Chapter 47: The innocent yet cruel murderous primary school student "What all the classmates and teachers at Fujimi Academy don't know is that I almost killed someone before.
One night four years ago, when I was a junior high school student, a crazy man once tried to attack me from behind. , wanted to invade me.
Of course, I didn’t lose with the wooden knife in my hand, but I broke the guy’s shoulder blade and thigh bone with a few blows, causing the idiot to scream and faint. " Standing on the rooftop balcony of the Takagi family residence, facing the dawn, Busujima Saeko told Wang Qiu about her past.
"This is just a normal self-defense counterattack."
Wang Qiu curled his lips, "If a girl from our side defeated the idiot, she would definitely think that she was a great female knight with unparalleled martial arts skills.
Then in class I brag about it everywhere and enjoy the adoring eyes of my classmates.”
"The police who handled the case at the time thought so too, so they regarded it as self-defense and did not hold me accountable at all.
They even sent me home in a patrol car.
But the problem was that I felt very happy at that time, not because I feel relieved that I defeated the idiot, but I feel extremely happy simply because I can do violence to others."
Busujima Saeko's voice became even deeper, "That time four years ago, I actually pretended to be scared to lure the man into further action.
Then I launched a counterattack without hesitation.
The sound of the bones breaking , that expression of pained moaning, that splashing thorns My nose was bloody, everything made me feel extremely happy, and I couldn't help but want to challenge more thugs, break their bones, and listen to their moans.
It was all so happy, so happy that I couldn't help it.
Controlling myself, I discovered that that is the real me, Busujima Saeko’s true nature After that, I tried hard to suppress my violent factor, and even hated myself for it.
However, in this disaster where the living dead were rampant, I was horrified to find that I was once again intoxicated by power and enjoyed it. , completely unable to suppress the urge to kill, fighting with zombies It's like this when fighting, and it's like this when I know that troubled times are coming.
Apart from fear, waves of excitement fill my heart, and I want to release the urge to kill.
I feel so scared when I think of this. , I don’t feel like a normal girl at all.”
Regarding Busujima Saeko's confession, Wang Qiu's expression was completely embarrassing.
Your character profile is clearly that of a violent lady who is good at fighting and killing, but why is she still such an awkward literary girl at heart?
Do you know that with such a contradictory setting, if there is no aura of the protagonist, he will often die quickly in reality?
I have to admit that Japan after the war went a bit too far in "de-militarism", so much so that while advocating fighting and violence in comics, it also promoted cuteness and delicate beauty in reality.
As a result, Busushima Saeko even Such a master of swordsmanship is pretentious.
"Ahem, although I'm not a psychiatrist, I still don't think there's any big problem with your mental state, Busujima-san.
This is just the most common battlefield syndrome.
If you desire to use violence to defeat your opponent, If everything is considered an ugly psychology, then every boxer, martial artist and sumo wrestler standing in the ring should be imprisoned in a mental hospital. " Wang Qiu scratched his hair and explained to her, "Strictly speaking, the passion for violence and fighting, and the pursuit of all kinds of powerful power, are the innate instincts of each of us.
From ancient times to the present, from Unchanged.
Of course, boys are a little more obvious in this regard. , so I like to play war games since I was a child, while girls prefer to play with dolls and play house.
But there are also many examples of the opposite.
For example, when I was a child, I was often ridden on my body by Senior Ma Tong and hit with her fists.
Alas, these days There are really more and more wild girls.”
Having said this, Wang Qiu couldn't help but smile bitterly, "In fact, if you live in a tribe in the barbaric era, then your preference for violence is necessary for survival.
Of course, we are civilized people.
Unlike beasts and barbarians, we can use the law."
To limit your own violent instincts, don't you abide by it on a daily basis?
No matter how the beast in your heart roars, you still maintain your consciousness as a civilized person, and this is enough.
What's more, now that the apocalypse has arrived, everyone must fight for survival.
This is the time to unleash the beast in you."
“It’s not that I don’t understand this, but the question is,” Saeko Busujima said with a bitter smile, “Can a woman like me, whose hands are stained with blood, who hides beasts in her heart, and still enjoys it, really be accepted by other companions?
" Well, I didn’t expect that you appear to be an Amazon female warrior, but in your heart you are a Yamato Nadeshiko.
No wonder you have a demonic disorder.
Perhaps because his spine was broken during the war, in postwar Japan, the entire social atmosphere was somewhat closer to that of China's Song Dynasty.
Soldiers, who were respected before the war, simply became the target of discrimination after the war, so much so that there were strange cases of self-defense members being unable to apply for household registration.
For "heroes" with powerful weapons, most ordinary Japanese praise them in comics, but at the same time question and fear them in real life.
They wish to avoid them at a distance, and even create the concept of "weak groups fear powerful individuals" And trying to expel it" is a ridiculous farce.
Of course, in a peaceful era of stability, glitz and smoke, this approach is far from absolutely wrong.
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After all, in that era, individual force was no longer important to a highly developed civilized society.
However, it was already the end of the world.
In this cruel world where the weak eat the strong, the weak can only survive by relying on the strong.
Warriors with powerful weapons will surely become the unequivocal ruling class of the whole society, just like the Japanese samurai in the shogunate era and the European knights in the Middle Ages.
People like this deserve to be eliminated by the times Moreover, what kind of cruel and cruel things did Busujima Saeko do?
At best, he injured a few idiots in the past and killed a few zombies recently.
Just like this, it already has a psychological burden, and even gradually becomes dirty and unclear.
So what about the revolutionary martyrs in the revolutionary era, the superheroes in American comics, and even most of the detectives in the Metropolitan Police Department?
Live But what should we do to help this troubled artistic girl break through her mental barriers and become clear-minded?
Wang Qiu thought about it, and finally felt that it would be better to find a few typical examples to express his opinions, such as Doraemon's five-person team.
"To be honest, Busujima-san, in my opinion, your psychological burden of violence and killing is really like torturing yourself.
Look at the elementary school students around Doraemon, which one is not Living a life of fighting and killing all day long, especially Nobi Nobita , I just personally killed 200,000 people in Bianliang City in the Northern Song Dynasty not long ago, but now I am not going to school, taking exams, playing baseball every day as usual.
I think my life is enjoyable, Mr.
Busudao, as a A high school student’s mental endurance cannot be as good as that of a primary school student.”
Nobita Nobita, a fifth-grade elementary school student, is a good friend who lives under the same roof as Doraemon, and a super adventurer who has traveled through countless worlds. and the murderous schoolboy who once went on a killing spree across the multiverse and wiped out countless living beings.
Destroyed at least hundreds of aliens in the space war, defeated the Iron Man Army in the Earth Defense War, fought against the robot army in the Platinum Maze, and supported the dog prince in the African tropical forest to rebel and restore the country. , helped the animals defeat the invaders on the animal planet, He saved the ancestors of the Japanese nation in the tribal melee in ancient times, eliminated thousands of demons in the world of Journey to the West, and just at the head of Bianliang City in the late Northern Song Dynasty.
He even controlled the world of the 22nd century.
Interstellar war weapons wiped out the 200,000 gold soldiers besieging the city However, despite going through so many corpses and seas of blood and having such an extraordinary killing experience, he is still so innocent and kind.
He still lives a life of "getting zero marks in class every day and being scolded by the teacher, playing baseball after school and being laughed at by his classmates." , go home and continue the ordinary daily life of being lectured by my mother.
Therefore, Nobi Nobita said that he could not understand Busujima Saeko's tangled self-loathing mentality of enjoying violence but resisting violence.
"When you defeat the bad guys, do you feel self-loathing?
Sister, why do you ask such a strange question?
Isn't it a man's duty to defeat the bad guys?
If you are defeated by the bad guys and run away crying, that would be even more embarrassing. " "Hey, can a girl not get married because she is too violent?
How is that possible?
Even the gentle and lovely Minamoto Shizuka likes to wear universal gloves and play wrestling with gorillas in the tropical rainforest.
I also like her very much.
I blush softly. " Next, Minamoto Shizuka, Onikawa Koo and Takeda Takeda also joined the discussion, happily bragging to Busujima Saeko about their respective battle experiences, using a magnifying lamp to turn into a giant and then crush the enemy to death like a bug.
Blow your enemies to pieces with air cannons Gula, and the direct use of baseballs to blow up alien warships, etc. are so elated that it seems that they are not doing bloody things to kill Yingye, but going to the forest to catch beautiful insects.
It's like digging up earthworms with a small shovel in the park.
Busujima Saeko was stunned for a moment.
Well, there is a saying that the most innocent children can often do the cruelest things because they don’t know what cruelty is.
But on the other hand, if you have to do some of the most cruel things, you might as well keep yourself as innocent as a child, forget what cruelty is, and throw away all psychological burdens to avoid the collapse of your own mind.
In anime terms, it’s “blackening” In an apocalypse where the jungle prevails and force prevails, a brave and rational strong man can become a hero, and a bloodthirsty and tyrannical warrior like Busujima Saeko can also live a good life; as for those who are honest and responsible, they can also become strong through dependence.
Those who survive serve the strong.
But there are two kinds of people who will most likely end up miserable.
The first one is the Virgin White Lotus, who has boundless love and has no regard for her own abilities.
The second one is the arrogant little arrogant person who has no trouble making trouble.
The former is the protest group at Yubieqiaotou who opposes the police blockade.
The latter is known as Takajo Saya The eldest lady is a typical representative.
Speaking of this eldest lady who always had troubles along the way, Wang Qiu couldn't help but feel a little puzzled: Compared with her teachers and busty classmates, this girl's breasts are not particularly plump. , why has the brain shrunk due to lack of nutrition?
Although in this zombie disaster that instantly destroyed the old world, as an ordinary girl with a fragile psychology, she was unwilling to face the bloody world and did not want to believe this cruel reality.
It seemed to be human nature.
But for a naughty kid like you who repeatedly seeks death and provocation, well, if it weren't for Doraemon, their moral integrity and tolerance are too high, and Takagi Saya also has a powerful and good father, Takagi Saya This arrogant young lady who is always doing harm to others should have been thrown out and bitten by zombies long ago for re-education.
Just like in peaceful times when life was affluent, arrogant and funny cats might be very popular and given preferential treatment.
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But once it comes to the war period when supplies are scarce and life is difficult, such pets, which lack practical use and are not obedient enough, are the first to be abandoned by families in need.
In short, watching these innocent yet cruel primary school students talk about how to kill people, Wang Qiu suddenly felt the urge to smoke a cigarette.
Although he has never had the habit of smoking and rarely drinks alcohol, even beer, he can be regarded as a moral model for college students in the class.
As an ordinary person who was suddenly thrown into a god game and had to struggle to survive in a horror movie, Wang Qiu also had a similar mental journey.
In general, Wang Qiu has never thought that he is a genius, let alone a strange person.
He is just an ordinary college student who is a little more diligent and harder than others.
His greatest hope has always been His own efforts can be rewarded, and it is not in vain that his parents worked hard to bring him up.
Then, if fate can be better for him, he hopes to find a girl who he likes and who also likes him, and live his life peacefully.
This is the little hope in his heart and everything for the future. look forward to.
However, since the moment I arrived in the infinite space, all these ordinary wishes have disappeared.
In the tragic horror movie plot space, he doesn't know when he will die, let alone how he will die, but no matter what, he still wants to live, no matter how slim the hope is, he still wants to live.
He wanted to find a glimmer of hope to survive from despair and terror.
Fortunately, he got lucky in the end and defeated the Lord God with the help of external forces and regained his freedom.
Now, he has temporarily got rid of the cruel gladiatorial arena and is no longer a gladiator for people's entertainment.
He can finally use a relatively objective and calm look to look at how people in other worlds are in danger of life and death.
Struggle while trying to make a profit while saving the world "How's it going?
Are the people in Doraemon's Takagi family collecting money already?"
Wang Qiu asked casually as Doraemon appeared behind him.
"Well, they were very cooperative.
The whole house was turned upside down in search of valuable things to pawn."
Doraemon had a pleasant smile on his face, and it was obvious that he had become a lot more sinister these days, "I must have stuffed all the treasures of this family into the automatic pawn machine.
As long as there is a little hope for this kind of creature, , I will never give up.”
"And we will indeed save them, right?"
Wang Qiu winked at Doraemon with the same evil intentions. oshow7: