And the same goes for Hu Sanpang.
He kept saying that he loved me and was willing to do everything for me, but in the end, in order to satisfy his own selfish desires, he didn't even care what would happen to me after I lost my heart.
He loved me so much.
Selfishness has never changed from the beginning to now, and I failed him in my previous life, but I have to pay such a high price to make it up to him in this life.
I can't even blame him.
Because I was the first to feel sorry for him, and he took revenge on me and loved me in the name of love.
This kind of selfish love made it impossible for me to even be a good god.
I don’t know who I should blame now that I am like this.
Even if there is reincarnation, I don’t know how to make up for it.
Is it okay if I chose to be with Hu Sanpang in my previous life?
But I can’t force myself to like him.
Even if I don't love Bai Jinxiu, I will definitely fall in love with someone else.
Hu Sanpang's fate is the same.
No matter how his love for me changes, he still loves me very selfishly.
Otherwise, how could Ji Zang want to His heart, after all this, who should I blame?
I only blame the word "love".
I was ruined, ruined by my own hands, ruined by my self-righteous love.
I offended two people who I couldn't afford to offend at all.
It was the two of them who caused me to be like this.
The words behind.
I stopped listening.
From Bai Jinxiu's words, the entire underworld should already belong to them, and Yu Lei and I are both doomed, so we are considered immortal people.
After my heart is filled with countless despair, I also want to die.
I also want to die, but my heart instills in me a desire to live well.
Not long after I returned to the palace, Bai Jinxiu also came over.
He seemed to have smelled my breath, so he was a little suspicious that I had just heard what he said, but it was not easy to ask me directly, so he walked up to me. , poured me a glass of water, and asked me, "I heard just now that you went to see Yu Lei."
"Yes, I also heard the conversation between you and the Ninth Princess."
I also said it bluntly.
At this time, neither my heart nor my brain wanted to deceive Bai Jinxiu, nor did I want to make any detours with him.
When I told Bai Jinxiu that I heard the conversation between him and the Ninth Princess, Bai Jinxiu was obviously stunned for a moment, but then he reacted and said to me: "I'm sorry Yaoyao, it was me who lost your heart. , Let’s just use my heart from now on.
In this way, no matter what happens between us, we will never be disappointed in each other, and we will never be afraid of changing our hearts.”
When Bai Jinxiu said this, she held my head and kissed me on the forehead.
Then she hugged me and never let go.
I didn't resist or cater to him.
I loved him in my heart, I loved him crazy, but I still had some sense.
These senses supported me and prevented me from completely turning my head away and turning into a puppet belonging to him.
Yu Lei has never gone to court since I gave my rights to Bai Jinxiu.
Perhaps he himself knew that he was nearing the end of his life, and going to court again would be a futile struggle.
Originally I thought Yu Lei was the most powerful, but in the end, he was the most powerful.
It's still Bai Jinxiu, the head is important, Yu Lei controls the heads of all gods and demons, but the heart is more important than the head, Wanyuan comes with the heart, the difference between humans and machines is also because humans have hearts, and Bai Jinxiu controls all of us A person's heart depends on one person, but Bai Jinxiu has countless people helping him.
After Bai Jinxiu went to court today, a Yin soldier came back in the middle of the day.
When he saw me combing my hair, he didn't address me respectfully, but said directly to me: "Shentu, Master Taiyin invites you, hurry up, everyone is waiting for you."
This kind of news makes me sad.
Bai Jinxiu has taken away the power.
I am afraid that the underworld soldiers have the same attitude towards Yu Lei.
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I used to think that I was down and out and my status was humble.
But I had Yu Lei here in the past.
When will my status be humble?
to the point like now I responded and told the Yin soldier to go ahead and I would come back later.
The Yin soldier urged me again and told me to hurry up.
Then he left.
I sat in front of the mirror for a long time, looking at the woman's face in the mirror.
I didn't comb my hair.
I got up and continued to lie on the bed.
My time had come.
I had lived long enough and was tired.
At this time, death is a kind of relief for me.
I don't want to live anymore.
If Yu Lei is like me, in this world.
There is nothing left for me to live for.
Perhaps because this matter was very important, I didn't go there.
Bai Jinxiu came to see me in person, followed by a group of fairies and ghosts.
Bai Jinxiu glanced around the room, saw me lying on the bed with disheveled hair, and came over to ask me what was wrong.
I lowered my eyes and looked at Bai Jinxiu who was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me, and said lightly: "I'm not feeling well."
I am an indestructible body, how could I be feeling unwell?
Those gods immediately started talking behind me.
Bai Jinxiu looked at me for a while, and her tone became more relaxed.
He turned around and asked the gods behind him to go out and wait for us.
Those gods were a little confused until Bai Jinxiu spoke louder and asked them all to go out and wait.
With such a roar, the gods behind him reacted and all went outside the temple.
After everyone left, Bai Jinxiu bent over and picked me up, placed me in front of the dressing mirror, and let me Come and help me with my hair and makeup.
"I know you must still blame me.
Although you have our hearts, your thoughts are still your own.
In fact, I am also very sad.
I ruined your only chance to love me."
I didn't say anything, I just looked at the mirror and Bai Jinxiu in the mirror.
He was tying up my hair like a servant.
Then she painted my eyebrows, but before applying lipstick and looking down at me, Bai Jinxiu stopped in front of me, stared at my face, and reached out to touch me for a while.
Then she said to me: "Yao Yao, you are still the same as before, still so beautiful, without any change."
When he said this, he hesitated and immediately kissed me on the lips.
Biting the lips hungrily.
Let me know that Bai Jinxiu likes me.
I also followed this love and kissed him back numbly with the same passion.
When we were about to sink, Bai Jinxiu restrained himself, regained some sense, and put on the lipstick After rubbing it on my lips, he told me that he would take me to the eighteenth level of hell.
We have gathered the power of the three realms to suppress Ksitigarbha.
This is something that all three realms should be thankful for.
He wants to take me with him. go.
Let the three worlds know how much I hold in his heart.
I didn't speak and had nothing to say.
After Bai Jinxiu helped me tidy up my clothes, she picked me up from the chair and carried me directly outside, all the way to the eighteenth level of hell.
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This feeling is just like when I went to heaven to save Bai Jinxiu.
Bai Jinxiu left me and fell with me in front of everyone, but it is different now.
I was the one who fell, and Bai Jinxiu was the one who saved me.
He saved the whole world, but made me hate and hate me.
Even when he held me in his arms, I could feel the strange eyes around me looking at me.
They didn't dare to make irresponsible remarks in front of Bai Jinxiu, but their eyes dared.
After reaching the eighteenth level of hell, this is the place most connected to the center of the earth.
Because of this suppression, all the gods of the immortal family and the power of everyone in the three realms were mobilized.
Everyone is suppressing this monster.
Today is the completion ceremony, which shows that Ksitigarbha will not come up again.
This is a great time for the Three Realms.
No wonder Bai Jinxiu wants to take me with him, but in this During the sealing ceremony, I saw the Frost God, who was also my son.
Although he is my son, our relationship has never been very deep.
Now that we have not seen each other for such a long time, he has grown up and grown into a young man in his twenties.
Perhaps for his thousands of years of memories, , the memory I had on the ground was just such a brief flash in the pan that I couldn’t help mentioning it, but I still remember the pain and despair when I was pregnant with him, and in exchange for what I have now, it’s just a little bit of frost god.
He smiled at me politely and called me Shentu.
What I experienced were just plans and conspiracies.
I played chess pieces again and again, but in the end I was the loser.
I got what I wanted most in my previous life, but I lost everything I had.
I regret it
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