Zhixia lay quietly in the big hole she had hit.
The blow that had knocked her away just now was almost as good as being hit directly by a high-speed car.
Even though his close-fitting G-specific body armor blocked most of the impact, the remaining aftermath was not something that an ordinary person like him could accept.
Although he has one-third of the recovery ability of a ghoul in this world, he is not a ghoul after all.
Although he is not dead, he has lost his fighting ability.
He gently raised his head and looked at the guy who had knocked him away.
That monster was like a spider.
Even if he was unharmed, what could he do?
Facing the six giant centipede Jiahe waving in the air, Zhixia felt as powerless as when she faced Youmat and others.
Still too weak, Zhixia thought helplessly.
But it's useless to say anything now.
This time I really failed.
Here, I will end my boring life and a life without goals.
What was the purpose of coming to this world?
At this time, Zhixia realized that she didn't even have a goal.
It didn't matter if she died without a goal.
Anyway, she had no meaning of existence.
It's too much trouble to hang around, so it's better to just die.
Completing the mission of traveling around the world, traveling in various worlds, etc., is just a mandatory mission, and traveling is wandering, without a home of one's own.
I don't know why, but when she was about to die, Zhixia recalled her life in her mind, which was a revolving door.
What was I like in the beginning?
I came to a strange world with only a strange system and no memory.
According to the analysis of the information given in the mission, I was probably only fourteen years old at that time, still a child.
At that time, I was as scared as a newborn baby.
Even though I was starving to death, I didn't even have the courage to walk out of the dark warehouse.
I was really pitiful at that time.
Zhixia smiled self-deprecatingly.
No memories, no past, no friends, no relatives, not even a person to talk to about his fears.
He just rummaged in the dark warehouse, hoping to find food that could sustain his life.
Finally, when he was about to starve to death, he found the half piece of bread.
The half piece of bread not only represented a temporary relief from hunger, but also represented a glimmer of hope in this world.
At that time, the door of the warehouse opened, and the dazzling sunlight made my eyes unbearable and I closed them.
At that moment, I was at a loss.
What was the outside world like, and what were the people outside like?
, have no idea at all.
I don’t even know what kind of person the guy who opened the warehouse door is.
It was also at that time that I met the cold-faced Sister Shiina.
I was really lucky to meet such a kind guy.
He was obviously an expressionless face, but he was really cold-faced and warm-hearted.
The corners of Zhixia's mouth were filled with joy.
A happy smile appeared.
That guy actually agreed to treat him as a younger brother to a guy she didn't know.
Did she see the confusion and fear in her eyes at that time, maybe.
But that promise gave me a spiritual pillar that was empty in my heart, so that I would not be alone and scared in a strange world, let myself truly integrate into this world, and let myself know that no matter what I do, there will always be a sister by my side. behind.
The days when I studied with Sister Shiina were countless times happier than now.
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That period of time should be my happiest time.
According to the world after death, I should have been redeemed at that time.
Although Sister Shiina still disappeared.
The world after death, the first world I came to was so happy.
Although I was fighting all the time, I was really happy and happy.
Everyone was so simple.
By the way, there is also that cute little angel, whose exaggerated expressive ability and method of redeeming everyone really make me want to laugh.
It hurt me so much that I couldn't help but help her.
Because I helped her, I got entangled with those guys on the afterlife front, and then we fought the shadows together.
We fought together until the end.
Didn't I cry during the final graduation ceremony?
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Happiness cannot last forever, so everyone disappeared, Iwasawa, Hinata, Yuri, and Naoi Fumito.
Zhi Xia recalled the scene in her mind, the vice president holding his hat in both hands and with tears on his face.
"If I hadn't met Edaka-san, I probably would never have been freed, but I," Naoi Fumito wiped the tears from his face with his sleeves, "I wouldn't be confused now."
Very loudly, Naoi Fumito shouted, "Thank you" "I see," Zhixia murmured, "I have also redeemed others.
In this way, I will have no regrets in my life, Sister Shiina."
"In this way, I have no purpose to live without a goal.
Summer, Ling, I'm sorry.
Although I can save you, I can't do it.
I have no goal and am useless.
What else can I do now?"
Zhixia's hand slowly placed on the scarf around her neck.
No matter when, she would never take it off.
Feeling the touch on it, Zhixia's heart was filled with peace.
Shiina, who had blue hair and red eyes, suddenly appeared in front of Zhixia.
She slowly put her hand on Zhixia's head and stroked it gently.
She didn't say anything, just looked at him tenderly.
"Is it a hallucination?"
Although he was talking about hallucinations, tears still welled up in his eyes, "Sister Shiina, I really miss you.
I feel like seeing you again."
But the girl in front of her didn't speak, and still looked at herself tenderly.
Zhi Xia reluctantly stretched out her hand and waved it away, destroying the phantom in front of her eyes.
"Phantoms and other things are all fake."
Zhixia slowly supported her seriously injured body with her hands and wiped the tears on her face with her sleeves.
"Isn't my goal always there?
Ever since I started traveling around the world, haven't I always had that kind of fantasy, even if there is only one chance in a hundred billion?"
Slowly, Zhixia seemed to be making extremely difficult movements.
"Are you dreaming about finding the reincarnation of Sister Shiina in countless worlds, and then teaching her the graduation certificate you made?"
Unsteadily, Eda stood up.
"Then she said the words that she didn't say even when she finally left."
"I like it, I like Shiina the most."
At this time, all the confusion in Zhixia's eyes was gone.
"I have such a goal,"
"How could there be no point in living?"
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"I want to cross countless worlds," "How could it be dealt with by a small character who doesn't even have a name?"
"I will not die until I have accomplished my goal":