Looking at the frizzy child who used to be furrizzy, and now he has grown into what he is now, Yan Xiuze's heart is both relieved and worried.
He turned his head to look at Xiao Yinghua and said, "Hey, I have something to say to your Uncle Zhu Yan, you can wait for us outside first." ” Xiao Yinghua's eyes rolled, and he seemed to be a little reluctant to do this: "If you have anything to say, you must avoid me" Yan Xiuze didn't speak, just looked at her as he had been.
"Alright, okay, I know."
Xiao Yinghua finally walked out a little reluctantly: "Uncle Yan, I wish you a smooth journey on this voyage" "Rest assured, even if the worst happens, it doesn't matter to me."
Zhu Yan smiled, he didn't brag about this.
After Xiao Yinghua left, only Yan Xiuze and Zhu Yan were left in the test room at this time.
Twenty years ago, the two were almost ten years apart.
Twenty years later, there is still a gap of ten years, but this time, it is Zhu Yan's latecomer.
"What do you want to say to me," Zhu Yan asked with a smile.
"Actually, it's nothing, you really decide" Yan Xiuze asked: "If this voyage fails, you can survive in the universe, but it is estimated that it will not be a matter of time or a half to wait until the next launch of Qunxing-2 and get you back from wandering." ” "If it works" Yan Xiuze hesitated for a moment before he said slowly: "If you succeed, then you don't know when you will be able to return to Earth." ” "I can't say it, you still have to take on the responsibility of exploring the planet, ten or twenty years or more."
Zhu Yan smiled, half-leaned against the doorpost on the side, and said softly: "I know what you said." ” "Then why are you still here" Yan Xiuze couldn't help but say: "Besides, your parents should still be alive, how do you say the old saying in Huaxia Kingdom, your parents are here, and you don't travel far." ” "Is there another sentence in the back?"
Zhu Yan answered.
"And what is your side?"
"Well, there's no particular reason, I just want to go out and have a look."
Zhu Yan said: "When I was a child, I especially liked the superheroes in those comics, thinking about how great it would be if one day I could go to heaven and earth like them and save the world." ” "It's just one day, when my dream comes true, I realize that reality is far from being as beautiful as I imagined."
"After becoming a super hero, there are not only those people in front of me, but also a lot of constraints and responsibilities that I don't have to think about."
Speaking of which, in fact, the happiest time for me was when I first became a superpower. ” "At that time, in the echelon of the superpowers, I was still very weak, and I was a veritable third-rate hero, so I could enjoy the fun of being a hero more simply, and some responsibilities didn't have to be borne by me, anyway, the sky was falling, and you tall people were on top."
"But later, especially after you left, I unknowingly became stronger and stronger, and finally became the strongest in the Alliance of Liberals."
"I didn't expect that in the end, I would become the tallest one."
"So until now, I actually understand that the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, not a simple self-restraint."
Zhu Yan sighed: "Rather, the higher the position you go, even if one day, you are tired and don't want to go higher, but the people below will push you and force you to take some responsibility." ” "If you think these are burdens, then don't bother with them," Yan Xiuze frowned and said: "Is there anyone who wants to force you, didn't we live for ourselves from the beginning?"
"Brother Yan, here's the problem" Zhu Yan slapped his thigh: "It's because no one forced me" "If the vast majority of people in this world took what I did and the responsibilities I took for granted, and used this to blame me indiscriminately, then I could have cut them directly and quit doing it."
"But they don't."
"Compared to forcibly kidnapping me with some universal values, the simple trust in me and the ardent expectation that is completely in the nature of prayer are more difficult to refuse, isn't it" Zhu Yan lamented: "It's great to have Spark Man here, thank you for saving our lives and so on, I don't know how many times I've heard it." ” "Sometimes I think that if they speak ill of me, I will be able to harden my heart."
"I can probably understand that."
Yan Xiuze scratched his head: "What really bothers you is not the responsibility imposed on you by the world, but these heavy gratitude and kindness, have they become a burden in your heart?"
"Maybe" Zhu Yan raised his head, stared at the ceiling and said, "Maybe I'm really tired of my current life, but if I just leave, will I live up to their expectations of me?"
"Then you now," Yan Xiuze asked.
"Then I gave myself a reason."
Zhu Yan said with a smile: "If you want to unload your current responsibility, then take a bigger responsibility on your shoulders." ” "It's big enough to open up the sea of stars for mankind and conquer the universe."
"Actually, I'm not interested in any of that."
"I just want to go out and have a look."
"If you look outside the universe, will it be more interesting than the earth" Yan Xiuze was silent for a while, and then slowly grinned: "Maybe there's nothing."
"That's fine."
Zhu Yan laughed: "It's a big deal, I'll come back when that time comes." ” After that, Zhu Yan's expression became more serious: "After living for so long, it's time to be willful for yourself." ” "But speaking of which, I'm content to see you again before I leave."
Zhu Yan pursed his lips: "You just came back, and I'm leaving, thinking so, I'm really a little sorry."
"Ha, I don't care."
Yan Xiuze waved his hand.
"Hey, I'm embarrassed when you say that."
"Hahahaha" "Then again, Brother Yan."
Zhu Yan's smile gradually converged and became much lighter: "I don't know if you have anything that you have to complete or puzzles."
"If anything, don't think too much about the influence that others have on you."
"There are many things, if you don't do them now, you may not have a chance in the future."
Yan Xiuze was stunned for a moment, then seemed to think of something, grinned again, and nodded: "I will
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