After Xi Jin's incident and her quarrel with Mo Bai, she knew that she couldn't ignore Mo Bai.
There were some things that she should say out loud.
She didn't just like it in her heart, she just cared about it.
She has to express these feelings and give him enough sense of security.
Men also need a sense of security.
"Mo Bai, my affection for brother Jin will always be just that of a brother.
Since we have been together for ten years and I have not fallen in love with him, then even if we have been together for a lifetime, I will never fall in love with him again, because a brother will always be a brother, the same as for sister Lin. emotion."
She likes brother Jin, but that is just a sister's love for him, a love of family and friendship.
She can't give him more, so now she is avoiding him, but facing his imminent death, she can't avoid it, because she Not so cruel, her heart is still made of flesh after all.
Si Mobai looked down at her, her little hands holding his belt, she spoke seriously, and couldn't help but feel a little softer.
"There is also Jiang Ying.
I was ignorant before and was always called a couple.
It was inevitable that I would have feelings for you.
But now that I like you, the two feelings of liking are completely different."
"I like him because he is good to me and dotes on me.
He stood in front of me and stopped me when I was bullied countless times.
It is because I thought since I was a child that he would be my husband and I should If you like him, you will be happy for a lifetime and grow old together.”
"Lan'er."
Listening to her saying that she liked someone else, Si Mobai frowned, and his big hands tightened around her waist.
Even though it was from the past, he still cared.
Feng Tianlan felt the change in his mood, so she got out of his arms, lying on her side, reaching out to gently tug at his slightly sprouting stubble, "Mo Bai, I know you care, but that's me You have never been involved in my past, let alone appeared in it.
You can care about it for a while, but don’t care about it for too long.
This will create a gap between our connected hearts, and then the two hearts will become farther and farther apart. " Hearing the next sentence, Si Mobai's heart tightened and he responded, "What I fear about my husband is our one year, which cannot compare to your ten years."
He missed too much of her time, and he was really afraid.
"Mo Bai, there is no comparison.
You are all important to me."
Feng Tianlan supported her chin with her hand and raised her eyes to look at him seriously, "I chose Xi Jin this time because he was poisoned.
If you are about to die, I would do the same thing if the person whose life is in danger is you, because there is still a chance to survive, but you only have one life, so it is really gone. " Si Mobai, who had lost his mind because of jealousy, now regained his mind and understood what she said.
However, he could not say the words "I'm sorry" because if there was a next time, he was afraid that he would still return the favor.
It would be so uncomfortable.
After all, her own life was almost gone.
"Mo Bai, we want to be happy, but don't step on the lives of innocent people, especially the lives we care about.
In this way, even if we get married, even if it lasts a lifetime, we will not be happy because we will feel guilty."
If Xi Jin really dies this time, she will not be able to feel at ease in her life, and she will not be able to live happily with Mo Bai.
Even if she has tried her best, she will inevitably think in her heart that if she tries harder, if Mo Bai does not take her away, Xi Jin will not die When the time comes, he will carry this thought, and the gap between him and Mo Bai will become deeper and deeper, until the two of them part ways
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