Gu Xijiu teleported back to the original place.
The sky was covered with dark clouds, with lightnings coming one after another, and strong winds blowing the grass on the ground like undulating waves, while countless leaves swirled and flew past her eyes.
The lit bonfire has been extinguished, and only the bamboo pole remains in place, motionless as a mountain.
The poison that Gu Xijiu was poisoned required her to be calm, and she was most afraid of emotional ups and downs.
But now her mood is even more chaotic than the weather outside.
There are strong winds and rain, the blood flow is reversed, and her throat is fishy and sweet.
She just teleported outside and before she could gain a foothold, a mouthful of blood spurted out.
Her eyesight turned black and she felt dizzy.
She subconsciously placed one hand on the bamboo next to her, panting slightly and trying her best to stabilize her mood.
She couldn't stand, so she just sat under the bamboo and leaned on it Time passed by, and she calmed herself down for half an hour.
She vomited three or four more mouthfuls of blood, and the blood in her body that was almost going crazy slowly returned to normal.
She raised her hand and rubbed her eyebrows, wanting to slap herself in the face.
She has obviously let go of him and wants to get out completely.
She didn't expect that his one thunderous kiss would make her surrender, and she almost had sex with him regardless.
At that moment, she abandoned all worries and injustices, and just wanted to indulge in his tenderness and his rage.
She just wanted to be completely integrated with him, and she just wanted to completely occupy his arms and let him care about her again.
Not as good as others That kind of madness makes her even scared when she thinks about it now.
She never thought that she would long for someone so much or be so irrational.
I didn't expect that one day I would lose control like this.
Did I also fall in love so crazily with Huang Tu in the lower world?
In those occasional illusions, she only saw her and Huang Tu's love for each other, and his doting on her, which were just some unconnected claws and claws, but she had no way of knowing how she and he fell in love.
How were they separated?
But every time she thinks about this, her heart is filled with sadness that makes her breathless.
Had there been other women around Huang Tu back then?
Would he have been jealous like this?
Yes, jealous She clearly understands that she is jealous Being jealous of Yun Qingluo Because Di Fuyi was jealous of Yun Qingluo's kindness When she heard the words in his transmission notes and his reaction, she felt as if a basin of boiling water had been poured over her head.
She was so manic that she wanted to tear Yun Qingluo into pieces.
Not because Yun Qingluo had harmed her, but simply because of jealousy She wanted to kill someone because she was jealous.
This paranoid thought made her break out in a cold sweat just thinking about it.
When did I become so paranoid and unreasonable?
She had been looking for Di Fuyi for more than a year, and she never thought about what would happen if she found him.
However, she didn't expect that she would lose control completely after finding him.
Have you completely fallen in love with him?
Did she fall in love because she thought he was the reincarnation of Huang Tu or did she fall in love simply because he was His Highness Nian Mo and Di Fu Yi?
These questions were spinning in her mind like windmills, but the answer was unanswerable, and even she couldn't explain it herself.
She took a deep breath and shook her head It's useless and unnecessary for her to think about this now.
He has already moved on and is in another relationship.
If she thinks about it again, wouldn't she be looking for abuse?
No matter why she fell in love with him, she had to get rid of this feeling
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