Picking a random direction, walking slowly down the streets I know and don't know, I have lived in the city for more than a year, but today I am taking a serious look at its face for the first time.Lethe city, the forgotten forget, the river of the river.The lights on the street are extraordinarily brilliant and full of brilliance, which is not the same as usual.At many street corners along the way, big banners were put up, with the same content as the lantern night party, to celebrate the Lantern Festival.It's another year of Shangyuan.I chose a lively direction, more and more children, holding all kinds of lanterns, laughing and running forward, rich futures are a couple, each pair with a smile on their faces, hand in hand.I don't understand myself.I'm not angry, but the smiling face is gone; I didn't feel sad, but I avoided people; I wasn't tired, but I was full of lead.The noise in the crowd grew louder and louder, and the fireworks bloomed in the night sky continuously, and each flash of light illuminated countless happy and excited faces.Before I knew it, I walked to the largest and most prosperous pedestrian street in the city, and this year's lantern festival is being carried out in this newly decorated street, with people in costume rubbing shoulders, the streets are lined with stalls selling all kinds of snacks and interesting things, the makeshift stage is full of artists, and there are all kinds of lantern riddles hanging on ropes along the way, surrounded by people speculating.Everyone is showing their enthusiasm for this ancient festival.It is a sin not to be happy at such a time.I chose the closest place to the crowds, sat down on the curb across the pedestrian street, and could see a glorious scene on the opposite side, but it was not too bleak.Everything is swimming, but I am still.Suddenly, a naughty rabbit lamp "jumped" in front of me, and it was very delicately done.The white and thin paper, supported by the thin strips, was round and full, and a candle was burning brightly in the rabbit's belly, and the red rabbit eyes became blinking because of the shaking of the candlelight, which was very interesting and looked very happy.Among the lanterns all over the street, they all use light bulbs, but this one uses candles.It succeeded in breaking my stillness."
It's good to use a light bulb, it's bright enough for a long time, and it's safe.Modern people use this. ”I poked the rabbit's head and said to the man behind me."
Or candles are suitable for old people like me."
Zimiao smiled and walked out of the shadows behind me, carrying his rabbit lamp, and sat next to me, "The light bulb is too rigid, not as vivid as the candle." ”"The candle will burn out."
I looked at the flickering candlelight, "It's sad. ”"It is precisely because it will burn out that it is more worthy of cherishing."
He brought the lamp closer, and the bright and beautiful face seemed to become another lamp.I knew it as soon as he came behind me.His appearance was always unexpected to me, but it was always natural and did not cause any disturbance."
You know what a light bulb is," I burst out laughing and changed the subject."
Although I have been absent for a thousand years, this does not prevent me from reacquainting myself with this new world."
He poked my head, "Don't underestimate the comprehension and adaptability of the immortals, especially don't discriminate against an old immortal who has been crossed." ”Another big fireworks bloomed above us, and people's laughter and cheers ran into the brilliant sky.Everything was harmonious with the atmosphere and night, including the lingering estrangement after I reunited with him."
Sao."
He whispered my name, "Know why I said you grew up" "I have wrinkles on my face" I deliberately exaggerated the corners of my eyes."
When I grow up, my joy and anger are no longer written on my face."
He looked at me very carefully, and the candlelight and smile reflected so well, "You see, you used to laugh when you were happy, and cry when you were unhappy." ”"Really," I was stunned, "then you say, am I happy or unhappy now." ”"Anyway, I'm very pleased with the way you're dealing with problems now."
He turned his head and fiddled with the rabbit's ears, "If you want to say it, I'll listen."
If you don't want to talk about it, let's watch the fireworks.If you want to have Yaxing, I can also teach you to make rabbit lanterns. ”He is still like this, he can always use the most breezy way to fade away your entanglement in impetuousness, his existence is the clear water that flows at the right time, infiltrates the dry cracks, and extinguishes the flames that should not be.You can't resist him, you just accept it.This is Zi Miao.I looked at him in a daze, the farewell suddenly became a dream, in fact, nothing had happened, there was no punitive drought, there was no death of his body and spirit, behold, he was sitting right next to me now, and the fireworks of the Shangyuan Festival were blooming on top of us.If everything that used to be really just a dream, then, me and Ao Chi, what kind of dream is it that I haven't woken up yet" I married Ao Chi. ”I looked at the sky and said a word of nonsense."
I wasn't wrong."
He continued to play with the slightly crooked rabbit ears, "He must have told you that I entrusted you to him when you fainted and returned to the woods. ”"We've been together ever since."
I'm still talking nonsense, why haven't the fireworks come yet, the night sky is too monotonous."
I know."
He looked at me with a smile, "You forgot that on the way you came, he chattered to me about the dawn and your happy life.Your non-stop, your quarrels, reconciliation, and life and death. ”Yes, when Ao Chi came back from Broken Lake, he "made up" all the time he had vacant for Zimiao in a high-profile manner, and the focus was only one for so many years, it was he Ao Chi who had been with me all the time, and now, he was my husband and I was his wife."
What the girl in red said is the truth."
The fireworks finally went on again, and my eyes were brilliant and cold."
I don't even need his explanation" Zimiao didn't look at me, admiring the continuous beauty in the air."
Ao Chi's temperament is impulsive and irritable, and he is the most intolerant of wrongdoing."
I lowered my eyes and held the rabbit lamp to my lap, "If it weren't for the facts, he would have denied it on the spot, and it would have been possible to kill the accuser."
His greatest merit is that he dares to act.He said that lying is boring and laborious, and he just does it, even if he is wrong, he will not lose a piece of meat if he admits it. ”I paused and looked at Zi Miao, "For so many years, except for the twenty years when he left me, he never lied to me. ”"Don't listen to or believe partially, even if it's to yourself."
It patted me on the shoulder, "I'm still going back." ”"When this festival is over."
I really like this rabbit lamp, holding it, it's warm in my arms."
Hehe, I'm wondering, if it was you, what would happen if you encountered that scene" He tilted his head and looked me up and down, "I'm afraid it's a tigress coming down the mountain, crying and hanging herself." ”"Nonsense, I wasn't so fierce before, the only thing I've ever been fierce is the old thing of Jiuji."
I gave him a blank look."
Yes, yes, when he comes to play against me, he always makes fun of you, and you can't see him the most."
He nodded and smiled.I fell into the same fond memories as him.It's one of the few things I have with him."
Do you want to see your old friend, I can find him."
I asked him, and I thought I hadn't stopped doing it, and I hadn't informed anyone, including Jiuju."
No."
He smiled and waved his hand, "When I see that drunkard, I can't be clean." ”Also, in the style of Jiuju, the way he expresses his shock and surprise must be drinking, I am afraid that he will be dragged to drink until he dies of drunkenness.Now that he had just arrived in the new land, strange things were happening, and it was indeed inappropriate to visit relatives and friends.Always thoughtful and rarely emotional, this is what I admire Zimiao, and it was what I hated the most."
Why haven't I seen you have the idea of going back" I suddenly asked him, "It's really okay with the encounter" "When it's time to go back, go back naturally."
The world's favorite thing to embarrass itself is the word anxious. ”He laughed.Talking to him, there is always an inexplicable feeling of looking at flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water, obviously in front of me, but I can't always touch it or catch it."
If, you go back" I hesitated for a moment, "what will you do" Ao Chi's unabashed thing told everything, including his incarnation of Gan Lin and the solution of the great drought in the world, and even his daughter, Zhuge Jingjun and Zhuge Jun's past, were all shaken out, not caring about Zi Miao's psychological endurance at all, only trying to say it himself.Fortunately, the object of his "revelations" was Zi Miao, these major events related to life and death did not seem to disturb Zi Miao's emotions, in the process of listening, he was very careful, occasionally frowning, occasionally smiling, without any fierce performance.Zimiao is really still the one in his memory, and he hasn't changed at all."
The direction of fate is a foregone conclusion."
He answered me calmly."
I believe in my fate, and I don't accept it."
I looked him in the eye and jokingly said, "I was so determined to think that fate would take you away from my life forever.But now it's sending you back.Do you want me to believe in fate?"
and "Do you want me to come back?"
he asked suddenly.A gust of wind blew, and the candlelight in the rabbit lamp shook violently.I can't answer this question.Because I had always thought that there was no reason for this problem to exist, that he could not come back, whether I wanted it or not."
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Hope or not, you're back."
I follow his example and don't give an answer.After saying that, he stuck out his tongue, and then he was embarrassed, how old he was, and he still stuck out his tongue."
You look like this, just like the little robe I'm familiar with."
He grabbed the ugly appearance of my tongue sticking out, touched my head, and his eyes were as gentle as they were back then.I lowered my head, my mind in turmoil.Zi Miao's palm, Ao Chi's panic, and the grievances of the woman in red rolled in my emotions."
Not going back," he asked."
After dawn."
I'm still stubborn."
Okay, come with me to the lights."
He stood up and held out his hand to me."
You're going to show up and dress like this," I glanced at his outfit, long black hair, moon-white robes, long and jade, if he showed up, mortals would go crazy."
Shangyuan Lantern Festival, dress like this, why not" He didn't care, "Could it be that you think I'm dressed rustic and don't want to go along" His eyes were as naughty as an old naughty boy.Okay, for the holidays, do whatever you want, who cares what others think I took her hand and stood up, her clothes changed in an instant, the fashionable coat and high heels were gone, only the cuishan luo skirt, embroidered shoes into the lotus.Thousands of years ago, I was like this.I didn't want to think about anything, so I walked into the crowd and stepped on the long street of lanterns that led to the distance.Many people were watching us, and I even heard the exclamations of little girls, no malice, all envy.Zi Miao carried his rabbit lamp in one hand and led me in the other, calmly and easily following the flow of people.From time to time, tell me what the riddle is and what is the origin of the food.It seems that the person who has lost time is not him, but me.Many, many years ago, on that autumn day, he and I walked in the market like this, and on that day, I was as happy as a bird flying out of a cage, and any ordinary street scene and pedestrians were a source of excitement and curiosity for me.No matter how crazy I run, he will always be behind me and will not go more than a step away.I thought I would go to the market with him again.It's a dream that will never be fulfilled in a lifetime.But when the dream came true, I could no longer find the ecstasy I had back then.degttdegt I followed him honestly, only when I passed a stall, I was naughty once, as before, I quietly behind the girl who had chosen the mirror, and the butterfly printed on the mirror suddenly flapped its wings and flew into the air.Once again, I succeeded in scaring a girl out of color, and then ran away with a snicker.All kinds of light, like fireflies, fluttering around us, are more beautiful than dreams.The further you go, the fewer pedestrians there are.Looking at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning.The stall owner selling desserts on the side of the street is happily closing the stall.A few minutes later, I was sitting on a bench on the side of the street, holding a bowl of sweet brown sugar glutinous rice cakes in my hand."
Do you want to eat," I asked him, scooping up a piece.He shook his head: "Doesn't it mean that girls nowadays are afraid of fat, don't you eat sweet, aren't you afraid of becoming a big fat man?"
”I stuffed two more pieces in a rage."
The more you are not allowed to do anything, the more you do it."
He laughed, "When you were a tree, you were so angry. ”I choked.He couldn't help but laugh and pat me on the back.After swallowing the last piece of food, I burped with satisfaction, and blurted out to Zi Miao: "You know, Ao Chi's single cell wants me to make desserts for him to eat every night, and if he doesn't eat it, he won't sleep, and he won't let me sleep."
One time I just didn't do it for him, but he actually deliberately farted in the bed, which made me angry" Zimiao laughed.I laughed too.I don't know why I suddenly said this to Zi Miao, I was with Zi Miao all night, and the person I said casually was indeed Ao Chi, so naturally."
Are you outstanding in cooking?"
asked Zi Miao with a smile."
Look at what you're measuring by that standard."
I stuck out my tongue again, "Anyone can eat it."
Anyway, I've been the proprietress of a dessert shop for a year. ”"In the East China Sea, there are countless delicacies, and every tongue of the dragon there is spoiled."
He said casually, while carefully wiping the sugar stains from the corners of my mouth for me, "You know what I mean," I was stunned.I know that my cooking skills are not grandiose, and almost all the desserts in those days were the result of "fat people" and "thin people", well, in other words, they were all made by Ao Chi.However, after we got married, he never cooked again, only knew how to coerce me to make three meals and supper, no matter how ugly and unpalatable the food I made, he would sweep it away like a garbage recycling station, never complaining, and still very satisfied.I used to think that this amoeba was naturally appetizing and not picky.And now, Zimiao told me that the dragons of the East China Sea have a spoiled tongue.In the distance, there were occasional traces of fireworks in the sky, and compared to just now, it was very rare.There was no one on the street anymore, except me and him.I must have looked stunned now, and the sparkle in my eyes dimmed with the end of the last fireworks."
It's not a good habit to pretend not to be angry, to pretend not to care, or to pretend not to be afraid."
He put the rabbit lamp at my feet, "If you are hungry, you have to eat, when you are tired, you have to sleep, everything is out of nature, it is good."
In the eyes of others, you have experienced the wind and rain, and your heart is clean, but "I interrupted him:" I am in your eyes" "The realm is not enough." ”He was straightforward, "A thousand years of cultivation can make your spiritual power soar, your spells will be refined, and you will refine that heart, and the time in your life may not be enough."
Refining one's heart to be honest is often the hardest. ”The person in the world who can see through me at a glance has always been him.Yes, I'm not as calm as I appear, I'm just embarrassed to lose my temper like a, I'm the proprietress who is regarded as a spiritual idol by many people or monsters, I have god-like skills, Buddha-like calmness, before the appearance of the beautiful woman in red, I almost thought that I was really such a "master".Now I realize that I was just being over-glorified."
I've become hypocritical."
I laughed self-deprecatingly, "I should have grabbed Ao Chi's ear on the spot and made him kneel on the memory module or mouse." ”"There's nothing wrong with the way you handled it, it's just that it will be better in the future."
He leaned back in his chair and looked at the sleeping street market in the distance, "If you are willing to continue to grow up." ”I'm starting to understand a little bit of why he can never be unfazed, and his mood is invisible.Zi Miao, how long have you been "refining" your heart I also leaned back on the back of the chair, looking in the same direction as him, just watching quietly, and no one spoke anymore.He also had something on his mind, but I never saw through it.The night of Lethe River enveloped us thickly.The sparse stars in the sky, each one like my increasingly sleepy eyes, and every slight breath of his breath is a reassuring lullaby.That's it, I slept on the streets of Lethe.Not far away, a shadow, hidden in an invisible place, quietly appeared and quietly left.Without the concept of time and without dreaming, I slept soundly.Early in the morning, I woke up in Zi Miao's smiling face, and the morning light formed a bunch and shone down from the top of his head.He looked at me with a smile, "Your sleep is still ugly." ”I blinked vigorously and looked down to see that I was sitting on the floor again, my head resting on his thigh, my hands still holding his calf like a koala.I vaguely remember that year on Fulong Mountain, I was drunk, and I was so embarrassed, holding him until dawn, and he kept the same posture all night in order not to wake me up."
Let's go."
He straightened my crumpled clothes."
Where are you going?"
I stood up and stretched out."
A married woman, if you don't go home at night, once is enough."
He smiled and shook his head.Well, go back.There is also an explanation, waiting for me in "non-stop".t1706231537: