregnant.
The mother-in-law burned incense and worshiped Buddha every day, saying that she must give birth to a son for the Chen family, otherwise the Chen family would have no heirs.
At that time, second-child policy was not yet allowed.
Chen Nian had the same job as her mother-in-law before she retired.
She was a small civil servant in the subdistrict office and could only have one child.
If I give birth to a daughter, in the eyes of my mother-in-law, it will mean that the Chen family will be wiped out.
I was under a lot of pressure, but there was nothing I could do about it.
After all, it was not my decision to have a boy or a girl.
The birth was not smooth at that time, but Chen Nian insisted not to have a caesarean section.
After I exhausted my last strength and heard the baby's cry, I fainted.
When I woke up, the child had been taken away by the nurse, and there was no one in the ward.
After I pressed the call button, the nurse came.
She told me that the child was healthy and a beautiful girl.
As soon as I heard a bang in my head, I was really afraid that something might happen.
After all, I gave birth to a girl.
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I quickly got up from the bed and asked, "What did my husband say?
What did my mother-in-law say?"
The nurse thought for a moment and said it seemed nothing.
"Then where are they now?"
I asked again.
The nurse said that after her mother-in-law and husband found out it was a girl, they said they had other things to do at home and left first.
My heart sank.
My mother-in-law's behavior was what I expected, but Chen Nian also left.
I couldn't figure it out.
Whether it was a boy or a girl, it was his flesh and blood.
How could he do this?
After I thanked the nurse, I lay down weakly, feeling very uncomfortable.
At this time, another nurse came in and said, "Your fee is gone.
The hospital informs you to renew it as soon as possible, otherwise your medicine will be stopped.
You are very weak and need to continue to be hospitalized."
"Didn't my husband pay the hospital bills?"
I asked.
"No, my colleague said that he informed your husband.
He seemed to have said that he had no money and asked you to find a way."
The nurse said.
"He really said that."
I didn't believe my ears.
"That's what they said.
The elder said that in the past there was only one loser in the family, but now it's better.
The loser has another loser.
It's like misfortunes never come singly."
I felt sour, but I didn't cry in front of the nurse.
I said I would find a way.
After dragging on for a day, the hospital finally got impatient and gave me an ultimatum.
If I didn't pay, I would be discharged immediately.
However, before being discharged, I had to pay the outstanding fees.
I called Chen Nian many times, but he never answered.
He didn't reply to my messages.
If I called him too many times, he would simply turn off his phone.
It was very cold that day, and I was kicked out of the ward by the hospital.
I sat in the lobby of the hospital and called everyone to borrow money.
When those friends heard that I had given birth to a child, they first said it was great and congratulations, etc.
But when they heard that I wanted to borrow money, they immediately cried out that they were poor.
Either they said that they had just paid off the mortgage and had no money, or they were in a relationship.
I went to Hong Kong last month and spent all my money.
Some people just pretended that the signal was not good, barking on the phone, saying that they couldn’t hear what you were saying, and then hung up.
The child seemed to be affected by my emotions and kept crying.
People coming and going looked at me like they were looking at dinosaurs.
I tilted my head to prevent the tears from falling on the child's face.
At this time An Ming came over.
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I will probably remember what he looked like at that time for the rest of my life.
He was wearing a hospital gown and his hair was a little messy.
He should be over 1.9 meters tall.
Even the largest hospital gown in the hospital still looked small on him.
Despite this, he still looked small.
The prettiest person I've ever seen wearing a hospital gown.
He stood in front of me with a frown and said, "Your child is crying so hard, why don't you breastfeed?
I hate you women the most.
In order to maintain breast shape, you don't breastfeed your child.
It's okay if you don't want to breastfeed.
Why don't you prepare milk powder for your child?"
I was so hungry that I cried.”
This statement made me a little embarrassed.
I originally wanted to say that I didn't want to maintain my breast shape, but that I was kicked out of the ward because I had no money to pay the medical bills, and I am still being detained.
But forget it after thinking about it, what is there to talk about with a stranger.
I didn't say anything, but he didn't finish.
He suddenly bent down and wanted to hug my child.
I instinctively hid.
I had seen a lot of stories about child abduction and trafficking on TV.
Who knows what he was thinking about?
He frowned even more tightly, "What's the matter with you?
You won't breastfeed.
I'll carry it to the nurse.
If you're not happy with it, go and carry it yourself.
The child's voice is about to become hoarse from crying, but you don't care.
Are you crazy?"
At this time, the hospital staff who was responsible for watching me and forcing me to pay the fee before leaving came over.
"This woman owes the hospital bills.
The director has given orders that she cannot leave until the money is settled."
He looked at me, then at the hospital staff member, then stood up and motioned to the staff member to take a step to speak
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