Seeing that he really couldn't twist the name of the fantasy towards him, Yan Xiuze was no longer obsessed with this matter, but became curious about another question that had been haunting him for a long time: "That fancy miss, I don't know if I can take the liberty of asking, is your ability effective against Heixing or to put it another way, have you used your superpower on Heixing?"
"Our boss wears a hood all year round, and it's rare to take it off and show his true face."
Fan Xin said: "But there are still some less." ” "It's just that the boss is really good at hiding his emotions."
"A person who can be moody and invisible, can already be regarded as a very deep city, but if it is the boss."
Fanxin shook his head: "He has been able to achieve the point where he is not happy and angry." ” "I can't figure out my anger in my heart, I really don't understand this guy."
Yan Xiuze muttered.
"But I don't know why, the boss is actually a little childish in some places."
Then, Fanxin seemed to think of something again, tilted his head, and said slowly: "Don't call it childish, probably idealized is more appropriate."
"Idealized Black Star" Yan Xiuze frowned, in his impression, the Black Star of his world is synonymous with scheming, no matter how you look at it, it has nothing to do with the words "idealization" and "childishness".
Of course, if the construction of an "absolutely pluralistic world" is also an "idealization", then this is not true.
However, Yan Xiuze prefers that this is just a kind of "pipe dream".
"What's wrong" Fan Xin looked at Yan Xiuze, who was in a daze, and asked with concern.
"Ah, I'm sorry, I seem to be wandering again."
Yan Xiuze was slightly shocked, and said with a wry smile: "There are too many things I may have to think about recently, and I always get into the horns of the bull unconsciously." ” "However, I still want to know that you joined the Black Star Society because of what kind of opportunity."
"Me," the fascinated look hesitated slightly.
"If it's inconvenient to say, forget it" "It's not inconvenient to say, but the reasons may not be convincing in reality."
"When you say that, I'm more curious about the reason."
"Actually, it doesn't hurt to tell you."
Fascination smiled lightly: "This has to start from my childhood" "My family of origin is very ordinary, that is, the average working-class parents are factory workers with low education, and they need to work hard every day to get a small salary."
"Actually, I think that with their workload, they can actually get more income, but the reality is cruel, the exploitation of workers in factories is actually far beyond our imagination."
"Do you think that your parents' generation has been treated unfairly, or do you think that your generation has also been treated unfairly, so you rose up to resist?"
Yan Xiuze followed the previous description of his fascination, and quickly sorted out a seemingly reasonable line of thought, and put it forward.
Unexpectedly, things didn't seem to be what he thought, and he shook his head the next moment: "It's not because of this. ” "My parents have a small salary and they complain from time to time, but to be honest, I don't think they really complain about it."
"Maybe it's because I don't suffer from widowhood but unevenness, and it's not just my parents who don't have the same salary and workload, and the same goes for the workers and colleagues around me.
"My parents don't have much spare time except for work on weekdays, and they usually come back very late at night, and at that time they are often tired, and they eat in a hurry, wash up and go to sleep."
"In this case, naturally there are no hobbies that can be used, and it seems that years of heavy work have really turned the two of them into two gears that only know how to operate, spinning day and night, and in general, it is very boring."
"It's not just my parents, it's like most of the people around me, they generally don't have any hobbies, they sleep every day except for work, and the whole environment is lifeless if it's not a robot but it's better than a robot."
"I think you've probably guessed that growing up in such an environment, I'm actually more or less affected."
Fan Xin said softly: "When I was fourteen or fifteen years old, my life was once at the bottom, and the things I thought about every day at that time were the meaning of life. ” "Life is so boring, what is the meaning of my life, and what is the meaning of my parents who have become working machines?"
"Can people really survive in the world just for food and clothing, and do their best to be a walking corpse?"
"These questions once bothered me very much, and I don't know if it was the inevitable annoyance of adolescence, or the innocent moaning that shouldn't exist in the first place."
"Originally, I thought that I would be like my parents, after graduating from high school, I would find a job that could only make ends meet, and then get married and have children in obscurity, and live my life lifeless as an inconspicuous ordinary person until" There seemed to be a glimmer of light in the fascinated eyes: "Until, the moment I am fifteen years old, awakens to the superpower." ” "That should be a reborn change for you" Yan Xiuze actually understands very well how much shock an ordinary person will have on him when he becomes a superpower, it is a day that he will never forget in his life.
"Actually, being a superpower itself has a big impact on me, but that's not the point."
I didn't know that Fanxin shook his head again and said: "What really shocked me was actually when I couldn't control the superpower that just appeared, and I passively turned on the ability."
The fascination seemed to be evoked by some memories, and her eyes suddenly burst into a strong brilliance: "At that moment, I could see through anyone's pupils the emotions they buried deep in their hearts" "I still remember being an expressionless walking corpse in the factory where my parents worked, but the intense and deep emotions of each of them erupted from their small pupils, enveloping me in a colorful and bizarre world."
"Hope, despair, anger, madness, joy, sorrow" "Why do these mechanical workers who have no ideals, no goals, and are confused have such strong emotions?"
"And what is it, suppressing such complex emotions under the skin of zombie rotten wood" "I didn't know why I first awakened my ability, but at that time I suddenly realized a truth."
"It turns out that this group of people I once thought had no soul" "It also has a soul
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