What is it like to watch your nearest loved one die step by step and be unable to do anything about it?
People with weak willpower will collapse directly Even Gu Xijiu was becoming more and more anxious and uneasy.
Although Di Fuyi could not see anything on the surface, he was still as young, handsome, and energetic as before, but the big star that represented him was dim and crumbling, and looked like it would fall at any moment.
Emperor Fuyi had only taught her the stargazing technique in the past half month.
This stargazing technique is extremely complicated.
It is not just about looking at constellations or the brightness of stars.
Through stargazing, you can see the rise and fall of a dynasty, the numerology influence of related people, and so on.
It is not something that can be learned overnight.
Because Di Fuyi really didn't have much time and had to teach, he put it off until now.
After Gu Xijiu learned the most basic skills, she would spend half a day watching at the observatory almost every day.
The more I watch, the more nervous I become The more I look at it, the more desperate I become This is like a person who has a bad fate.
If she never knows it, before the disaster comes, she will live happily and have different expectations every day.
People who know how to live will make every day count.
Live a wonderful life.
But if one day, an outspoken person tells her that the person she cares about most will die on that day, and there is still no way to avoid it, then she will live a very anxious and uneasy life.
The closer that day is, the more...
Nervousness brings fear Gu Xijiu was in this situation.
The more she knew how to read astrology charts, the more uneasiness and fear she felt became as heavy as a mountain, almost making her breathless.
She looked at the crumbling king star and wished she could fly up to hold it tightly, or put a support on it below.
After learning the art of stargazing, she finally understood that the fall of stars was irreversible and she had no choice.
She also negotiated terms with the voice that occasionally sounded in her head, asking it to be lenient, even if it meant transferring all her lifespan to Di Fuyi.
But the voice just sighed, saying that this was irreversible and made her give up.
She started to have insomnia all night The pain of impending loss cannot be described in words, it is a hundred times more painful than falling out of love.
Of course, she didn't want to put too much psychological pressure on Di Fuyi, and she wanted to appear calm on the surface, but he was getting thinner and thinner.
After all, Di Fuyi was about to fall, and finally couldn't help but fall into the five declines of heaven and man.
Although his appearance seemed not much different from before, his energy was not as good as before, and he became sleepy easily.
If he had no worries, he would accept this fact calmly.
After all, he has lived for nearly ten thousand years and has seen everything through.
He does not care about life and death.
But now he has someone in his heart.
He is greedy for her warmth and can't bear to leave her alone.
He doesn't want to make her suffer, but he is the one who caused her the most pain.
He feels guilty and can't let her go.
So he who should have been sleeping deeply was also sleeping lightly.
She often wakes up after a short sleep, and whenever he opens his eyes, he sees her slightly closed eyes pretending to be asleep, but her eyelashes are still trembling.
Only once, he opened his eyes too quickly, and before she could pretend to sleep, his eyes met her tearful eyes.
She was looking at him with her eyes wide open at that time, filled with tears.
She held a piece of his underwear tightly with one small hand, her eyes full of helplessness and vulnerability: