Feng Tianlan looked at Si Mobai's back as straight as a pine tree, as if he was caught up in the memories of his past life, and did not notice the change in Si Mobai's breathing.
"At that time, I also liked him very much.
I thought he was my beloved in this life and my destination.
I would get married and have children with him and grow old with him.
I would be the happiest woman in the world."
Si Mobai clenched his fists, his peach blossom eyes turned scarlet, as if they were stained with blood, and he felt that his heart was being grasped tightly by invisible hands, which was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
It turned out that she, who was cold and ruthless, had longed for the future like any other girl, but this person was not him.
He heard that now he wanted to find Si Rong and cut him into pieces.
But thinking about it, Si Rong had never doted on Feng Tianlan like this, so she couldn't help but frown.
She was not talking about Si Rong, but someone else.
Thinking of the beautiful fantasy she once had, Feng Tianlan lowered her eyes and laughed self-deprecatingly, "But this is all what I thought.
It was my dream alone."
Si Mobai's irritable mood calmed down because of Feng Tianlan's self-deprecating and bitter smile, but then his heart became more painful and his murderous intent became even more intense.
The person he liked, the one he held dear to his heart, was ruined like this.
Damn it, even cutting him into pieces wouldn't be enough to vent his hatred.
"He betrayed me.
Together with my good sister, he betrayed me and took away everything from me, including my home, my palm print and even" her life.
The double betrayal was worse than death, and the hatred was something she couldn't ignore.
Listening to Feng Tianlan's sad voice, Si Mobai felt distressed and wanted to turn around and hug her, telling her that he would not betray her, that he was not that kind of person.
"Don't move, just listen to me."
Feng Tianlan raised her eyes and called out to Si Mobai who was about to turn around, "otherwise I won't have the courage to finish."
"Lan'er, stop talking.
No matter what the reason is, I don't want you to expose your scars.
It's over.
You don't have to confess to me."
Si Mobai's low voice was full of heartache.
He would rather not know how painful it would be to uncover the scars from the past than to have her uncover the scars and hurt himself.
"Later I figured it out, not all those who treat you well, dote on you, and say sweet words are true love."
Feng Tianlan looked at Si Mobai's back and chuckled sarcastically, "He, Si Rong , Tu Xiang, don’t you always dote on people who are valuable before achieving your goals?
But what about the results?”
In the end, Jiang Ying killed her, Si Rong killed Tu Xiupei, and Tu Xiang killed her mother.
History is always surprisingly similar.
How could she not learn a lesson, so she could be on guard and close her heart.
Feng Tianlan didn't see Si Mobai's expression, but knew that he wanted to speak, and said hurriedly, "I know what you want to say, and I also want to believe that you are not this kind of person, but when I have experienced it myself and seen such There are so many examples that I can no longer fully open my heart and love desperately again.”
Si Mobai swallowed what he wanted to say, feeling only full of heartache for her.
Feng Tianlan narrowed her eyes, "I can see how you are good to me and how much you have done for me, and I am very touched.
But I am no longer the same person as before.
I will love you wholeheartedly because of my emotion.
I learned a lesson, I have to distinguish whether what I feel is emotion or emotion."
Si Mobai was as good to her as Jiang Ying, but he was much better than Jiang Ying.
What he did to her was unmatched by Jiang Ying, but her state of mind was no longer that of Shen Qingdai
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