The more they got to know each other, the flaws hidden under each other's seemingly perfect appearance gradually emerged.
Mu Chuyue didn't know how Xiao Jinyan felt, but she found more than one flaw in him.
He had a vicious tongue and loved to tease people. , and even a hint of narcissism, but these were not enough to make her unbearable.
But why does Mu Chuyue show hesitation when making a decision?
It's suspicion, it's distrust.
Trust between people is built step by step, and both parties must be equal, otherwise it will be difficult to push the relationship to the next level.
Originally, because of Xiao Jinyan's sincere treatment and unsparing love, Mu Chuyue had planned to trust him wholeheartedly.
But the reality is that a giant hammer destroys perfect things.
If you want to get closer, the giant hammer will smash the seemingly flawless surface into craters at the same time.
When you say you give up, you are reluctant to leave it; when you say stay, you still have that feeling in your heart.
A thorn.
Mu Chuyue has never been a person who is willing to get too entangled in something.
On the contrary, she is exactly a person who tries to solve things as neatly as possible.
But at this moment, the complete image Xiao Jinyan had built in her heart was distorted.
She was afraid that her suspicions were true, but she couldn't help but search for the truth.
The man in front of her was obviously so good, but why did he choose to hide it from her and even take advantage of the people and things around her?
Mu Chuyue couldn't figure it out, or maybe deep down she understood better than anyone else.
If you want to take advantage of it, doesn’t it mean that you don’t love me deeply enough?
If you cherish it to the extreme, you will not be willing to do even the slightest thing that is detrimental to the other party.
Simply put, this is the definition of love as Mu Chuyue understands it.
Although a little paranoid, it is not unreasonable.
But she also seemed to have forgotten that she did not have unconditional trust in Xiao Jinyan.
At the beginning of this relationship, she first placed herself on the sidelines, constantly accepting Xiao Jinyan's kindness to her, and gradually adding points to him on the basis of zero.
Until now, although the score is not full yet, it can still reach the point of passing.
So when Xiao Jinyan proposed marriage to him, although Mu Chuyue felt a little surprised, she didn't reach the point of crying with joy.
It can only be said that the level is not yet reached.
However, due to the gradual increase in satisfaction, Mu Chuyue has gradually listed this man who thinks about her all the time as someone who can accompany her in the future.
As for whether she can go to the end of her life, she will not take the initiative to think about it at this stage. .
This does not mean that her attitude towards Xiao Jinyan is too cold, but that she will instinctively protect herself first and retreat step by step in a defensive manner.
When she is truly unable to retreat, the other party will successfully take advantage of her.
Filled her heart.
But when Mu Chuyue was determined to walk straight to the end with her eyes closed, Xiao Jinyan took the initiative to stop her.
During the time when he returned to Yonghe City alone to prepare the betrothal gift, the passive and slow contact made Mu Chuyue feel a little dissatisfied.
Then, before the two of them could untie this layer of dissatisfaction, Xiao Jinyan was trying to connect with him again.
He created new contradictions without even realizing it and succeeded, which made Mu Chuyue begin to re-examine the degree of trust she should have in him. xx4911131: