He originally thought she was a good-looking pretty girl, otherwise why would Yan Xiangnuan ask her so kindly if there was anything he couldn't let go of?
But he didn't expect it to be such an ugly ghost.
He thought most ghosts were pretty.
Woolen cloth At least the female ghost Bai Qingqing in my memory was very beautiful, and the female ghost who followed him at the beginning was also very beautiful.
Although the real appearance of death was ugly, who would have thought that this time the female ghost would be so terrifying, but With his Yin and Yang eyes temporarily opened, he had to continue reading even if he had to bite the bullet.
If he says no more now, his sister will definitely beat him.
"The countryside where I was born is very traditional and feudal.
Because of the inconvenience of transportation, my parents are not well-educated.
My mother has never even gone to school.
She is a farmer in the mountains and valleys.
She speaks the dialect of her hometown and has never left the mountain village in her life.
My father They have gone to school for one year, but they can only write their own names.
Their thoughts are still rural.
I believed that if I had more children, I would have someone to take care of me when I got old and sick.
We were in a mountainous village, and family planning was popularized, but no one implemented it, so I gave birth to seven children without restraint, four daughters and three sons. , and because of this, the burden on the family has become heavier and heavier," Xugui said, with a hint of helplessness at the fate.
If it were possible, who would want to have a harder life than others from birth?
If it were possible, who wouldn't want to have good food and clothing since childhood?
If it were possible, who would want to be born in a rural valley, the starting line would be lower than others.
"When I graduated from junior high school, I could only work as a factory worker, and my monthly salary was pitiful.
I didn't earn enough to spend, and I had to send money back to my hometown because my parents are old and I have several younger siblings to support. , I actually want to continue going to school, but my family Conditions do not allow it, and my father is getting older.
He spends his days with his face facing the earth and his back facing the sky.
He is not yet fifty years old, but he is very old.
He has a herniated disc in his waist, but he still works hard to raise several younger brothers.
My sister is going to school."
Xugui said with a sad voice.
Have sympathy and pity for the hard-working parents.
"The factory treatment was not good, and I was frugal and could not help my family much.
When my sister was about to drop out of school, I was very distressed.
I did not want my sister to drop out of school at such a young age.
I know I didn’t want my sister to experience what it was like to be forced to give up studying, so in order to reduce the burden on my parents, I went to a nightclub as an escort with my pretty sister who was working part-time.
He said, his tone a little sad.
When she mentioned the word escort, she was also a little mocking.
She actually disliked this profession out of pride and self-esteem.
Everyone has more or less self-esteem, but some people need self-esteem to accompany them everywhere, and some people can abandon their self-esteem because they want to live easily, because responsibility is more important than self-esteem.
If you say that she is afraid of She made this choice to endure hardship and fear of being tired, but her junior high school was not for herself, but for her family, and she was forced to do that by life.
"After I went to work in a nightclub, I lightened the burden on my family and named myself Lotus.
Because I was pretty when I was just starting out, because I was young, and because I was innocent.
I was quite popular in the nightclub, and my life was easy.
If you are not so tight, you don’t need to spend a penny to break it into two flowers.
"People who have lived a hard life really understand the importance of money.
Otherwise there wouldn’t be so many people crazy about money.
"My body is not so tired anymore, but my heart is very tired.
Places like nightclubs test one's psyche.
I once had the illusion that I was living in a harem.
The sisters who work together smile and greet each other when they see each other, but behind the scenes they are cruel I'll stab you and steal your customers.
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That place is actually very cruel, full of good and bad people.
Yes, there are 360 people from all walks of life, and I have seen them all, good, bad, scum, and rotten.
I live a life of feasting and entertainment every day.
I want to work hard to preserve my innocence.
I don’t want to.
I was completely depraved, and I struggled to survive in the quagmire.
It was painful, uncomfortable, and ridiculous."
His tone became even more mocking.
To be honest, it was cruel to confess her past and past.
It was not easy for her to muster the courage to speak out.
Yan Xiangnuan listened attentively, knowing that she might not have reached the point yet, but she was like this now.
Since she planned to speak out, she would also recall her miserable life, but she could feel that her life should Very sad.
Hearing this, Yan Xiangnuan is already a little embarrassed.
Do you want to say that she deliberately made herself inferior?
No, she has her own pride, and she doesn't want to.
She also has a lot of helplessness, but this world is sometimes cruel.
It doesn’t allow you to have the right to be picky about your life.
If she didn't sacrifice herself, she would sacrifice her younger brothers and sisters at home, and she just chose to use herself to exchange for the stability of her relatives.
At least for her family, she had a clear conscience.
Yan Xiangyang listened to Xugui's story, and he had disliked Xugui's appearance from the beginning.
Now he was stunned, and he was a little surprised that there were still such people in this world who would sacrifice themselves like this for the sake of life.
"I was up and down in the nightclub, and I met a man there who was very different to me.
A man who was very kind to me, deeply affectionate, and would even give up the whole world for me.
He is my number one.
A man, I fell in love with him completely, my friend told me, that kind of There is no love in this place, and the girls who work there are not qualified to get love.
My little sister also told me that if you meet a man in that place, he cannot really love you, and half of the men’s words are too much.”
Xugui said, smiling faintly, smiling painfully, smiling like crying.
Feelings are because of feelings Yan Xiangnuan couldn't help but frown slightly, and felt a little sympathy for all the women in the world who were deeply affectionate.
"But I was brave for once.
When I was with him, he was still very good to me.
He would give me money and help me lighten the burden on my family.
He helped me rent a house and moved with me.
The two of us lived together.
I was so happy.
I was really happy during those days.
When I was nineteen, I got pregnant unexpectedly.
He said that I was still young and would wait a few years to have a baby.
I loved him and believed his lies.
I lost my first child and was in great pain.”
It seems that thinking of that child, Xinggui's soul also trembles, and truly feels the pain again.
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