I remember that the voice belonged to the monk.
I turned around and looked behind me, and saw the monk holding a string of black beads in his hand, standing behind me and smiling.
This monk is always elusive, and what he said made me want to laugh a little: "How could you tell that I am terminally ill?"
"I am Buddha, why can't Buddha see it?"
the monk asked me.
I looked at the monk for a long time, then sighed and said to him: "You are right, I am indeed terminally ill.
I don't know why.
I like Bai Jinxiu more and more.
I feel scared, but I don't Ways to control this emotion.”
"People's emotions come from their own hearts.
The emotions bursting out from the heart will not make you feel scared.
You feel scared because you are unfamiliar, because the feelings are not yours."
The monk answered calmly.
"What do you mean?"
I asked the monk.
"Because your heart is not yours.
Naturally, all your emotions are not yours either.
All your emotions are Bai Jinxiu's emotions for you.
Whatever emotions he has for you, on the contrary, you will also know what he will be. emotion."
"What about my original emotions?"
I asked the monk.
"In your original heart."
But I don’t even know where my heart is.
How can I find it?
I really want to cry, but my heart is filled with deep love for Bai Jinxiu.
I can't cry because my heart is happy, this feeling of happiness.
It affects every cell in my body so that they are no longer affected by my thoughts.
In this world, the most powerful thing is not the thinking in the brain, but the heart.
As long as the heart has any thoughts, the brain will not violate its own heart, no matter how rational it is.
"Come with me, you and Yu Lei don't have much time left."
The monk suddenly said something deeply and turned to look at me.
It didn’t take long for me and Yu Lei to be prepared, but I didn’t expect that it would be so fast.
Our behavior is against heaven, the world is big, and righteousness is the way.
We change in order to satisfy our own selfish desires.
Destiny will not last long.
"I can go anywhere with you.
You are just a monk, you can't control me."
"Go outside the Three Realms and concentrate on cultivation.
Never ask about worldly matters again."
When the monk said this, he looked at me with a slight smile.
At this time, I looked at his smile.
This smile was not like what an ordinary person could smile.
The compassion and courage of the smile made me laugh.
People are moved and heartbroken.
"Can Yu Lei come with me?
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I want to go with Yu Lei."
"He can't.
He has rebelled against destiny and committed many crimes.
Even the Buddha cannot protect him."
"But Yu Lei did these things.
They were all done for me.
This was not his original intention.
The reason why he would do these things was to satisfy my desires."
I explained to the monk that if there really was a place where I could He Yulei avoids everything.
I would like to go with Yu Lei.
"A person wants to get a flower, and he kills many people for this flower.
Is it the wrong flower?
Anyone in the world can have evil thoughts, but the crime is only for those who carry out the evil thoughts."
I'm desperate, but what's the use of despair?
I hate myself.
If it weren't for my unwillingness in my previous life, I wouldn't have such a result in this life.
"Then I won't leave with you.
Although I have never known your identity, I think you must be an expert."
I looked at the monk and asked him seriously about his life experience for the first time.
"I am just a member of the Buddhist sect.
In this life, I have achieved positive results and have seen through all the mortal world.
The reason why I appear here is just to help those who are destined."
Looking at the monk's face, it is the same as the good-karma monk who was in the Queen Mother Cave before.
This good-karma is a monk, and the one in front of me now is also a monk.
Although I had previously judged that the two of them were not related, I still felt that the two identical faces were not a coincidence, so I asked curiously: "Monk, are you really not the good person in the Queen Mother's Cave?"
"He was my previous life, and I was me and he was him."
This good-destined monk took forbidden medicine and became immortal.
How could he die?
How could he become a person in his previous life?
Seeing my depressed expression, the monk smiled and said, "Not all people want to live forever, and not all people live just for tasks.
Everyone has their own choice.
I just chose me."
What I want to do.”
I understand now that Shan Yuan was one of the Eight Immortals in his previous life. was sent down as a plan, while several other immortals were diligently completing their missions.
Only Shankaran abandoned this responsibility and chose Buddha.
Moreover, as a result of cultivation, the previous life was just a body, and a Buddha has become a Buddha in this life.
I admire him a little.
After all, letting go without distraction is not an easy thing.
But the monk did it and got the right result.
But there is still something I want to mock the monk: "Since you are already a god, you abandoned the gods and joined Buddhism in your previous life." , isn’t that considered betrayal?”
"Betrayal is what others say, God is the right way.
Buddha is the right way, the world is the right way.
I pity the common people, so why betrayal."
Naturally, I cannot compete with a monk, because I live in the ordinary world, and I do not have that enlightenment, let alone such otherworldly thoughts, otherwise I would also be a Buddha now.
"I live in the mundane world, and I can't handle so many mundane things now.
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If one day I finish handling all the things.
If I am still alive, I am willing to follow the master."
I said this sincerely, and standing with the monk, I felt much calmer, and I wanted to take advantage of my sobriety.
Make a choice that I want to make.
"I can't wait until the future.
If there is still time for you to choose, I won't come to see you now."
"Why, will they not want me after I enter Buddhism?"
The monk shook his head and said to me: "Although the Buddha is big, it is not as big as the human heart.
Today you can stand here and make choices calmly because your reason is still there.
After tonight, you will fall into the secular world."
The abyss has no connection with Buddha."
If I give up this choice now, then I will never have such a good result in the future.
But if I follow the monk Er now, what about Yu Lei?
Yu Lei will be alone. die. .
Finally, I left the monk.
I knew that if I left him, my only choice would be gone.
I could only stay in this world and bear the punishment brought by my desires, but this is what I am willing to do because of this.
I can be with Yu Lei.
Everything Yu Lei has today is thanks to me.
If death really comes early, I am willing to choose to die with Yu Lei.
On my way back to the underworld, when my heart was beating because of the image of Bai Jinxiu in my mind, I controlled all my love for Bai Jinxiu and directly reached out and grabbed it into my chest, ruthlessly pulling my heart out.
Pulling it out, I know why Bai Jinxiu approached me.
He must have put his heart in my body in order to stay and deal with Yu Lei.
Then I am the sharp sword that can hurt Yu Lei the most, because all Yu Lei cares about is me, and I am his only one. weakness.
It’s not that I couldn’t figure this out before, it’s just that I was stuck with Bai Jinxiu all day long, and my love for him controlled my thinking brain.
If my guess is correct, those gods should have remembered it a long time ago.
Otherwise, I wouldn’t have dared to tease me so boldly at Yu Lei’s wedding that day, and Yu Lei’s bride would never look at us with hatred in her eyes.
A stinging pain came from my heart, and a bloody thing was pulled out from my chest.
I looked at the still beating heart in my hand, smiled, and wanted to throw away the heart. , but when I threw away my hand, another warm heart grew out of the empty place in my heart.
I was shocked, so I continued to pull out the heart and threw it away.
A large amount of blood rolled down from my chest, but even if I finally pulled the heart out, a new heart would come out.
Fear filled my head, and at this time of despair, I saw Bai Jinxiu.
He came over to me with a smile and asked me what I was doing here: