"No matter what you've done for so long, from the bottom of your heart, whether you've treated me like a pawn in your hand, to be precise, both, that's what you should do, as I said before, I don't have the right to blame you at all.
If it were me, maybe I'd get even worse.
The corners of Ye Song's eyes were slightly flushed, "It's just that I've been blaming you, blaming you for hurting the friends around me, blaming you for selfishly trying to imprison me in that golden cage in the palace, blaming you for using me in the name of love to achieve your goals." ” "But I'm not selfish.
I'm a more selfish person than you, and I barely think about it from your standpoint, and I don't think about how lonely and sad you will be, and I don't think about what the consequences will be if you don't do it.
I'm just starting from myself and thinking about the gains and losses.
I don't want supreme power and status, I just want to live freely, and in the end I am still for freedom, and I am not willing to give up anything for you, and I am not willing to live in the palace for you.
So, I'm a selfish person. ” In the end, it was a defeat.
When Su Ruoqing lost his last son, Ye Song had already been defeated.
Ye Song didn't care about victory or defeat, and Su Ruoqing didn't have the joy of victory at all.
His face was pale, his eyes were a little distracted, looking at Ye Songyun's breezy face, but he seemed to be looking at a distant past.
Suddenly, the full game of chess pieces was swept off by his black clothes and wide sleeves, he leaned over coldly, hugged Ye Song tightly into his arms, his slender fingers were interspersed into the hair held at the back of her head, and his palms tightly supported the back of her head, and she also rubbed with red eyes and sideburns: "Don't say it, don't say it later, I don't want to hear it." ” Ye Song leaned quietly on Su Ruoqing's shoulder, this embrace, which had made her obsessed with her for several years, was still so shallow, with a faint fragrance on her body, which made her powerless to refuse.
Anyway, at this moment, she didn't want to refuse.
She only tilted her head, leaning silently on Su Ruoqing's shoulder, the tears in the corners of her eyes slipped silently, and everything was calm.
Ye Song said: "The man I fell in love with was the man I thought was the best.
He won't dislike the scars on my body, and he won't dislike me for being married.
Even if he doesn't have time to participate in my past, he will be with me in the future.
Su Ruoqing, I have never regretted falling in love with you, but I can't afford to accompany you in your future, and you can't accompany me in my future.
So, that's it. ” "No, I don't" Ye Song gently patted Su Ruoqing's shoulder and comforted with a moist smile: "Did I say that if I don't love you one day, I will tell you as soon as possible, I am trying to do this."
When a sweet dream is finally awake, it can't trap a person for a lifetime.
No matter what the future holds, I should have cut through the mess quickly, and I won't regret the decision I made.
Su Ruoqing, look at me who is swaying now, do you still love me like I am now, you don't need to be sad, you are the best man in the world in the eyes of the world, and I didn't die to stay by your side, it's not worth it. ” When she hesitates repeatedly, she will lose even more.
She also thought about it, but Su Ruoqing didn't love her, and in the end, that kind of love would become humble and pitiful.
Why can't we stop there?
"Just treat it as if I owe you something, I can pay for it with my life, protect your favorite Beixia rivers and mountains, ensure your Su Ruoqing longevity and health for a lifetime, and exchange my Ye family for a pair of lintels."
That day, Ye Song said a lot back and forth, and she knew very well what she was saying and doing from beginning to end.
Maybe she had been suppressed for too long, and she thought she would have a hard time saying it, but it wasn't as difficult as she thought; She thought it would hurt her heart to say those words, but it wasn't as painful as she had imagined.
On the contrary, I am more relieved, because such an ending is very good for both of them.
No matter how vigorous love is, it will eventually be drowned in the long river of time and return to dullness.
Not to mention this kind of love with hurt and purpose.
Ye Song has always believed that she is doing the right thing, she is Ye Song, the daughter of a general, and Su Ruoqing is the emperor and was born in an imperial family.
She is destined to put her heart on herself no matter how hard she works, otherwise she can't take care of the Ye family and protect her relatives.
In the end, she will definitely be more pitiful than Li Ruyi.
While watching the Ye family's disciples wither, she was bearing Su Ruoqing's love, maybe Su Ruoqing was used to doing such things, but she couldn't do it.
And Su Ruoqing was obviously afraid that he and Ye Song would come to this point, but after these words came out of Ye Song's mouth, when it really came to this point, he was not as difficult to accept as he imagined.
Maybe it was also subconsciously, when he did it step by step, he had already expected this outcome.
Proud as Ye Song, she is not a woman who is willing to compromise.
He didn't want to, one day, she would become the second Li Ruyi.
He hugged Ye Song for a long time, and the snow outside the window fell one after another.
Ye Song's head leaned on his shoulder, and his hair was as green as silk.
He was really scared that if he let go, he would never have the chance to hold her like this again.
Su Ruoqing's warm breath all got into Ye Song's neck socket, and he said, "In this world, the only one who can hold me back is you."
Now, you're leaving me too. ” Ye Song closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and finally stretched out his arm and gently wrapped his hand around Su Ruoqing's hand, his fingers greedily touched his hair, and said tremblingly: "Actually, no one should be holding you back, in this case, you won't be happy in your heart when you do something." ” Su Ruoqing thought about it and nodded: "Yes, since I met you, happiness comes from you, and struggle also comes from you."
But," he gently kissed Ye Song's sideburns and said to her, "even if you leave me, my love for you will not change in any way."
Will you marry someone else?"
Ye Song shook his head: "I don't know, maybe when I'm tired, I'll find a good husband, and I only do what a woman with a husband and children should do." ” Su Ruoqing smiled slowly, still very gentle, and asked, "If I keep you now, will you not leave?"
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Ye Song raised his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes without a trace, hooked his lips and smiled: "The words you say better than me are like spilled water, and it is difficult to collect the water, why do you have to worry about that if" In Su Ruoqing's eyes, there was a loneliness that could not be dissolved, and the smile was a little self-deprecating: "Yes." ” Ye Song continued to have tears in her eyes, she broke out of Su Ruoqing's arms, got up and turned her back, and drank a full cup of tea that had already been cooled, the tea was very strong, only eating like that could cover the full bitterness that welled up in her heart.
When she looked back again, her expression was no different from usual, and she said with a smile: "As for the rest, I don't need to tell you to wear more clothes when it's cold, go to bed early at night, eat well and pay attention to rest, there are so many women in your harem, they will definitely take good care of you." ” "What about you," Su Ruoqing looked at her and asked, "Will you take care of yourself?"
"I've always been good."
Ye Song shrugged his shoulders senselessly, "Su Ruoqing, let's talk about it."
From now on, I have nothing to do with you, no matter what you do, you don't have to take care of me anymore, and you don't have to be painful and entangled, but whatever you think is meaningful to Beixia Sheji, just let go and do it boldly.
She walked over and sat back opposite Su Ruoqing, the firm look in her eyes flashed with a shallow light, clear and distinct, "I won't be a drag on you, since your position can't be changed, you have to change mine, and you should and will become the greatest king of Northern Xia." ” Ye Song slowly cleaned up the messy chess pieces into the chess box as he spoke, raised his eyes and glanced at Su Ruoqing, and with some playfulness, he continued: "But don't think of me so deeply and righteously, I am an ordinary woman, I have my family and friends, some things are difficult to be loyal and righteous, even if I understand that you have to do that, but I will also be angry and angry, and I will protect the people I care about in my own way." ” Su Ruoqing said: "This is you." ” "In that case, those lingering love words will be avoided", Ye Song pointed to the chessboard and said, "I'll accompany you to kill another game, you won't come" Su Ruoqing didn't say whether it was good or not, but his fingers had already reached into the chess box to take the chess pieces, and he said: "After you leave, will you treat me as your friend and as someone you care about?"
Ye Song smiled and said, "I don't want to be friends with the emperor, I can't do it." ” "I promise you a lifetime of glory."
"Sounds good, but if one day you make up your mind to me, wouldn't I be planted deeply" paused, and then said, "I said that I would pay you for your life, and I would go to the soup and fire."
This is much more reliable than a friend. ” In the end, neither of them said anything more, as if all their attention was focused on the game.
Ye Song played extremely seriously, and as a result, she was able to be on par with Su Ruoqing after playing for a long time, but she needed to think for a while every time she made a move, which was not as fast as Su Ruoqing's layout.
But Su Ruoqing didn't start so fast, he slowly accumulated it over time.
Su Ruoqing raised her eyebrows slightly, waited for a long time with a chess piece between her fingers, and saw that Ye Song was still thinking, and couldn't help but say: "Winning or losing this game is so important, isn't it good to just be a foil for me according to the usual?"
"How can this work, maybe it's the last time I'll touch this thing, and I need to leave a better record."
Ye Song said and shushed, "Don't talk nonsense, don't distract me." ” Su Ruoqing said as if nothing happened: "I'm afraid that you will bother too much and have a headache for a while." ” "That's not all."
In the end, Ye Song really and Su Ruoqing became a dead end.
She looked at Su Ruoqing, and for a while the room fell into silence for a long time.
Ye Song had finally persuaded himself to relax, but because of Su Ruoqing's eyes, as if he was firmly held by a hand, he was pressed into the unfathomable sea of Hu, and he could not sink into the water, so he could only sink slowly, desperate and suffocating.
When I was finally able to catch my breath, I found that I was about to die of pain.
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