"Wait a minute" Because Shingoro Hayata's movements were too fast, and Yan Xiuze didn't expect him to do such a thing suddenly, he didn't even react for a while, so he watched Hayada directly delete the archive that he had worked hard for nearly a week.
"What does this mean" Yan Xiuze has also played several Monster Hunter series games before, so he naturally knows how much effort it takes to train the character to this point, if it were him, I am afraid that he may not be able to play to this point in a few months, so it is a pity: "I finally got to this point" "yes, it's been this far."
Shingoro Hayada had an indifferent expression, crossed his hands, leaned back slightly, and said indifferently: "But in the end, it's just a game character, no matter how much effort you put in, how long it takes, how high your attributes are, and how good equipment you get."
"But once you delete the character archive, these things will be completely erased, as if they never existed in this world."
"And along with the death of this character, there is an unreal, cheap satisfaction that people build up in the game."
"Since you can realize this," Yan Xiuze hesitated: "Then why still?"
"But" But Hayada Shingoro didn't wait for Yan Xiuze to finish speaking, so he directly interrupted him and continued: "But, if a person dies in reality, there will be nothing left. ” Yan Xiuze was stunned.
"What is the difference between the vast majority of human beings who have tirelessly pursued things in their lives, richer material life, higher social status, more and more insatiable desires, and the equipment and attributes in the game, they clenched their fists, gritted their teeth, and chased these things that they may have sought all their lives but could not obtain, and silently recited some words of encouragement or demagogy in their hearts, and tried to make their limited life look more meaningful."
"But in fact, it's like a game that will always be bad after playing for a long time, after chasing a lifetime of desire, in the end, what greets everyone is only eternal, and everything returns to nothingness."
"You can't take away the wealth in life, and you can't enjoy any supremacy after death, once you die, you just become a pile of rotten meat without any consciousness, without exception."
"I've met a lot of people who, when they see me addicted to games all day long, want to add some bullshit advice to my own life as a person who has come before, and the purpose of this advice is often to prove that everything that comes with the virtual worlds such as games, anime and so on is something that doesn't make sense."
"Whenever I like this, I'm never trying to prove to them that games make sense, like other game lovers, because in my opinion, the games I'm playing now really don't make sense."
"But every time, I kindly remind them that not only is there no point in being immersed in a game, but it's also just as fucking pointless as being immersed in real life."
"You just said that the superpower of that Heavenly Fire Sect Master is likely to be brainwashing and hypnotizing other people, if it is allowed to develop, the world will always get worse, I don't agree with this very much."
Shingoro Hayada took a sip of Coke with a melancholy face, and said lightly: "The vast majority of ordinary people in the world, even if there are no Heavenly Fire Sect Masters, aren't they still self-hypnotizing and brainwashing, making themselves mistakenly believe that those things that are being pursued now are meaningful?"
Speaking of this, Shingoro Hayada was silent for a while, and finally said slowly: "However, what?"
"That's just an illusory, cheap satisfaction that humans have built up in reality."
Yan Xiuze twisted his neck a little stiffly, and his lips became dry: "Uh, are you?"
"Unfortunately, no."
As if knowing what Yan Xiuze was going to say next, Hayada took the lead and said, "I don't have depression, this is professionally diagnosed, you don't have to doubt it." ” "I don't have any suicidal tendencies, and I don't lose all my motivation in life, I just choose the most comfortable way to live."
"It's just that you don't have to work too hard."
"What do you mean, are we people living a little too hard" Yan Xiuze asked helplessly with a wry smile on his face.
"I didn't say that, there is no distinction between high and low in people's pursuits, you have things that you chase, fight for, and protect, that's good, I naturally don't have the right to talk about it" Shingoro Hayada shrugged his shoulders: "But please don't have any objections to my seemingly negative way of life, because even if you really have it, I won't listen." ” "Maybe you're right."
Yan Xiuze nodded, he seemed to be persuaded by this statement of Shingoro Hayata.
"As I said, there's nothing right or wrong."
Shingoro Hayada smiled: "It's just whether it's suitable or not." ” "Looks like my trip should have been in vain."
Yan Xiuze sighed: "You really can't help" "I'm sorry, this matter is a bit troublesome, I'm lazy, so I won't get involved."
Shingoro Hayada said casually, "I wish you success." ” "Well, excuse me."
Yan Xiuze bowed to Hayata, who was still sitting in the computer chair, and then walked towards the living room, probably preparing to leave.
"I'm not far away."
"No, I'll just leave by myself."
Approaching the entrance, Yan Xiuze, who had already changed into his shoes, paused the moment he opened the doorknob, but he didn't look back, just stood at the door and said: "By the way, something suddenly occurred to me."
Shingoro Hayata, who had already planned to turn off the phone, was stunned by the action in his hand, and turned his head in surprise.
"When was that probably when I was in junior high school" Yan Xiuze took a breath, tilted his head, and seemed to fall into some kind of memory: "At that time, I liked to play an online game that was particularly popular in Huaxia at that time, and there was a top-level weapon in it that I particularly liked. ” "At that time, online games were not as forced as in this era, and it didn't necessarily become stronger after spending money, and the weapon needed a very cumbersome process to get a link to the task line, and it took a lot of time to accumulate materials, but I really liked this weapon, I liked it very much, so I worked hard to get it."
"It took me a full three months to complete all the pre-tasks for this top-level weapon, and only then did I get all the forging materials ready to be crafted."
"Those three months should be the three months when I was the most tired, the most anxious, but also the most anticipated and the happiest in that game."
"In the end, I got my wish to get that top-of-the-line weapon, and I worked hard."
"But when I actually equipped the weapon, I suddenly felt a sense of humor, and hastily cut down a few mobs with it, and then went down the line in a huff."
"After a while, my equipment level has reached the limit of the current version and the goal of becoming stronger is gone, but boring, so I quickly deleted the game."
"Now that I think about it, I made up my mind to delete the game at that time, doesn't it mean that in the past three months, all the efforts I have made in the whole game process have been in vain?"
"Really, is that so" Yan Xiuze repeated in a low voice, then paused, and said in a firm tone: "Actually, it's not." ” "Maybe you're right, people can't leave anything in this life, it's like the archive is deleted, what the result is, it's going to turn into nothingness, but there is no point in it" Yan Xiuze paused for a moment before continuing: "At least, those joys, sorrows, and sorrows in real life, and the momentary touching during the game, these memories are real and can only be understood by yourself. ” "It's something that actually exists even if the archive is deleted, even if the lights go out even if the person dies."
"Even if you forget it later, you can't feel anything when you die; All in all, after all, it is a thought. ” "Perhaps, those human beings who clench their fists, grit their teeth, and have sparkling eyes hypnotized by desire, what they are really chasing is not the final, hopeful outcome, but the truly valuable and meaningful may actually be the process of chasing itself
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