"Naturally, I am not qualified to meet him properly before I come to see you."
After a game of chess, Ye Song said calmly, "I lost."
The emperor is far-sighted, no matter how many games I play with the emperor, I will not be the emperor's opponent. ” Su Ruoqing said softly: "That's better than playing chess with yourself." ” Ye Song looked a little stunned.
At this time, someone knocked on the door gently, and Su Ruoqing said, "Come in." ” Someone came in from outside, and the first thing Ye Song smelled was a wisp of sweet and attractive aroma.
She raised her eyes to look, and saw that it was the lady who sold rice balls downstairs who came in, and there were two bowls of steaming rice balls in the tray in her hand.
The eldest lady put the rice balls on the table and said, "Two guests, this rice balls should be eaten while they are hot, so the woman will not bother, and then come and collect the empty bowls later."
With that, the eldest lady withdrew.
Ye Song looked at the mash floating in the bowl, the sweet and sour breath, and she was a little hot from the heat.
Su Ruoqing took the chopsticks and moved first, and said, "I didn't like to eat these before, but after eating too much, I felt that the taste was not comparable to that in the palace at all."
You can also have a bowl, which can be regarded as the last bowl of glutinous rice balls to accompany me to eat the winter solstice. ” Seeing that he was eating very well, Ye Song paused for a long time before reaching out to hold the bowl, feeling very warm, and the warmth reached the palm of her hand.
She took a sip of the soup, and the sweet soup was refreshing.
Su Ruoqing said casually: "Ah Song, do you know what the most regretful thing in my life is?"
Ye Song said: "I am willing to listen to it." ” "What I regret the most is that that night, with the jade pendant of Ning Wangfu that fell from your body, I was able to get out of hooligan's hands to save you. ” Ye Song was stunned for a moment, swallowed the rice balls one by one, and muttered, "Are you regretting knowing me?"
” Su Ruoqing shook her head with a smile and said, "It's a matter of regret that it didn't start like that."
But I'm that kind of person myself.
It's not the Su Ruoqing you knew at the beginning.
If I could do it all over again, no matter how many times I did it again, I think I'd still save you, but I wish I could do it again.
Although at that time, even without my rescue, you will definitely be able to get out of the predicament, because you are Ye Song.
Many things later were doomed because of this. ” Ye Song said softly: "No matter what kind of beginning, it is not in vain that you and I have known each other, so there is nothing to regret." ” "Don't you blame me" "Since you also said that it was all doomed, then why should I blame you."
"You once said that you should marry Su Ruoqing, otherwise," Ye Song bent the corners of his mouth, "Otherwise, I won't marry for life." ” "Do you still count now?"
The oath is an oath because of its beauty and seriousness.
They take it seriously to each other all the time.
Ye Song said: "Su Ruoqing, the past has become a thing of the past, it is impossible to start all over again, and you and I are the same."
If you can't forget me, let me go as I laid down you.
She drank the last sip of soup from a bowl of rice balls, "that vow is still counted."
At that time, because I loved you, I thought that I couldn't find a second man in the world that I wanted to marry, and even if I couldn't marry you in the end, I would never settle for another man.
If that's what you want, I'll keep my promise, for life Don't marry.
I chose to come to see you today because I want to make this matter clear to you, not only in your heart, but also in my heart.
But you have to let it go, or you and I won't be able to start all over again. ” "Is it that if I don't allow it, you will really not marry for life," Su Ruoqing said thoughtfully.
Ye Song said calmly: "Yes." ” He smiled faintly, "But didn't you promise him, and now you have to break your promise to him, is that appropriate?"
"What if it's not suitable", Ye Song said lightly, "It's not that I don't care about the wedding dress, and I don't care that I can only ride a war horse in my life and never get on the sedan chair."
But if I can't do that, I won't force it, and I won't leave him. can stay with him for a lifetime, whether it is husband and wife, I recognize it. ” "Ah Song", Su Ruoqing said with a smile, "Why are you so stubborn." ” Ye Song also smiled brightly, and said, "Please forgive the emperor, I was like this."
I know that no matter how many times it comes, it will be the same ending in the end, no matter how many times you are asked to choose, you will choose your Northern Xia Jiangshan.
The whole country of Northern Xia is yours, I don't owe you anything, once because there is nothing that can restrain my freedom, after so many lives and deaths, I understand that what I want is not freedom.
So I don't expect you to let me go as a condition because I have protected the Northern Xia River, and destroy that oath in a flash. ” Su Ruoqing asked: "What do you want?"
Ye Song replied: "What I want is a wholehearted and stable relationship, and a peace of mind that can be a home no matter which roof you are in."
It is a steadiness that can go through thousands of mountains and rivers in a dream while lying in bed.
Freedom doesn't have to go very far, freedom is in the heart. ” If it was stable, the golden cage in the palace could also be her world.
But from beginning to end, it was not that she wanted to lock herself in willingly, but that Su Ruoqing had been luring her in.
Listening to her say this, many things don't need to be asked again, they are already clear.
Later, Su Ruoqing said as if he was resigned to his fate: "You must love him very much." ” Ye Song admitted calmly: "Yes, as for how much love I have, I haven't delved into it yet."
The depth and weight of loving someone is something that nothing can measure.
In this life, if I can marry him, it will probably be the greatest miracle of my life.
I still feel that even if I am covered in scars and worn away, even if I have a good skin and a heart that loves him, I may not be worthy of him. ” "Do you feel inferior even if you are so proud?"
"Probably", Ye Song stood up from the couch and brushed his clothes, "That's all I have to say, all the decisions are in your hands, you are the supreme emperor, not to mention a little happiness, in the end, the fate of me and Su Jing is also in your hands."
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But no matter what, I want you to be happy. ” When Ye Song turned around, Su Ruoqing said: "Imperial power is the supreme thing in the world, but I lost in the end."
Ye Song paused, and Su Ruoqing said again: "Do you love him so much and want to marry him?"
Ye Song said: "Yes." ” "Then go, and I will fulfill you.
Marrying someone should marry Su Ruoqing's vow, From now on, it will cease to exist. ” Ye Song took a deep breath, pulled the corners of his mouth, kept his eyes down, and said, "Thank you." ” "I wish you a peaceful life without illness and disaster in the future, I hope that someone will continue to love you for me until you are old, I hope you will always smile happily, children are free around your knees, and I also wish you, don't forget me."
Ye Song looked back at him, with rare tears in his eyes.
Su Ruoqing smiled easily: "Actually, I'm not as bad as you imagined." ” Ye Song burst into tears and laughed: "You are too self-righteous, I never imagined how bad you are." ” "If this is the last path you choose to take, I won't stop you, I hope you find what you really want, if not, remember to go back, maybe there will be another exit."
Ye Song raised his chin proudly and said, "It's not my Ye Song's style to go back, you know." ” "If he bullies you, you can tell me and I'll find a way to clean him up."
Ye Song rubbed the corners of his eyes and sneered: "I have always been the only one who bullies people.
I also have a way to clean him up, so I don't have to worry about you. ” Su Ruoqing nodded, and couldn't find anything else to say for a while.
He wanted to comfort her with a smile, but he frowned, but he didn't know how to comfort her, he tried hard to think about what to say in the next sentence, if he didn't say it again, Ye Song would really leave.
If you go, you will never look back.
And it was he who let her go.
Despite all his reluctance, he had to let go completely.
This may be the last thing Su Ruoqing can do for her, if she really loves her.
Obviously, he had many reasons to keep her , if he really wants to get her by any means.
But she lived too hard and paid enough for him.
He was not defeated by Su Jing, but by himself, but if Su Jing could protect what he could not protect, then he would also be convinced.
Ye Song is a proud woman, she is the proudest woman in Northern Xia.
She can't have low self-esteem.
If one day she really has a trace of inferiority in the face of a man, it is because that man melts her pride.
Probably this is the difference between love and possession.
If he forcibly kept her by his side, one day he would see her being rubbed away from her bright and sharp edges and corners, Su Ruoqing didn't want to see that result, because it wouldn't be Ye Song.
Sure enough, before Su Ruoqing could think about what to say, Ye Song waited for a while and said with a smile: "If there is nothing else, then I will leave." ” "Okay."
Ye Song walked out of the door, turned around and reverently helped Su Ruoqing close the door.
In the room, he is very lonely and does not stir up dust.
When the door closed, there would only be a slit left, and the snow light fell on the silhouette of Su Ruoqing, shining, dressed in black and cold, he half-lowered his head, picked up the chess pieces on the chessboard and put them back into the chess box, and said lightly: "I won't forget you, but I will try to put you down as you said." ” In the tea house on the other street, there are very few tea customers.
Su Jing sat by the window, a position that Ye Song often sat in before, in order to peek at him.
The tea on the table was cold pot after pot, and the storyteller on the stage said several times.
But he seemed to be extraordinarily patient, with his chin in one hand and his teacup in the other, his eyes watching The snow drifted outside the window, and the teacups gurgled on the tabletop.
Seeing that the guests at this table were extraordinary, she stepped forward with small steps, blessed the blessings, plucked the strings with her fingers, and said softly: "This son, listen to the song."
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