I heard that first cry.Standing outside the dilapidated hut, I saw that she had almost half a life left, and she happily held the newborn life in her arms.That was the third time I saw her.She and I have nine points of resemblance.The first time I saw her, the man I used to care about the most, gave up on me in order to save her.The second time I saw her, the man I used to care about the most, I depended on her, you and me.The third time I saw her, the man I used to care about the most was gone, and she and her children were waiting to be fed.Zi Miao, this name was originally something I didn't want to mention in my life.The Heavenly Immortal, the Water Monarch of the Four Directions, he gave me a new life for this stubborn dryad, gave me happiness and beauty that I didn't dare to hope for, and gave me endless thoughts.However, when I knew that I was just a stand-in for the woman in front of me, the perfect world he had built for me collapsed in an instant.I've always hated him, and I've always hated this woman.I'm not sure myself.From the day Zimiao disappeared, I was like a living dead, living a ghostly life on Fulong Mountain.If it weren't for the fact that there was an evil dragon named Ao Chi by my side all the time, accompanying or watching over me, I would have been even more suspicious of my own existence.Yes, the definition of that time for me was that I was alive, but I felt like I was dead.I promised Ao Chi not to leave Fulong Mountain for three years.Although the evil dragon is thick and annoying, it also knows what it means to touch the scene.But I still broke the contract.I want to see her, to see the snow-clad fairy who once swore an alliance with him, and even more to see her children.This child, with Zi Miao's blood flowing on his body, is the only evidence that he once really existed in this world.I said I wanted to give up, I said I wanted to let go, but I still couldn't help but look for inexplicable nostalgia and hope from all the places where there were traces of him.I obviously hated them, but the moment this child was born, I actually laughed and shed tears.The child also appeared at the same time, and there was a cool rain that suddenly fell from the sky.If I'm not mistaken, it hasn't rained in this mountainous area for a long time, and the ground is showing shallow cracks.She is the daughter of the god of water, and her birth, perhaps like her father's death, nourishes the world with her life.I stood at the window, looking at the little face crying in my mother's arms, and the pair of translucent and round eyes like black grapes, but gradually stopped the tears as they turned in the direction where I was.The kid was giggling at me, his toothless little mouth grinning, and his little face pulled more like a red apple.Such a smile touched the weakest part of my heart.Taking a deep breath, I turned to leave.I want this child to be happy.This thought is only for a moment.Then I quickly despised my "self-inflicted affection", this is his child with other women, happy or not, what does it have to do with me, I returned to Fulong Mountain.Of course, I went down the mountain secretly, and when I got back, I was inevitably scolded by the irascible and talkative dragon, saying that I always like to waste my time on boring things that don't make sense.I ignore him, I'm not from the same world as him.Meaningful or not, I don't care, I just want to see it.The last time I saw Ni Xueshang was in Zhuge Villa, a place called Shuiyuexuan.I didn't know, Zi Miao left a leaf spirit talisman for her, this talisman paper made from the leaves on my original body was the best tool to find me.Once, no matter where I went to play, as long as Zimiao burned the Ye Ling Rune, I knew that he was looking for me.When she looks across from me, I always feel like I'm looking in the mirror.I look so much like her.Hehe, how can it not be like it, Zimiao recalled her appearance back then and gave me a human form.She is still beautiful, but after all, she is already a mortal child, and the years still mercilessly leave the vicissitudes of life on her face.And I'm a monster, and time doesn't mean anything to my appearance.She will grow old and die, but I will not.Should I have a sense of superiority, not only do I not have a sense of superiority, but my envy for him in my heart is even more profound.I hate her and envy her.Hating her occupied that man's heart one step ahead of me, and envying her for having a complete relationship, although they were separated after all, Ke Zimiao's feelings, from beginning to end, were only in her alone, which was another rare completeness."
Zi Miao has always regarded this leaf spirit talisman as a souvenir and put it on his body."
She smiled faintly at me, "Seeing the mirror Rujun, the child's name was chosen by him a long time ago."
said that both men and women are called Jingjun.I never understood why he came up with that name.It wasn't until after he left, when I was dressing up, that I saw myself in the mirror. ”She lowered her long eyelashes, "I realized that he had been thinking about the person in the mirror, the man who looked like me but lived in another world that I would never be able to touch." ”I was silent for a long time, and my nose was sore."
You burned this only Ye Ling Rune, wouldn't you just tell me the origin of your daughter's name," I used a tone of defeat to successfully hide my sadness.She knelt down towards me.I panicked in my heart, I didn't help her, I didn't help her, I was stiff like a fool."
Please protect Jing-kun until she has the ability to protect herself."
That's what she's here for.I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.If she had known that her daughter had fallen off a cliff while collecting medicine, if it hadn't been for me, she would have suffered only a few skin injuries; If she had known, since the birth of her daughter, I had been by her side, babbling and seeing that she could run and jump; If she knew that I was the incarnation of a farmer and told her to identify the herbs in the mountains, otherwise she would never be in the wrong pool at such a young age.This boy's father taught me many things, and now I teach his daughter.Even when she was ten years old, she was seriously ill, and I had prepared a superior elixir, but another man preempted her.I watched as their mother and daughter were taken into Zhuge Villa, speculating about their future lives.In any case, there is no need to wander, there is no need to be hungry, there are brocade clothes and delicacies, and there are countless good houses, for them, it can be regarded as the most complete destination.The people who are sheltered by Zhuge Villa, why do they need a tree demon to protect Ni Xuesheng without saying the reason, just ask me to agree.I closed my lips and didn't respond.When I left Shuiyue Xuan, I saw Jingjun who was sleeping, calm and peaceful, and his still immature eyebrows and eyes had vaguely revealed his shadow.I like her name as much as I love my own.It wasn't until this time that I knew that I couldn't hate Zimiao anymore.When I saw the sleeping little girl, I had nothing but pity and nothing else."
Mind your own business."
I deliberately raised my eyebrows coldly, not allowing my softness to be discovered by this woman, and in my heart, I had already agreed to her request.Although I'm just a monster that isn't strong enough and my abilities are limited, I'll protect this kid named Kagami-kun.Because, she is Zi Miao's daughter.When insiders talk about Zhuge Jun, they are both respectful and afraid.He is not very old, but he can support a huge career; I am afraid that he is a mortal, but he acts ruthlessly, love will take it, hate will get rid of it, and what he wants will definitely be obtained, and he will do whatever he wants.Some people say that Zhuge Jun's most powerful weapon is the desire of ordinary people, supporting him to attack cities and plunder land, and he is invincible.This night, I passed by Zhuge Jun who came back from going out.Of course, he couldn't see me.But, I smelled something strange from this man.I looked back at the tall and straight figure, but from under the shell, I saw some kind of danger signal.But I'm just a little monster whose cultivation is still shallow, and my sensitivity is too low to accurately describe what is seeping out of Zhuge Jun's body.Until he disappeared from my sight, my gaze still did not retract from that direction.Zhuge Jun: I have memorized this name firmly.The day after I left Zhuge Villa, Ni Xueshang committed suicide by taking poison, and finished her not long life.When I learned the news, I finally understood why Zimiao didn't save me when I was in danger at the same time as her.It's not all because she's the woman he really loves, it's that she's too weak to take any damage, both physically and mentally.If it weren't for the fact that the young girl had not been entrusted, her life would have ended much earlier.Without Zimiao, she couldn't even breathe.I have no intention of judging this woman's "weakness", maybe in the eyes of the world, such a woman is even more cute.When a choice has to be made, it is often the party who is "strong" enough to be sacrificed, for only one reason: I can't live without her, and you won't, because you are stronger than her.Every time I think about this, my heart still aches faintly.I went to her grave and put a shy half-bloomed orchid.After a moment of silence, I turned to leave.t1706231537: