If I didn't know what happened later, I would definitely scold him for being brazen, but now, I have understood that where I am locked up is not within the scope of Zi Miao's ability, and it is not the key to the matter.Closing my eyes, I stopped speaking, leaned on his shoulder, and let him lead me to the man whom I had so longed to see, but was now so afraid to see, and when it was too dark, he carried me and landed steadily in a dense thicket."
There, where they live."
Brushing aside a few blades of grass that blocked his view, he pointed somewhere ahead.I steadied myself and mustered up my courage before I looked in the direction he was pointing.A small wooden house, surrounded by a green fence, simple and quiet, so in line with his style.It so happened that the door of the wooden house was opened.My heart stopped beating when the person who opened the door came out.Long black hair, white clothes, fluttering softly in the morning breeze, as always.Zimiao Zimiao I silently called his name, and there was nothing else in my eyes except his figure.My mind was blank, and there was only one thought, don't think about anything when you run, just run back to him But the appearance of another person cut off my desperate impulse like a blade.The woman in white, Lianbu, walked out of the house, leaned beside him with a smile, tugged at his sleeve, stood on tiptoe, and whispered sweetly to him.He smiled and stroked the woman's face tenderly.A wave of dizziness hit, and if it weren't for an arm around me to support me in time, I'm afraid I would have fallen to the ground in no time and never woke up."
Hey, how are you?"
he slapped me in the face with his rough hands, as if he was afraid that he wouldn't kill me.The pain on my face temporarily drove away the terrible dizziness, I opened my eyes and said to him: "From now on, you don't care about me anymore, let me do what I want" He was silent for a while, raised his eyebrows, and nodded: "Whatever you want." ”I took a deep breath and stepped out of the grass.Today, I realized that it takes courage to walk.From the grass to the wooden house, such a short distance, I walked as long as a hundred years.When they walked to the fence, the man and woman were about to go back to the house.He must be stopped before the door closes, or I am afraid I will never have a chance to call his name again."
Zimiao" I thought that the sound would be very loud when I was full of energy, but I realized that it was so weak and powerless.But.He heard it.Looking back, I saw with my own eyes that handsome face that was all too familiar, and it turned from tranquility to surprise.In an instant, my cold hands were tightly grasped by him who walked out quickly.The long-awaited temperature is warm, but it is less familiar."
You're back," he was really happy, not at all, "I've been looking for you for a long time, but I can't find your whereabouts."
How's it going, are you okay if you're hurt?"
"Did you really look for me" I couldn't see a hint of anxiety in the smile he showed to the woman.The eyes of the affectionate people are facing each other, and he has my existence in his heart, and I have never been so distrustful of him."
Of course.It's not just me, but also Jiuju, who is looking for you" He habitually stroked my head and smiled with relief, "Why do you ask that" I tilted my head, deliberately avoiding his palm.He was stunned."
Zi Miao.The girl was "a beautiful female voice as clear as a mountain spring, and my hands suddenly clenched into fists behind us.""
Ah, it's a robe, I told you about it," he said, looking back, smiling as he introduced me to his woman.Now, she is the main and I am the guest, and the change of position is so reasonable that I do not allow the slightest objection."
It turned out to be Miss Frog."
She looked at me kindly, and turned to resentment at him, "It's heavy in the morning, hurry up and take the girl into the house to sit, and what are you doing outside." ”"I'm not going in."
I flatly rejected her kindness, looked directly at her beautiful face, and said unceremoniously, "I don't want to talk to you, and I don't want to see you." ”Probably none of them expected me to be so open-mouthed, and suddenly embarrassed.I'm not talking angry, I'm telling the truth."
You go into the house first."
He smiled and said to her.She nodded, her gentle expression unchanged, and she turned and entered the cabin, closing the door."
Sao."
He twisted my messy hair, "I know you have a grudge in your heart, complaining that I watched the evil dragon capture you, complaining that I didn't rescue you in time, complaining" "Don't say it." ”For the first time in my life, I interrupted him.If there was no appearance of that woman, I would seriously tell him that for him, I had only trust and no resentment, only expectation and no disappointment.But now, I am no longer in a position to say that."
She's got your baby," I didn't shy away from, even questioning.There was surprise between his eyebrows: "How do you know" "You are a god, she is a mortal, do you know what the result will be" I don't believe he doesn't know, I just don't understand, why he knows the seriousness of the matter, but still insists on going to the road of death."
Tsuba," he said, taking my hand, "you know I never lie to you.Now that we've come to this, I might as well tell you the truth. ”"There is a sacred tree in the heavenly realm, called the Rainbow, which is guarded by a snow-robed fairy incarnated as an orchid.According to the rules of the heavenly realm, the fairy who guards the tree will not have an affair with a man for life.However, Xueshang finally fell in love.This matter was noticed by the queen of heaven, and she asked her to tell the identity of the person she liked, she swore to die, and the queen of heaven was furious, removed the snow dress immortal, and beat her into the mortal world, and she was never allowed to return to the heavenly realm. ”He told slowly, as if telling someone else's story, "On the day of Xueshang's suffering, her intended person was not in heaven, and after he knew about it, he and Xueshang were already separated from heaven and man."
So, heartbroken, he began to search year after year, looking for the reincarnated snow clothes in the vast red dust and thousands of people's faces.I froze, I never knew how to hide my emotions, and my shock was beyond words."
Xuesheng is her, Xuesheng's crush is you" I easily guessed who the characters in his "story" should correspond to.He nodded."
She and I once agreed under the alder tree that no matter what kind of calamity we encounter in the future, no matter where we are and what we turn into, we will return to each other, and we will find the past thousand years with just one glance of time."
Recalling the past, he finally had something familiar to me in his eyes, "But, for thousands of years, I can't find her who has fallen into the world."
That night, I happened to pass Fulong Mountain, and I met you when I was very tired.I thought back to Xue's appearance, giving you a human form, and I only wished" "Wait" I suddenly shouted, shaking off his hand as if bitten by the most venomous snake in the world.He was stunned by my performance."
My appearance" I took a big step back and pressed my face hard, as if it was not a part of my body, just a mask that would not feel pain, "My appearance was born from that woman, your snow fairy" My eyebrows and eyes are similar to hers, it turns out that it is not a coincidence at all, just a selfish intention.Even my name, the strange two words, was a mark he had imposed on me, a memory of him and another woman.And I, for so long, have been complacent, thinking that what he gave me is good.Yes, I used to believe so firmly that he was good to me At this moment, I finally suddenly realized that the woman who was opposite him day and night on Fulong Mountain was never my "robe" He stepped forward, pulled down my hands that were ravaging me wildly, took me into his arms, patted my back, as if to soothe a naughty child, "Other women, I can't remember what they look like, only she is the only one who helps you become an adult" The warmth of his hand, from this moment on, was forever isolated from my body."
Say no more," I interrupted.Every time he said a word, my heart was invisibly stabbed, and I couldn't bear the pain.Raising my head, I quietly stared at those clear eyes and smiled, and I had hidden all the hysteria just now."
The dragon locked me up in the Sea of Hopelessness, and he said it was a place you couldn't get into."
I straightened up and forced myself to leave the crook of my arm that I had been so attached to, forcing myself to maintain a calm smile like a bystander, "You can't find me, and rightfully so."
However, I just understood one thing, even if I am not trapped in the Hopeless Sea, you will not be able to find me.Because you never knew me.It's just a shadow living next to you, a stand-in that doesn't even deserve a face of your own" He opened his mouth slightly, and didn't say a word for a while.Come to think of it, my expression and words at this time are also something he has never experienced in thirty years.Time froze between us, I looked at him, he looked at me.For the first time, he felt equal to him, and the monster's awe of the gods, the maid's admiration for the master, and the woman's dependence on the man were all gone.He owes me.I stubbornly think."
It's almost July," he whispered, breaking the deadlock.But the topic was pulled thousands of miles away."
Colorless is about to bloom, you should go back to Fulong Mountain."
He brushed back the messy hair that covered my eyes, completely ignored what I had said to him earlier, and gave an eviction order lightly.He didn't even give me an explanation, but he didn't think there was any need to spend any more time on my useless substitute, "just these", and my smile was almost unstoppable."
Maybe it's destined by God, you and me, this is the end of fate."
His smile never had to be deliberately pretended, "Go back, someone has been waiting for you for a long time." ”He doesn't want me, but I don't know anything else.Thirty years, to the immortals, just a flick of the fingers; For youkai, it's a lifetime.He can slash cleanly, but I can't walk with style.When parting is in front of you, the party who pays will always be the loser, losing the heart and losing the future.I didn't have the strength to say more to him, so I just said, "Everything in the robes is given by you, and I am not rare." ”What about the colorless flowers, I will not return to Fulong Mountain, let alone my true body, the body he gave me, and my scarred soul, should be like colorless petals, withering and perishing.Turning, I struggled to move my steps deeper into the woods.He can see my back, but he can't see my bleeding heart.I walked slowly, and the trees around me, one after the other, turned from verdant to yellow.The tears in the dryad's heart brought the midsummer into the cold winter, and every lifeless fallen leaf was a memory far away from me.Perhaps, he is still standing there, looking at the yellow leaves in the sky with deep eyes, but he will never catch up again, and the distance between us, under his stop and my advance, has gradually become a gap that cannot be crossed in all lifetimes.In fact, I should have understood from the beginning, one step away, thinking that it was very close, but the fact is that he can't walk, I can't step over.Unfortunately, it took many years for me to understand this.A few fallen leaves smashed on my head, a small amount of power, but it broke up all my pretense of strength.The body is like a rootless catkins, flying lightly to the ground.t1706231537: